Depression. Try some prozac. What do you have to lose? As far as I can tell, nothing.
See what I mean, Shadowcloud? Most everyone agrees that it's your depression that has shaped you.
Having depression myself I can say that you almost definitely suffer from it. The empty void you feel is precisely the same as what I once dealt with, then I got meds and depression isnt really an issue for me any more
Alrighty, might ask the doc for some antidepressants, see if anything changes. Thanks for the help and discussion.
Holy Balls of Fuck!!!