Sociopath Community

by eyesbehindshades

 I get that dude...I do. But I get frustrated sometimes. Maybe it's a jealousy issue but I see people able to trust and love eachother and I dunno but it looks like it feels good lol...I've taken everything from a girl and not even felt bad. Forced her to feel guilty...il stop there as you all prob know the rest..It's not guilt I feel. It's the knowledge that if I wasn't an s. I'd prob be really fucking happy. That's what bothers me!

by Cipher

 Why wouldn't you deserve it. Look at the big picture. We are specs of dust on a little blue marble surrounded by billions and billions of other kinds of marbles. You have no purpose in life but to enjoy it, so please do.

Accept who you are. I recognize myself in some of the things you just said, but I've embraced my "evil" side. So you're fucked up? Might just as well have some fun with it, right?

 

 so why not decide to do better? maybe you won't feel happiness, as you say, but it might give you some peace. i'm gonna sound like a fucking hippie, but dude, inner peace goes a long way. on another note, people who love you will love you no matter what, that's how empaths are. you might want to explain to your mom (for an example) what's up and why you're not capable of loving her as much as she loves you, which is natural btw. parents are always supposed to love more. you can promise yourself and to her that you'll never fuck her over, that way she can accept you from a calm place and not freak out. but don't be a dick and lie to her. i don't know... i've dealt with socios and narcs in my past and certain ones i do hate and think are scum, true, but others that legitimately try to be decent human beings but fuck up here and there, i have to accept as such and respect them for who they are. at the end of the day empaths are the majority, and it's in our dna to fucking care and understand and feel for another, and in that spirit, i send you a big bear hug. i hope that it gets better for you homie, i really do. and i hope that you don't lose this moral compass that is guiding you right now, but to work with it, if you can. 

 The whole vulnerability feeling is something I have that keeps me from getting exposed. It's a safety thong. Not an emo thing. I didn't come here for help. I came to have a place I can be completely honest. To those who say they don't think I'm a socio. You won't know that. Until I drain you of every good feeling in you lol. I'm only in a decent state now because I just moved again. In attempting to do it a little better this time and not have the need to fuck people over. 

by Daddy

a vulnerable feeling sociopath... adorable... drops chum in the shark tank 

by RichardParker

You better take those shades off and open your eyes. This is not the place to come for help but it's a seriously funny forum! And if you think you're fucked up just keep reading - you'll feel better fast.  

Threads like this are particularly amusing because you're being vulnerable but people just can't resist bitch-slapping you. LOL!! It's wrong but it's part of the condition(s). Every EMO thing you say is fucking chum in the waters.  

If you really need help google is your friend to find it. Now smarten up and tell EM to shut the fuck up.  

 Dear Eyes:

Please correct to "safety thing" before some jokester jumps on that typo and derails your whole thread.

Also do you wanna have a contest to come up with a dark Avatar for you?

You'll get some joke replies, but it will break the ice. That grey dummy thing is no fun.

And don't boast about draining people or proving you're a sociopath. No need for that here, looks lame.

 I don't mind the typo. Also, I wasn't boasting. Just being honest. If you kept reading you'd know my plan is to discontinue that side of me, if I can. I tried to pick an avatar but wasn't able to resize n crop right on my phone. I also don't need you to tell me what looks lame lol. I don't need a sw sponser. Thanks though. I'm down for the contest...are you going to set up the thread?

by emilynghiem

 

 Dear Eyes:

Please correct to "safety thing" before some jokester jumps on that typo and derails your whole thread.

Also do you wanna have a contest to come up with a dark Avatar for you?

You'll get some joke replies, but it will break the ice. That grey dummy thing is no fun.

And don't boast about draining people or proving you're a sociopath. No need for that here, looks lame.

Set it up so ppl dont think im playing a joke.

But lose the thong first, or thats all youll get ppl posting.

I didnt say i thought it was lame.

It just makes eyes roll on this thread cuz of too many ppl coming in here sounding like that. They wrote a whole thread on stuff like that.

You try way too hard to sound intelligent.

