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I'm done with this. Your wasting so much energy to prove I'm not something which if I had a choice I wouldn't be.
I'm not trying to prove you're not a sociopath. You did that all by yourself.
I find it interesting that if you had a choice you said you wouldn't want to be a sociopath. Clearly you feel burdened by your belief that you are one. Why is it such a burden to you?
I did that myself? Lol if I wasn't a socio I highly doubt I would be looking for people who are to talk to. That just sounds crazy to me. In fact, until I came here I didn't know there were people who wanted to be socios so bad they would lie about it.
I feel it's a burden because Ive fucked up relationships that would have completely changed my life. If I wasn't a sociopath. My life would be better. I'd be having more fun instead of scheming all the time. That's all. For someone who's not supposed to care about anything you sure are reading into me a lot.
by eyesbehindshadesI feel it's a burden because Ive fucked up relationships that would have completely changed my life.
So, you care about people and want someone who cares about you.
Yep, that's definitely sociopathic behavior... lol
If I wasn't a sociopath. My life would be better. I'd be having more fun instead of scheming all the time. That's all.
If you don't think scheming is fun, then you must suck at it pretty bad.
For someone who's not supposed to care about anything you sure are reading into me a lot.
You have a lot of weaknesses and I can't resist feeding on them.
I haven't claimed any labels to refute. ;)
You said you wanted some actual conversation about how fucked up we are. I was just gauging how fucked up you are. Also, I'm bored. It happens.
By the way, there are plenty of self-described "empaths" here. Most of them come here looking for answers as to why their spouse cheated on them, why their boss is mean to them, and shit like that.
I do wonder what it would be like to have an actual connection with someone. To really "love" someone, the way people say they do (I have difficulty believing those people). I've never understood that level of affection for someone. Oh, sure, I've desired quite strongly - but I usually grow bored and move on eventually. Or get irritable and eventually self-implode to the point where they leave me. I guess what I'm saying is, it would be interesting to know what a lasting relationship would be like. One where I actually still feel strongly, and am not just going through the motions. I'm not particularly upset about it - just curious to know the sensation, you could say.
Dear eyes regardless of labels or what caused tje past messes
Can you agree to forgive and let go of regrets you cant change
Can you be glad you learned from this to commit to manage better in the future
As dalai lama said if you lose in life dont lose the lesson
Can you cherish your ability to recognize and move forward so you can prevent futire downfalls
For all things you dont like that happened
How can you see your good gifts as coming out from all this
Can you focus there to put in peaceful perspective withput fear or bad feelings from the past. Leave tjem there forgive amd look fwd
What do you need to hear or remind ypurself to feel grateful for starying over fresh instead of dwelling on the past that brought you here to this n ew stage in life. Why not be glad you are free to change whatevet you want to do dofferently from this day forth. Isnt it a gift
I know what you mean. I walk around thinking this pretty often. What it would feel like....but I never will..
by DrucocuI haven't claimed any labels to refute. ;)
You said you wanted some actual conversation about how fucked up we are. I was just gauging how fucked up you are. Also, I'm bored. It happens.
By the way, there are plenty of self-described "empaths" here. Most of them come here looking for answers as to why their spouse cheated on them, why their boss is mean to them, and shit like that.
I do wonder what it would be like to have an actual connection with someone. To really "love" someone, the way people say they do (I have difficulty believing those people). I've never understood that level of affection for someone. Oh, sure, I've desired quite strongly - but I usually grow bored and move on eventually. Or get irritable and eventually self-implode to the point where they leave me. I guess what I'm saying is, it would be interesting to know what a lasting relationship would be like. One where I actually still feel strongly, and am not just going through the motions. I'm not particularly upset about it - just curious to know the sensation, you could say.
Learn how to fucking quote properly.
How did you get that from that? Up to this point you were def making sense.
I know how to read between the lines. You care about people and you want someone to care about you. If you didn't, you wouldn't care that you've fucked up relationships in the past.
People are expendable. Why care about something that's probably of no use to you anymore?
Dear eyes how do you know you will never feel?
One woman who went her whole life since childhood without feeling joy got her ability back after she went through healing therapy.
It may or may not be changeable bit other things could change.
Who knows until you finish the process in life.
What helped me let go of FU relations I thought screwed me for life
Was realizing my familys past karma was repeating from grandparents ro parents to kids. But the cycle was ending with me. And thats why it felt so bad. Too much crap had piled up amd landed on my plate passed down from before. At first I blew up furious.
But when i saw this meant no more garbage, i was glad to break out of that cycle.
This could be past karma. And after its resolved some things may always stay the way you are. But your feeling of relief and peace that the worst is over. And the best is to come. That is worth the pain,
The good futire outweighs the hell from the past. You are home free in comparison to what you leave behind you. Take care.