Nope... Don't get it.
Mika, I could be wrong but your problem is that you only find people who think you're trash exciting. Get to know some boring people, they can be surprisingly fun.
People eventually realize they're more likely to ellicit a response from you by being inconsiderate. We're stronger than that!
by MikaHe has been nothing but good with his daughter. The issue is how he treats me. However, I did stuck around for selfish reason. Raising a child that sleep less than the norm, and breastfeed a lot, and has issues with her tummy is quite demanding, and I needed help to survive. Now that she sleeps 3+2 hours, I could leave him. But I couldn't with less than 3 hours a day. For me, that's been a struggle. Being alone has also been a struggle. Loving him has been exhausting.
Who are you to judge if I find that a struggle or not? There will always be someone with a much worse faith, doesn't make it less of a struggle for me though. But I am starting to see why you think I am fake.
Good with the daughter doesn't mean good for the daughter. You'll let Bumbum grow more flesh and a proper vagina around an abuser just because it's a struggle to overcome your mental weakness?
You said you went living at your parent's house after you left the guy, in our conversation. Seems more logical to ask your mother for help than your beating rapist, you know. Still finding excuses I see.
you know i thought this at one point, after she made a comment about her 'hormones being all over the place' when describing her period. LOL. but i think it may be a severely emotionally stunted female borderline, who has regular abortions and plays out her fantasies of what it would have been like to have the kid with her abusive man here.