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thrill kill is and she will be online later she has the creepy grey/black mans face picture with barb wire

by The Sociopath

thrill kill is and she will be online later she has the creepy grey/black mans face picture with barb wire

 Scary

not really.. it's mostly just for attention -.-

by The Sociopath

not really.. it's mostly just for attention -.-

My reason for posting this isn't attention seeking. I just want to see if there are people with similar experiences. I'm not claiming to be dangerous. I have this under control and I have never mentioned it to anyone irl and I probably never will.

i meant her

I was going to create a thread about watching violence, but you beat me to it.

This may be a sensitive subject to some. In that case just don't answer... But are you turned on or aroused by seeing violence towards people? Do you like to see people who are weak and cannot defend themselves being hurt?

When I watch footage of real violence or tragedy, I am calmed and grounded. I stop fantasizing, my pulse drops, and my mood lightens. I must admit that nothing actually arouses or excites me.

I do not care if the subject of misfortune is a man, woman, child, or animal. I do not view this unlucky creature to as any different than me. I am reminded that, just like me, the universe is cold and indifferent.

This has also something to do with how I feel about weapons. All kinds of weapons... Knives, swords, guns, etc. Even nuclear weapons... I'm not sure but I think it's the destructive power in weapons that make me like them so much. It doesn't mean that I will use them on someone (if I don't have to) but to have the ability feels great. So maybe i have some kind of "weapon fetish".

I feel weapons are irrelevant. I do not wish to harm or benefit another living creature. Weapons are objects, just like you, me, the statue of liberty, and my computer.

by Vicarious

I was going to create a thread about watching violence, but you beat me to it.

 

This may be a sensitive subject to some. In that case just don't answer... But are you turned on or aroused by seeing violence towards people? Do you like to see people who are weak and cannot defend themselves being hurt?

When I watch footage of real violence or tragedy, I am calmed and grounded. I stop fantasizing, my pulse drops, and my mood lightens. I must admit that nothing actually arouses or excites me.

I do not care if the subject of misfortune is a man, woman, child, or animal. I do not view this unlucky creature to as any different than me. I am reminded that, just like me, the universe is cold and indifferent.

 

This has also something to do with how I feel about weapons. All kinds of weapons... Knives, swords, guns, etc. Even nuclear weapons... I'm not sure but I think it's the destructive power in weapons that make me like them so much. It doesn't mean that I will use them on someone (if I don't have to) but to have the ability feels great. So maybe i have some kind of "weapon fetish".

I feel weapons are irrelevant. I do not wish to harm or benefit another living creature. Weapons are objects, just like you, me, the statue of liberty, and my computer.

 Ok...

But then you are affected by watching violence in some way. Most people are of course otherwise there wouldn't be so much violence in movies. I understand how you feel about the universe and sometimes I also feel like that. What "saves" me from this "nihilistic" feeling is that I am in a way spiritual and I do believe the universe has a purpose for me. Actually it's more than mere belief but that is OT for this thread...

Ok, but to me weapons are something more.

by Storm

are you turned on or aroused by seeing violence towards people? Do you like to see people who are weak and cannot defend themselves being hurt?

Yes, in some situations violence can indeed be a turn on. Strangulation is sexually arousing, and I can say that from experience. Watching others strangle people can be a turn on as well. Though, it really depends on the situation. Sometimes I'm indifferent towards it.

Watching a naked woman being raped is a turn on, if she's physically attractive. I've always wanted to have a male partner in crime who I could watch rape someone. Even watching a man being raped by another man is something I find sexually arousing.

Fighting in general doesn't really do much for me.

Needless to say, my own violent fantasies turn me on, as do some other people's.

by Thrill Kill

 

by Storm

are you turned on or aroused by seeing violence towards people? Do you like to see people who are weak and cannot defend themselves being hurt?

Yes, in some situations violence can indeed be a turn on. Strangulation is sexually arousing, and I can say that from experience. Watching others strangle people can be a turn on as well. Though, it really depends on the situation. Sometimes I'm indifferent towards it.

Watching a naked woman being raped is a turn on, if she's physically attractive. I've always wanted to have a male partner in crime who I could watch rape. Even watching a man raped by another man is something I find sexually arousing.

Fighting in general doesn't really do much for me.

Needless to say, my own violent fantasies turn me on, as do some other people's.

Ok, I guess it's different things that turn people on but strangulation has never really aroused me. I am mostly indifferent when I see it in movies.

Rape is existing for me too I guess. Not that I would do it but I have had thought about it. I "usually" watch mostly ordinary porn (not so often though). I've discovered that humiliation is part of what turns me on. That it's poor (but pretty) women from Eastern Europe (in some movies) who are used and abused, and things like that. I think that for most people things like this is a big turn on even if they don't admit it.

For me it isn't really fantasies that turn me on but I get aroused when I watch certain things. I think it's not really good for me (or potentially for other people) to indulge too much in these things. I actually see "this" as something that isn't really part of me. "It" made me fantasize about hurting animals when i was a child. "It" made me get aroused by fantasizing about a killing spree (not so long ago). So this is something I myself have not chosen, and that is one reason not to give in to it.