Maybe I can do smthg special on cam for you when I get all my gadgets set up again and I'm back on skype.
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The more you go back the less he respects you. When you go back, you feed his supply , his ego; so it makes you feel wanted in some peculiar way. You might feel guilt because you are left vulnerable and targeted. This is perfect ammunition for him to want the cycle to keep on repeating and allow you to be subjected under his demand. Let him have access to his child; but give yourself time to rebuild yourself. If you keep going back he sees you as weak. It's how there brains are wired. Not all men are like this, many men would love to have you just the way you are and not abuse or take advantage of you. You choose what you can handle and who remains in yr life. . Good luck. :) Only you have the power to break free.
lol what? she is weak, what are you talking about. the kind of man that would want mika for anything other than abuse would be a wet pussy who would probably bore her worse than her dude beats her. she'd be begging for rape by the end of the week. you don't have to help every single person out, sometimes they should stay in the gutter. ;)
by SerenaShe's not weak- she's vulnerable.
What's the difference? What makes her vulnerable instead of weak, what does weakness mean to you then?
by Pink01I also refuse to read Edvards weird obsessions about proving people...Helena/selena now mika)
What? You just embarrassed yourself even more.
Yep.
Note the defensiveness when I start on poo wittuw battered Mika. Silly thing is more than capable of a proper counter attack. It just likes the pity parties it gets from teh horny penis creatures for being oh so vulnerable.
I say we kick it till it howls ]:) Maybe it will learn to defend itself properly.