I've been reading a few threads and most of it seems to be jokes and such. I was looking for a place with like minded people to discuss how fucked we are. Why must everything dwindle down to troll responses and joking. Is anyone here to really talk? I'm feeling very silly and vulnerable just being on this forum. Reading through some of the posts have not helped that. If you plan on responding with nonsens, please don't. This is my first post here and I'm not going to make it a long one. I've known what I am for some years now. As this is the only place I feel I can be completely honest about it, I will probably be here for a while. I'm 26 years old and am beginning to lose faith in trying to live a happy life. I feel as though I'm just fucked. My mom knows I don't really love her. I doubt she knows why or gets that I can't but she still loves me the same. Why us? That's what I've been asking myself. What could I have done before being born to deserve this miserable existence? To this day I remember my first lie. I think about it often actually. To be so young and so fucked up mentally is something I wish on nobody. Anyways, hello to everyone here. I hope I can make some acquaintances here.