by Thrill KillYou care about people and you want someone to care about you. If you didn't, you wouldn't care that you've fucked up relationships in the past.
People are expendable. Why care about something that's probably of no use to you anymore?
The relationships I've fucked up would have put me in a better position life wise. It's about me wanting more for me. Not caring about them. By relationships I mean people in general. Not romantic relationships.