Pachuco stated: source post
"It started with a progressive injury at the end of my 2nd long term relationship."
thats interesting timing, kinda makes sense why the neurons might get tangled there
do you think havin that physical reminder in your shoulder makes you more tentative these days?
Sometimes. I always weigh out the consequences and think twice of my actions, and I put in extra thought when interacting with others. This could be signs of tentativeness. When it comes to mild humor, there's a bit of a delay before I laugh because of these practices.
"The knot is being driven for moral reasons"
not emotional reasons?
It's only immorality that upsets us all really, then we find how it's tied to our mood which is all emotional.
Things that are troublesome, spitefulness, carelessness, stupidity, ignorance, prideful-ignorance, dishonesty, theft, verbal abuse, physical abuse, one sided relations, greed, false accusation, betrayal, promiscuity of certain people and/or types of people, misinformation etc....
The mentioned attributes are low quality behaviors that are indeed immoral acts to perform, and they do upset anyone on the receiving end of these treatments/actions, and can bite the one performing them. These things can all be narrowed down to stupidity really, and they attract calamity and undesired drama into our lives.
To be around these things gets on my nerves, even though in my mind I don't make a big deal out of it, it physically attacks me ! Due to the irritation I'm likely to intervene and put a stop to some of that nonsense while it's in my presence, and in many cases the performer ends up thinking highly of me. This is why I say it's driven by morality.
To narrow it down to something easier to digest. What irritates this, is "stress". Still, all of the above.
I had to laugh.
RE: snake bite guy, i cant remember where i read that particular case, but theres some stuff on wikipedia about tactile hallucinations in phantom limb people https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tactile_hallucination
"What emotion did you experience with that ? You never wanted to mention what it was you associate it with either. Related to some type of trauma maybe ?"
not sure what emotion. guess a mix of anger/sadness. and yeah, i associate it with somethin traumatic
It's more interesting when the "experiencing the missing limb to be there" is accurate, like when they sense things that are actually there.
Isn't it interesting how we can get over things, but there's some kind of conditioning that quite literally is beyond our control ?
Now you have to keep the radio off while driving, no matter how fine you are about the past event.