Why? You seem to enjoy talking about your feelings. Do what you want, who cares if anyone else cares. I'm happy to give you advice and perspective about the things you say. Most people who replied to this thread also probably enjoyed saying what they wanted to say.
by Henry PootelAnd it took you, like, three pages to come to that realisation, pet.
While most of us here came to that realisation (that you're pretty fucking silly) after your first post. And that's why we don't care.
Nobody, except your parents (or paid / assigned therapist) has any obligation to care. People will only care if they see something worthy in you to care for. What you presented so far about yourself was rather off-putting.
I wasn't really concerned with making a good impression. My mistake. I came here to gain perspective. I don't feel comfortable talking about this in real life!
by SyntheticWhy? You seem to enjoy talking about your feelings. Do what you want, who cares if anyone else cares. I'm happy to give you advice and perspective about the things you say. Most people who replied to this thread also probably enjoyed saying what they wanted to say.
Thank you! You're lovely!
by banananananIf he makes you happy, stay with him. If he makes you ill or suicidal, don't.
I'm not suicidal now. And in a lot of ways he is making me happy. I don't think I can blame him because I gave into urges to restrict and purge. I think that means I need to find better ways to feel in control and manage stress. Any suggestions?
I guess I'm not ready to leave yet :S
Don't ask me. I am bipolar and get suicidal several times a year. (oops) :)
I think perhaps a psychiatrist that deals with eating disorders could help. Also one that deals with borderline Personality disorder.
Don't ask me what normal is. i am not attracted to normal.