Haha, wait. So you think you are deserving of your partner's uncharacteristic, more gentle, special treatment, and your partner's favor, because you're sexually attracted to his sadism? So the simple thing that you "like" his wicked ways makes you speshul enough for him to keep you and treat you wonderfully? Your dream partners sound like they are thirsty for approval and just need a hug, little girl.
You can't follow a simple conversation, make more effort. I asked you, what would make you speshul enough to them to treat you differently from other women. You replied: because I'm sexually attracted by their sadism. That means they'd spare you their normal abusive treatment because they just like a fan. I hope it sounds as ridiculous to you as it sounds to me.
So you want to be the girl the sadist psycho cares about and buys stuff for (something he does just because you fangirl him, as opposed to other women lmao), while other girls get the pointy condom. My mission here was to explain why I said you suffer from Speshul Snowflake Syndrome. I think I'm done.