No, it just comes naturally.

by eyesbehindshades

I've been reading a few threads and most of it seems to be jokes and such. I was looking for a place with like minded people to discuss how fucked we are. Why must everything dwindle down to troll responses and joking. Is anyone here to really talk? I'm feeling very silly and vulnerable just being on this forum. Reading through some of the posts have not helped that. If you plan on responding with nonsens, please don't. This is my first post here and I'm not going to make it a long one. I've known what I am for some years now. As this is the only place I feel I can be completely honest about it, I will probably be here for a while. I'm 26 years old and am beginning to lose faith in trying to live a happy life. I feel as though I'm just fucked. My mom knows I don't really love her. I doubt she knows why or gets that I can't but she still loves me the same. Why us? That's what I've been asking myself. What could I have done before being born to deserve this miserable existence? To this day I remember my first lie. I think about it often actually. To be so young and so fucked up mentally is something I wish on nobody. Anyways, hello to everyone here. I hope I can make some acquaintances here. 

 

You want a serious discussion?  We could start with how fucked up it is to go looking for empathy and sincerity on a self-proclaimed sociopathic forum, if you'd like... ;)

In all seriousness, you don't sound sociopathic - you sound depressed.  And, again, this is likely the worst place to look for help with that.  Best case scenario, people deflect or change the subject with humor like you're complaining about.  Worst case scenario, everyone jumps your shit for the fun of it.  It's high school all over again, bub - only crueler.

In response to what you said, why do you care that your mother knows you don't really love her?  Mine has known that for some time now.  You obviously have some semblance of affection for her, else you wouldn't give a damn that you apparently aren't fond enough of her.  If I were to wager a guess, I'd say reality is that she's the type where whatever you do isn't enough - so you think you're broken, instead of realizing your mom is demanding and manipulative.

Ps. RichardParker and Cabel have some good points.  If you're REALLY looking for a place like what you're describing, try a place like this (you might like the podcast as well).  There's also that wrongplanet.net forum.

 I wasn't asking for your opinion on what I am. I already know that. If I needed a second opinion I would have asked. 

by Drucocu

 

by eyesbehindshades

I've been reading a few threads and most of it seems to be jokes and such. I was looking for a place with like minded people to discuss how fucked we are. Why must everything dwindle down to troll responses and joking. Is anyone here to really talk? I'm feeling very silly and vulnerable just being on this forum. Reading through some of the posts have not helped that. If you plan on responding with nonsens, please don't. This is my first post here and I'm not going to make it a long one. I've known what I am for some years now. As this is the only place I feel I can be completely honest about it, I will probably be here for a while. I'm 26 years old and am beginning to lose faith in trying to live a happy life. I feel as though I'm just fucked. My mom knows I don't really love her. I doubt she knows why or gets that I can't but she still loves me the same. Why us? That's what I've been asking myself. What could I have done before being born to deserve this miserable existence? To this day I remember my first lie. I think about it often actually. To be so young and so fucked up mentally is something I wish on nobody. Anyways, hello to everyone here. I hope I can make some acquaintances here. 

 

You want a serious discussion?  We could start with how fucked up it is to go looking for empathy and sincerity on a self-proclaimed sociopathic forum, if you'd like... ;)

In all seriousness, you don't sound sociopathic - you sound depressed.  And, again, this is likely the worst place to look for help with that.  Best case scenario, people deflect or change the subject with humor like you're complaining about.  Worst case scenario, everyone jumps your shit for the fun of it.  It's high school all over again, bub - only crueler.

In response to what you said, why do you care that your mother knows you don't really love her?  Mine has known that for some time now.  You obviously have some semblance of affection for her, else you wouldn't give a damn that you apparently aren't fond enough of her.  If I were to wager a guess, I'd say reality is that she's the type where whatever you do isn't enough - so you think you're broken, instead of realizing your mom is demanding and manipulative.

Ps. RichardParker and Cabel have some good points.  If you're REALLY looking for a place like what you're describing, try a place like this (you might like the podcast as well).  There's also that wrongplanet.net forum.

