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I have been misdiagnosed with ADHD, yeah its my diagnosis. NPD 106 ASPD 98 SADISTIC 70 PARANOIA 84 AND BORDERLINE WAS 40. with some other stuff. i just had a lot of (things) tonight,  im a lil off right now. Yeah I thought i had borderline, but what I have makes me feel like im too exposed or something.

My boyfriend was complaing about me not understanding his feelings and he was telling me in depth, that I'm not connecting at all. But yea, the whole time i was with my ex hubby i loved the whole double life, im sneaking and no one knows that im doing this, and doing that etc etc. I have more npd for sure! but the reason im so out there is because I don't have emathy.. i love my son..i do, but lately, i have been hating more and more people. and have been cut off, when i try to relate it comes across as npd, its not genuine.lol

  oh yea, my  estranged real dad is completely psychotic, hes beat up so many of his gf''s, false imprisonment, rape.. just weird stuff. I called my far away cousin,  because my dad doesn't give a shit about me.. at all..he said that it runs in the family( on my dads side)

On my moms side, no drug abuse, wealthy, happy, expressive, normal people. wow, everyone on this site knows my whole life story, I wished a gave a shit..

I get it, loud and clear. 

But I hate fucking losing, when I do

by Girl_automatic_mentality3

I hate fucking losing, when I do

 It only makes sense, you're GAM3 afterall.

by Girl_automatic_mentality3

I have been misdiagnosed with ADHD, yeah its my diagnosis. NPD 106 ASPD 98 SADISTIC 70 PARANOIA 84 AND BORDERLINE WAS 40. with some other stuff. i just had a lot of (things) tonight,  im a lil off right now. Yeah I thought i had borderline, but what I have makes me feel like im too exposed or something.

My boyfriend was complaing about me not understanding his feelings and he was telling me in depth, that I'm not connecting at all. But yea, the whole time i was with my ex hubby i loved the whole double life, im sneaking and no one knows that im doing this, and doing that etc etc. I have more npd for sure! but the reason im so out there is because I don't have emathy.. i love my son..i do, but lately, i have been hating more and more people. and have been cut off, when i try to relate it comes across as npd, its not genuine.lol

  oh yea, my  estranged real dad is completely psychotic, hes beat up so many of his gf''s, false imprisonment, rape.. just weird stuff. I called my far away cousin,  because my dad doesn't give a shit about me.. at all..he said that it runs in the family( on my dads side)

On my moms side, no drug abuse, wealthy, happy, expressive, normal people. wow, everyone on this site knows my whole life story, I wished a gave a shit..

 

Why do you wish for that quality ? What's driving you ? A desire to be loved, maybe for the fullest ?

by prometheusbound

 

by Girl_automatic_mentality3

I hate fucking losing, when I do

 It only makes sense, you're GAM3 afterall.

Pride

I invented that acronym.

by Spatial Mind

 

by prometheusbound

 

by Girl_automatic_mentality3

I hate fucking losing, when I do

 It only makes sense, you're GAM3 afterall.

 

Pride

I invented that acronym.

 Yes, all credit goes to you. All because we love GAM3 and want to give her a warm welcome to this forum, and thank her for sharing her heartwarming story with us.

To not provide u with my high, nonsense, fuck it I'm gonna  say some shit on some website. But I wanted to in the moment knowing  it wasn't the most intelligent thing to do. But doesnt it seem that out of all the group forum/support for ASPD this one would be the most entertaining ? I like to see people's responses, bad or good. Your perception, humours me 

by Spatial Mind

 

by prometheusbound

 

by Girl_automatic_mentality3

I hate fucking losing, when I do

 It only makes sense, you're GAM3 afterall.

 

Pride

I invented that acronym.

 Lol. Just in case someone wanted to offer Prom a special award...

by Girl_automatic_mentality3

To not provide u with my high, nonsense, fuck it I'm gonna  say some shit on some website. But I wanted to in the moment knowing  it wasn't the most intelligent thing to do. But doesnt it seem that out of all the group forum/support for ASPD this one would be the most entertaining ? I like to see people's responses, bad or good. Your perception, humours me 

This is by far the most honest thing you've ever said, the bolded part. That is exactly why you came here from the getgo, and you tried to obscure it from the start. You don't think people already knew? Why else would someone come here with the name "Game".

Uh, this is actually me, that's my photo..And.. Knew what?  I just got diagnosed with NPD and ASPD, I was bored and wanted to have some fun. All that shit is true. I shouldn't have taken all those Addy's, but yeah.. game, just so happened to be the acronym..there is no conspiracy