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by Thrill Kill

The more you think about something, the more you're fueling the thought and the harder it is to shut it out of your mind.

With that said, I don't know if my compulsive urges to kill are similar to your compulsive thoughts. Mine are random. It could be months before I experience another urge that bad. I may think about murder a lot, but I don't consider that compulsive because I can do things to take my mind off it temporarily.

I would have added more to this post, but I'm so damned tired.

 Wouldn't your homicidal fantasies be more accurately rendered "obsessions", because you fail to act on them? Does not a compulsion imply an act one is forced to perform , or an irresistible urge to act in a certain way, especially against one's conscious wishes?

by Thrill Kill

Everybody has dark thoughts at some point or another, but I don't think many people experience regular homicidal fantasies or strong urges to kill.

There are times where I wish I didn't experience them either.

Bullshit. You feed your obsessions because you have wrapped your up your entire sense of identity in them. You have come to define yourself as a function of them. Who would you be without them? They are a source of strength in the face of your feeling utterly powerless.

by Amanita

by Thrill Kill

The more you think about something, the more you're fueling the thought and the harder it is to shut it out of your mind.

With that said, I don't know if my compulsive urges to kill are similar to your compulsive thoughts. Mine are random. It could be months before I experience another urge that bad. I may think about murder a lot, but I don't consider that compulsive because I can do things to take my mind off it temporarily.

I would have added more to this post, but I'm so damned tired.

 Wouldn't your homicidal fantasies be more accurately rendered "obsessions", because you fail to act on them?

You have no idea whether or not I've acted on them.

I can admit to having attempted murder. You don't consider that action?

Does not a compulsion imply an act one is forced to perform , or an irresistible urge to act in a certain way, especially against one's conscious wishes?

You're confusing the compulsive feeling with acting on impulse. A compulsion can lead someone to act on impulse, as has happened to me in the past, but the compulsion without the action is just a strong desire to act. Compulsions can be controlled. If they couldn't, people with OCD or OCPD would never be cured.

by Thrill Kill

Everybody has dark thoughts at some point or another, but I don't think many people experience regular homicidal fantasies or strong urges to kill.

There are times where I wish I didn't experience them either.

Bullshit. You feed your obsessions because you have wrapped your up your entire sense of identity in them. You have come to define yourself as a function of them. Who would you be without them? They are a source of strength in the face of your feeling utterly powerless.

I don't feel powerless at all. I have as much power as you or anybody else here. In fact, even more so than most here because I'm in a position of authority as a parent.

You don't have to be powerless to crave power. You simply need to want more than you currently have.

by Thrill Kill

True, humans have been killing other humans for millions of years and it was acceptable back then to some degree. Hell, it was even entertainment for the crowd. Nowadays, everyone expects you to suddenly not have those urges anymore and all because we're more advanced in technology?

People haven't become more civilized. We've just invented things that make us lazier.

 

Killing for the sake of killing is mindless.

There's always a reason to kill, even if just for the pleasure of it.

 

Pleasure and empowering. This is why you intrigue me so Thrill. A woman with a mind like yours comes once in a lifetime. I hope to work alongside you someday. and work inside of you.

by whoameye

 Pleasure and empowering. This is why you intrigue me so Thrill. A woman with a mind like yours comes once in a lifetime. I hope to work alongside you someday. and work inside of you.

 We'll set the world on fire, baby.

Assuming you're genuine...

by Thrill Kill

 

by whoameye

 Pleasure and empowering. This is why you intrigue me so Thrill. A woman with a mind like yours comes once in a lifetime. I hope to work alongside you someday. and work inside of you.

 We'll set the world on fire, baby.

 

 

Assuming you're genuine...

 

Did you read my e-mail I sent today ?

 

 

by whoameye

Did you read my e-mail I sent today ?

 Yep. I'll reply to it sometime later.

People haven't become more civilized. We've just invented things that make us lazier.

That's true but there's also the fact that violence is frowned upon nowadays whereas in the past it used to be enjoyed as punishment & entertainment at the same time.

Yes, but why should it be frowned upon these days anymore than back in those days?

Apparently it's okay to pump out half a dozen kids and put a strain on the economy, but kill a half a dozen people and the whole fucking world is up in arms, as if humanity is that special that even a few people shouldn't die.

People are just ants. So, a few get killed here and there, who cares. There will always be more to replace them.

by Thrill Kill

 

by Amanita

by Thrill Kill

The more you think about something, the more you're fueling the thought and the harder it is to shut it out of your mind.

With that said, I don't know if my compulsive urges to kill are similar to your compulsive thoughts. Mine are random. It could be months before I experience another urge that bad. I may think about murder a lot, but I don't consider that compulsive because I can do things to take my mind off it temporarily.

I would have added more to this post, but I'm so damned tired.

 Wouldn't your homicidal fantasies be more accurately rendered "obsessions", because you fail to act on them?

You have no idea whether or not I've acted on them.

I can admit to having attempted murder. You don't consider that action?

 

Does not a compulsion imply an act one is forced to perform , or an irresistible urge to act in a certain way, especially against one's conscious wishes?

You're confusing the compulsive feeling with acting on impulse. A compulsion can lead someone to act on impulse, as has happened to me in the past, but the compulsion without the action is just a strong desire to act. Compulsions can be controlled. If they couldn't, people with OCD or OCPD would never be cured.

 

by Thrill Kill

Everybody has dark thoughts at some point or another, but I don't think many people experience regular homicidal fantasies or strong urges to kill.

There are times where I wish I didn't experience them either.

Bullshit. You feed your obsessions because you have wrapped your up your entire sense of identity in them. You have come to define yourself as a function of them. Who would you be without them? They are a source of strength in the face of your feeling utterly powerless.

I don't feel powerless at all. I have as much power as you or anybody else here. In fact, even more so than most here because I'm in a position of authority as a parent.

You don't have to be powerless to crave power. You simply need to want more than you currently have.

Silly me. I referred to the dictionary definition of "compulsion"; I should have known you would know better.~

Authority? Reality check: you're a single mom on welfare dealing with a troubled adolescent you are currently homeschooling, Thriller. If anything, that restricts your freedom and autonomy. Your homicidal urges constitute an impotent channel through which you express the "power" that you are unable to fulfill, achieve or wield in real life, and it consumes you, sapping you of any genuine vitality or potential.

Yes, but why should it be frowned upon these days anymore than back in those days?

I've been asking the same question myself. What changed that made us go from torturers/murderers as a civilization to what it is nowadays? Plus it's only true in the first world everywhere else human life has no value.

But what if murder is in our genes (the killer ape theory)? Aren't we frustrating ourselves by trying to tame ourselves? Are there more empathetic people now than back in the days?