by Denise67Well I wish you luck with that. Though I must say I do not know how you will achieve that. I have pretty much exhibited these types of behaviors since the tender age of 6 and they have only just continued as I have gotten older. All through my teen years this is pretty much been me. I would to know why you would want to become a sociopath exactly?
Clarity. Generally unbiased, uncensored clarity.
Well I get very impatient with petty, small and mundane things. I get angry when people question me in any way shape or form (especially when they think they are right or better which, I assure they are not), also when I have to deal with an imbecile (I think more people than not are). Quite frankly I despise people just because I do not trust people though I am sure that has to do with my childhood (abusive parents). I truly just enjoy toying with people because I can mostly or for my own benefit ( and I assure this does not make me a monster people who are not sociopaths do this all the time they just pretend they don't). Does this answer your question?
by Denise67Well i apologize (not) for being manipulative it is who I am. It is who I have always been I do not care nor love nor feel empathy or compassion towards people. That being said the majority of the population would not be able to handle someone such as myself because to them I am sub human. I lack the very basic human emotions and it is why I do not connect with others. It is why many can not see my face for what it is, they would never understand it. And i ask that you not make me seem lie this person full of just anger because that assumption is erroneous, I am not angry all the time but it is one of the only emotions I genuinely feel.
1. Being manipulative does not mean that you can manipulate. The intent might be there - the results notsomuch.
2. Who the heck is talking about love & empathy? (Other than you, that is.)
3. It is who you've always been - how did it pan out for you so far? You're tired and angry.
the majority of the population would not be able to handle someone such as myself
There's a difference between "not able" and "unwilling". The majority of the population would be pretty able to handle you, they just don't want to. Because they would find it unpleasant (annoying, boring, etc.). Sorry to say but you don't come across as someone particularly pleasant or interesting to be around, more like a chore and a drudge.
I lack the very basic human emotions and it is why I do not connect with others
Again, what emotions have anything to do with it? Nothing. You don't need emotions to 'connect', half a brain (an ounce of intellect to speak of) will do the job.
It is why many can not see my face for what it is, they would never understand it.
More likely they see your face alright, they understand it alright, and they are not interested. It's not that you're misunderstood. More like that you misunderstand others around you. You mistake their indifference / aversion for incomprehension.
Frankly, you come across as someone deeply hurt.
You seem to believe you know more about me than you think . I find that quite funny. You do not know absolutely anything about me dear. Hurt about what? You also sound very rigid and ignorant if I were to be completely honest. My question is what makes you so right about all you say. You are quite wrong when you say they see and turn away but since you are so convinced with that fact I'll let you believe it. You read a comment I write I become a "chore" you are actually quite judgmental but that is your problem not mine.
What dingo said ... you seem far too self aware to be an organic sociopath. I think you're merely incredibly wounded from your childhood or whatever and the things you are saying about being sociopathic seem to all be textbook characteristics that you've read about and are confusing with supression and coping mechanisms.
How old are you btw ?
You seem to believe you know more about me than you think . I find that quite funny. You do not know absolutely anything about me dear. Hurt about what? You also sound very rigid and ignorant if I were to be completely honest. My question is what makes you so right about all you say? You are quite wrong when you say they see and turn away but since you are so convinced with that fact I'll let you believe it. You read a comment I write I become a "chore" you are actually quite judgmental but that is your problem not mine.