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Apparently I'm a Sick Fuck


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Some time ago I created a profile on a website, expressing I had an interest in torture, rape and murder, mentioning my desire to chat to like-minded people about those three subjects. At no stage did I claim to have tortured, raped or murdered anyone, nor did I claim intent to commit those acts, yet the site owner took great offense to it, banned my username and informed me that he had reported me to the police. He also called me a sick fuck.

My question to you all is, what truly defines a 'sick fuck' in your mind?

I think most people are hypocrits. They have no problem with the entertainment industry encouraging violence, but the moment you express a genuine interest in it, you become a 'sick fuck'...

I have another question for you all, which I tried discussing on another website at one stage, but was given a warning instead.

If a prostitue gets into a car with a stranger and is raped and murdered as a result, do you agree that she deserved it for putting herself in that situation, knowing she could be raped or murdered?

 

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 Beryl, you only have your stupid self to blame for that.

While I am aware that your persona is possibly close to what and how you post, there is , I believe, still quite a level of facade.

You seem indignant because youve been called on how you portray yourself?

You know full well that it goes against societal "norms", and while there is a huge array of hypocrisy in this world, if one wants to achieve their dark fantasies in reality, then they must learn to accept these hypocricies and use them to their own adavantage.

 

Violence attracts attention, both good and bad.

Open statements of your propensity for said violence are like waving a big flag saying "Hey..OVER HERE ...Im a bit fucked up mentally, you should be aware that Im in your neighbourhood."

 

If the prostitute is raped and murdered, then the person who did it obviously has some pretty fucked up issues.

Why would she deserve it?

The fact that she put herself in that position in the first place only means that she has certain motivations to do so.

Money, drugs, supporting a child...who knows.

Is it foolish?..of course.. risky?.. hell yes.

But statistics are in her favour. Not every trick is going to rape and murder her her so she is playing the numbers.

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While I am aware that your persona is possibly close to what and how you post, there is , I believe, still quite a level of facade.

I really do not understand why people insist that what I express online is a facade. Is it really that hard to accept that this is who I am and these are my genuine thoughts/opinions?

You know full well that it goes against societal "norms", and while there is a huge array of hypocrisy in this world, if one wants to achieve their dark fantasies in reality, then they must learn to accept these hypocricies and use them to their own adavantage.

Of course I'm aware it's against societal norms, but I don't think that makes me a sick fuck. If I'm a sick fuck then so is everyone who thinks it's okay to let the entertainment industry encourage violence.

Open statements of your propensity for said violence are like waving a big flag saying "Hey..OVER HERE ...Im a bit fucked up mentally, you should be aware that Im in your neighbourhood."

People should be less worried about me expressing my violent interests than if I were to remain quiet about them in order to blend in. You'd think people would be aware that I'm not likely to be hunting anyone online while making my violent interests so obvious. If I were hunting online, I would appear as normal and innocent as I possibly could.

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 Theres a saying:

 

"If its looks like a duck, shits like a duck and quacks like a duck...then its probably a duck".

You'd think people would be aware that I'm not likely to be hunting anyone online while making my 'interests' so obvious

If they were to err on the side of caution and round up people like yourself, you arse would be grass beryl. 

You are raging against something you cannot change, so the logical thing to do would be to stay OFF the radar.

If I knew you were living in my neighbourhood, and passed any of my family , on your way to and from home ...Id burn your house down with your body in it. Simple.

Why?. Because statistically, people who voice such things with such detail, often go on to be perpetrators.

On my part, its not personal...Id just be doing the world a favour, and in my mind Id be morally just in wiping you off the face of the planet.

 

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 I really do not understand why people insist that what I express online is a facade

 

Because at times, your posts contradict themselves a bit and show a degree of thought and emotion that makes a lie of some of your words.

And yes, while Im aware we have a new search function to hunt those posts down and show you, I cant be bothered today.

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You know what I find frustrating? Living with violent urges and not being able to express them. It feels like being trapped in a cage. That's why I like to talk about them online, because it's a way to escape that cage temporarily.

If I'm not out there murdering people, then I need some other form of release and discussing my violent urges acts as a kind of release for me. When I can't find release, all that aggression just builds up inside.

I don't blame you for feeling the way you do. I understand the need to protect your own. I would do the same thing if I thought someone in my neighborhood was a threat to myself or my daughter.

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 If I'm a sick fuck then so is everyone who thinks it's okay to let the entertainment industry encourage violence.

 

Agreed, but most of them dont go round posting the shit you do beryl. 

Its akin to one of those baboons that sit at the zoo, pressing its big red ass against the cage and shitting on the people. Funny if youre watching, but not so funny if you are the one being shat on.

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 Does physical intimacy lower the urges?..or make them worse?

 

Have you tried a regime of constant and physical training?.. to lower the anger chemicals in the brain?

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by Lycan

 I really do not understand why people insist that what I express online is a facade

 

Because at times, your posts contradict themselves a bit and show a degree of thought and emotion that makes a lie of some of your words.

And yes, while Im aware we have a new search function to hunt those posts down and show you, I cant be bothered today.

 I'm not sure how can claim that I contradict myself when almost everything I post is considered a lie anyway to most people. People only believe what they want to believe. So, how can judge anything I say as contradictory if you're not even sure what's true?

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 It doesnt matter if its true of false. Its what is presented.

If thats contradictory it doesnt matter if its a bunch of shit or not. 

It is what it is.

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