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kinda wish I didn't have NPD or ASP...

 

by Girl_automatic_mentality3

Oregon!

 

by Girl_automatic_mentality3

humours

 

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kinda wish I didn't have NPD or ASP...

It's a mindset. After a while you should be able to deal with it.

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kinda wish I didn't have NPD or ASP...

seems that way....

Girl_Automatic_Mentality 3= GAM3

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kinda wish I didn't have NPD or ASP...

heh, this is a beautiful result that i think no one would back out on. Just having a little taste of love, even if it isn't genuine but just infatuation, and knowing that there's more than that just blows my mind that neurotypicals are capable of that "constantly". It's not fucking fair, its not fucking fair at all. Only dreams and fantasies can fill this till one day when I hopefully fall into oblivion I can be at dam peace with myself.

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by hypercube

 

by Girl_automatic_mentality3

Oregon!

 

by Girl_automatic_mentality3

humours

 

 Like she said, its so the real her, that this girl from Oregon spells as if she's from Britain when she finally gets something right.

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by Frosty Blue

heh, this is a beautiful result that i think no one would back out on. Just having a little taste of love, even if it isn't genuine but just infatuation, and knowing that there's more than that just blows my mind that neurotypicals are capable of that "constantly". It's not fucking fair, its not fucking fair at all. Only dreams and fantasies can fill this till one day when I hopefully fall into oblivion I can be at dam peace with myself.

Why would you want to feel something that makes people weak and gullible?

Love is an illusion.

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by Girl_automatic_mentality3

I have been misdiagnosed with ADHD, yeah its my diagnosis. NPD 106 ASPD 98 SADISTIC 70 PARANOIA 84 AND BORDERLINE WAS 40.

What test are you basing those scores off?

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Because it feels good period. I don't care what happens to me or anyone else, during, before or after. As long as im able to feel that everlasting peace. I deserve this more than anyone else because I have felt empty and inhuman for way to fucking long.

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kinda wish I didn't have NPD or ASP...

All I am saying is that, now that I know I "technically" have ASPD, it makes sense that the normals turn their back once they realize your not like them. I want to be successful, but how can I keep up the "I care about you, I really do.." mentality. So I can have a career and make lots of money. How can I keep up so they don't fire me n shit, that's all.

They honestly seem like the evil ones who turn their back once they realize "whatever normal people think about us" and then were screwed.

It seems that if someone had this disorder, they would understand what I was talking about, and tell me what has worked for them or if it can never work.. or .. idfk..

Yes, I wanted to discuss this with others who had the dis-ord-er. Did I premeditate every little thing on here. no? lol. because I don't think that far in advance about people and whatever.  do u honestly think I was slightly concerned or worried about how I affected them or what they thought... I never do,lol! I do what I want, go for it, and see what happens.

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kinda wish I didn't have NPD or ASP...

Million Clinical Multiaxial Inventory-III (MCM-III)

you must not have any, lol

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