by Denise67Well I envy you for feeling empathetic its a feeling I have never experienced in my life. However, thank you for the advice it will be very useful.
You're welcome, but it isn't something to envy. Emotion is slavery to one's genetic biases. Empathy is slavery to someone else's emotions. The thing is, I only empathize to understand, or to get a new perspective. I don't do it for "good."
I did not really envy you that was sarcasm I am very aware from what I see in other how emotions skew things up. Emotions are unreliable and I think I am lucky to be this way I get to look at things in a way that other never can because they have feelings I'll never have. I'm free in ways others can never be.
by Denise67I did not really envy you that was sarcasm I am very aware from what I see in other how emotions skew things up. Emotions are unreliable and I think I am lucky to be this way I get to look at things in a way that other never can because they have feelings I'll never have. I'm free in ways others can never be.
Aye, and that's what I hope to achieve. I'm turning sociopathic by choice.
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by Denise67That makes sense. I haven't thought about it this way I guess. These people except you even though they know you could manipulate or disregard them at any time and not feel bad about it? Do you manipulate these people or feel the need to> would they understand then?
I actually did an experiment where I revealed myself to 3 friends. 1 of them is no longer my friend.
Was that the friend you expected would leave you?
Yeah, I've learned that there are certain mentalities and disorders who don't get along well with sociopaths, and others that do. As soon as I spoke to this friend, their attitude was violent and full of accusing rage. lol
by Denise67I want to know for those who are older than the age of 25 is it easier to carry around this mask that makes me look more human?
It seems quite tiring as of now. I enjoy manipulating others always have it is nothing i feel ashamed or guilt about. I am very aware that I am a sociopath and although many would categorize me as a monster I do not think there is a thing wrong with me. I just want to know does it get easier to pretend? Does get easier not be get so angry at how annoying and boring all other people are?
Sounds like it sucks being you, poor dear.
Never occurred to me that I should wear a mask, my face is good enough to begin with and wearing a mask of any kind sounds terribly uncomfortable. Stuffy, restrictive, claustrophobic & all that. No wonder you're tired and angry. Is there any good reason why you have to do that? Do you get paid for it or something?
As for all other people being annoying and boring - maybe you're mixing with the wrong crowd? The people around me are pretty much all splendidly interesting - otherwise I wouldn't mix with them. None of them are tired, angry, nor they wear masks of any kind. I can't be arsed with angry tired manipulative people, I find them boring and annoying. I avoid them like shit on the pavement.
Well i apologize (not) for being manipulative it is who I am. It is who I have always been I do not care nor love nor feel empathy or compassion towards people. That being said the majority of the population would not be able to handle someone such as myself because to them I am sub human. I lack the very basic human emotions and it is why I do not connect with others. It is why many can not see my face for what it is, they would never understand it. And i ask that you not make me seem lie this person full of just anger because that assumption is erroneous, I am not angry all the time but it is one of the only emotions I genuinely feel.
Well I wish you luck with that. Though I must say I do not know how you will achieve that. I have pretty much exhibited these types of behaviors since the tender age of 6 and they have only just continued as I have gotten older. All through my teen years this is pretty much been me. I would to know why you would want to become a sociopath exactly?
by Denise67Well i apologize (not) for being manipulative it is who I am. It is who I have always been I do not care nor love nor feel empathy or compassion towards people. That being said the majority of the population would not be able to handle someone such as myself because to them I am sub human. I lack the very basic human emotions and it is why I do not connect with others. It is why many can not see my face for what it is, they would never understand it. And i ask that you not make me seem lie this person full of just anger because that assumption is erroneous, I am not angry all the time but it is one of the only emotions I genuinely feel.
What is the source of your anger ?