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I really don't see where you think I've contradicted myself though.

In what way have I contradicted myself?

 If you are serious about reducing it for yourself, you would be training at home. It can be done easily with the minimum of equipment.

 Ill reply to that with another querstion. 

What is your motivation for wanting to know?

serious question btw.

 I do train at home, but not as often as I should. I'm not very disciplined and I hate routine.

by Lycan

 Ill reply to that with another querstion. 

What is your motivation for wanting to know?

 

serious question btw.

 Genuine curiosity, because I honestly do not believe I've contradicted myself at all.

 Routine and repetition will build discipline.

by Lycan

 Routine and repetition will build discipline.

 I know, but I don't like having to stick to a routine. I find it boring.

 Then obviously your urges are not bad enough to inspire you to address them .

It's seen as a facade because you make it appear that you're trying hard to have people understand those things about you. You don't talk about too many other things beyond that other than psyche tests (which contribute to the view) and bands.

What's your house like? Is it well kept, or is it messy?

How's the weather where you are?

What's your favorite food?

What's your favorite season, and why?

Do you enjoy any games, be them board games, video games, mind games that don't involve torture?

Do you have any miscelanious hobbies?

Do you fantasize things that don't have to do with wealth, power, or notoriety?

How are conversations you have with people in real life, more noting examples as opposed to a simple description of being "less open about this side of me in real life than online"?

What arguably trivial information that'd show you as less two-dimensional could you provide us to show you're more than just "demon", but a person behind a keyboard who lives a life people could relate to?

by Lycan

 Then obviously your urges are not bad enough to inspire you to address them .

That's because there is a part of me that wants to lose control. I only control them because I have to in most situations (public places). I'd rather not have to control them at all.