Yeah, definitely was a good twist to the series.
Yeah, that is true. Essentially though, the reason this thread exist is because I was stressed out and overthinking because I was off my daily routine and schedule. Now that I'm back on it though, the question I asked is completely irrelevant to my entire life. If I ever break away from my routine or schedule again though, I'll probably end up asking some question similar to the one of this thread.
I should start a new thread, but I like the fact that you can look back and see where my next question is based off. With that being said, I have a new question. Let's say that my issue with always wanting to identify with something is because I did have Borderline Personality. If that's the case, then what does that mean?
The thing about my situation is that I can function perfectly normal with no problems. Like around people or without people. I also feel like I could identify with all of those personality disorders. Anyway I don't think I have any major aspects of a disorder since nothing is necessarily wrong with me.
From time to time though I find myself thinking over and over what might be wrong with my brain. Like some sort of chemical imbalance (I did use to take ecstasy a lot lol). It might just be a cause of overthinking though. So I could be completely normal. But when it comes down to identity and knowing self. I feel like I've never had that sort of connection or establishment.
So that's why I consistently question myself. The thing is I don't consider myself lost or anything like that. I'm not sure what to consider myself actually. It could just be a normal occurrence in life. It could be there's nothing wrong and that this is just a piece of life that will fall together shortly. Only time will tell, or maybe one of you lol.