Follow ups:
1. Do you usually keep a messy home, or is this a rare thing for you?
2. So you don't even have an attachment to specific flavor types? Sweet, sour, bitter, bland?
3. Guess I hit the nail on the head when I made that Sims joke forever ago. Monopoly? What aspects of it do you find appealing? I've met a lot of Monopoly players, and the answers aren't as typically alligned as other game answers.
4. MMORPGs? What class type do you usually default toward?
5. So you're more of an observer or spectator, or is it just something that's present around you while you're bored? Do you retain the "boring shit" for future use, or do you just dismiss it as drivel?
6. People don't ask what's happening in your life? How come?
7. Sometimes just fleshing out even the boring parts of a person can give a clearer perspective of who they are, which sort of forces some level of relatability. When you mention people telling you who you should be, are you meaning just online from a ton of nobodies, or from people you know face to face?
I just don't like losers. I don't like inferior people. And I especially dislike those who prey on defenseless victims. Killing someone is not just a random act. You need art to be a killer otherwise it's just plain murder. No challange, anyone can do it.
You see, there are stupid, low IQ murderes, animals... and there are top notch, high functioning predators. The latter don't like the former.
Go big or go home.
to me, it matters if you had to buy the canvas
If you're a really bad ass, you'll make your own canvas.
The act itself is just a small part of the whole kill. It's like sex: if you only focus on the penetration part, you're a lousy lover (male perspective, that is).
Also, where's all the stalking and hunting with a prostitute? No thrill of the hunt?
I don't want cheap thrills, I want art. Don't settle on mediocrity, my friend
There is a variety of canvas types though, which themselves pre-determine the results to be different from another kind.
Painting on basic canvas is different than using old records as your canvas for example.
So too could the choice of victim and the reasoning for why change the nature of it.
yup. Don't use a cheap canvas, go for the old fashioned ones :) Again, if you're a badass, you'll plant your own C. ruderalis and extract the fibers from that. From the fibers, make your own canvas - using the best techniques available, of course.
"Etymology
The word canvas is derived from the 13th century Anglo-French canevaz and the Old French canevas. Both may be derivatives of the Vulgar Latin cannapaceus for "made of hemp,"[1] originating from the Greek κάνναβις (cannabis)."
1. Do you usually keep a messy home, or is this a rare thing for you?
I prefer to keep a tidy home.
2. So you don't even have an attachment to specific flavor types? Sweet, sour, bitter, bland?
Attachment? No. I do have taste buds though and obviously there are certain foods that taste better than others, but I don't usually play favorites with food. Food is only essential for one's survival.
With that said, I always liked the roast my mother used to cook every Sunday. If I had a favorite, that would be it.
3. Guess I hit the nail on the head when I made that Sims joke forever ago. Monopoly? What aspects of it do you find appealing? I've met a lot of Monopoly players, and the answers aren't as typically alligned as other game answers.
Monopoly is about making money and winning and I happen to like both very much.
4. MMORPGs? What class type do you usually default toward?
Caster/healing classes preferably. It gives my character more survivability in battlegrounds.
5. So you're more of an observer or spectator, or is it just something that's present around you while you're bored? Do you retain the "boring shit" for future use, or do you just dismiss it as drivel?
Spectator or observer of what?
Yes, I retain the "boring shit" for future use if I feel it's necessary.
6. People don't ask what's happening in your life? How come?
Because they're only interested in their own lives, obviously.
7. Sometimes just fleshing out even the boring parts of a person can give a clearer perspective of who they are, which sort of forces some level of relatability. When you mention people telling you who you should be, are you meaning just online from a ton of nobodies, or from people you know face to face?
I'm the black sheep of my family. Does that answer your question.
I'm not picking a fight with you when I say this, but what is it about you that makes you believe that you would be any good at anything like this? You really need to start resigning yourself to the fact you are an overweight, underachieving, single, middle aged woman of only average intelligence. With a dependant daughter.
I'm sorry, but if you were ever disciplined enough to successfully achieve any of your ramblings, that discipline would have already translated itself into physical fitness, monetary success and some sort of academic qualification to backup your baseless claims of higher intelligence. Your life up to this point indicates that you are NOT a winner, so chances are, if you ever tried any of this, you would become just another pre-menopausal jail bird and your daughter would become just another part of the negative family cycle you yourself are caught in.
You could 'possibly' pose a threat to a petite women, or a really stupid child, but the average male would break you, the average woman would repel you and even average children would outrun you. How would someone like you ever successfully subdue and transport a person from their everyday life, to a location you could fulfill those colourful little stories of yours?
It isn't society that holds you back sport, it is what you have grown into that is the real kicker. It's probably why you are so frustrated...
You could 'possibly' pose a threat to a petite women, or a really stupid child, but the average male would break you, the average woman would repel you and even average children would outrun you.
I'm not here to argue whether or not I'm capable of posing a threat and I'm not here to threaten anyone, so it really doesn't matter whether you think I'm capable of being a threat to anyone or not.
I know my own capabilities, and that's all that matters to me.