I never asked for your opinion on what I am lol. I already know what I am. And your whole take on my mom was wrong. Thanks for your input though. 

by Drucocu

 

by eyesbehindshades

I've been reading a few threads and most of it seems to be jokes and such. I was looking for a place with like minded people to discuss how fucked we are. Why must everything dwindle down to troll responses and joking. Is anyone here to really talk? I'm feeling very silly and vulnerable just being on this forum. Reading through some of the posts have not helped that. If you plan on responding with nonsens, please don't. This is my first post here and I'm not going to make it a long one. I've known what I am for some years now. As this is the only place I feel I can be completely honest about it, I will probably be here for a while. I'm 26 years old and am beginning to lose faith in trying to live a happy life. I feel as though I'm just fucked. My mom knows I don't really love her. I doubt she knows why or gets that I can't but she still loves me the same. Why us? That's what I've been asking myself. What could I have done before being born to deserve this miserable existence? To this day I remember my first lie. I think about it often actually. To be so young and so fucked up mentally is something I wish on nobody. Anyways, hello to everyone here. I hope I can make some acquaintances here. 

 

You want a serious discussion?  We could start with how fucked up it is to go looking for empathy and sincerity on a self-proclaimed sociopathic forum, if you'd like... ;)

In all seriousness, you don't sound sociopathic - you sound depressed.  And, again, this is likely the worst place to look for help with that.  Best case scenario, people deflect or change the subject with humor like you're complaining about.  Worst case scenario, everyone jumps your shit for the fun of it.  It's high school all over again, bub - only crueler.

In response to what you said, why do you care that your mother knows you don't really love her?  Mine has known that for some time now.  You obviously have some semblance of affection for her, else you wouldn't give a damn that you apparently aren't fond enough of her.  If I were to wager a guess, I'd say reality is that she's the type where whatever you do isn't enough - so you think you're broken, instead of realizing your mom is demanding and manipulative.

Ps. RichardParker and Cabel have some good points.  If you're REALLY looking for a place like what you're describing, try a place like this (you might like the podcast as well).  There's also that wrongplanet.net forum.

by eyesbehindshades

 I wasn't asking for your opinion on what I am. I already know that. If I needed a second opinion I would have asked. 

by Drucocu

 

by eyesbehindshades

I've been reading a few threads and most of it seems to be jokes and such. I was looking for a place with like minded people to discuss how fucked we are. Why must everything dwindle down to troll responses and joking. Is anyone here to really talk? I'm feeling very silly and vulnerable just being on this forum. Reading through some of the posts have not helped that. If you plan on responding with nonsens, please don't. This is my first post here and I'm not going to make it a long one. I've known what I am for some years now. As this is the only place I feel I can be completely honest about it, I will probably be here for a while. I'm 26 years old and am beginning to lose faith in trying to live a happy life. I feel as though I'm just fucked. My mom knows I don't really love her. I doubt she knows why or gets that I can't but she still loves me the same. Why us? That's what I've been asking myself. What could I have done before being born to deserve this miserable existence? To this day I remember my first lie. I think about it often actually. To be so young and so fucked up mentally is something I wish on nobody. Anyways, hello to everyone here. I hope I can make some acquaintances here. 

 

You want a serious discussion?  We could start with how fucked up it is to go looking for empathy and sincerity on a self-proclaimed sociopathic forum, if you'd like... ;)

In all seriousness, you don't sound sociopathic - you sound depressed.  And, again, this is likely the worst place to look for help with that.  Best case scenario, people deflect or change the subject with humor like you're complaining about.  Worst case scenario, everyone jumps your shit for the fun of it.  It's high school all over again, bub - only crueler.

In response to what you said, why do you care that your mother knows you don't really love her?  Mine has known that for some time now.  You obviously have some semblance of affection for her, else you wouldn't give a damn that you apparently aren't fond enough of her.  If I were to wager a guess, I'd say reality is that she's the type where whatever you do isn't enough - so you think you're broken, instead of realizing your mom is demanding and manipulative.

Ps. RichardParker and Cabel have some good points.  If you're REALLY looking for a place like what you're describing, try a place like this (you might like the podcast as well).  There's also that wrongplanet.net forum.