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Assuming this story is true, then maybe it helps to visualize the relationship you had as a poker game.

You went back-and-forth, winning and losing, and it came to the point where you went all-in.

Now it looks like maybe you've lost all your chips, but in the back of your head, maybe you haven't? One last play might fix it?

Mh yes... You're right trypt. Thank you

Read this: http://www.wisegeek.org/why-do-women-return-to-abusive-relationships.htm#didyouknowout

Do the planning on this: https://www.laurashouse.org/how-to-leave
(Laura's House is an organization that supports women who have been or are being abused, based in Southern California.)

Look for this book at your library: http://www.amazon.com/dp/0425191656/?tag=googhydr-20&hvadid=52111124962&hvpos=1t1&hvexid=&hvnetw=g&hvrand=9537770918825968946&hvpone=&hvptwo=&hvqmt=b&hvdev=c&ref=pd_sl_2rkwww4d6r_b

Here are some quotes for you, from that book: http://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/217475-why-does-he-do-that-inside-the-minds-of-angry-and-controlling-men

Good luck.

Ahaha, looks like it's time for another time capsule. First one was in the thread where Limey embarrassed himself. This one is from March 2nd 2014, so almost 1 year ago. Kitten was Mika's username back then. It explains why no good words and advice should be wasted on a doormat like Mika, so don't waste your breath people.

This thread would have been really worthless without some background, now Mika's real problems are more transparent I hope :D

As I said, I managed to stay away for weeks at times. But I went back to him. Every time. It's been a struggle. I am not trying to hide that fact Ed. 

 lol