Sociopath Community

Slay said: 

- been through several relationships, learned, grew, and eventually found a lady that fits my criteria in a partner 

- shed a lot of negative and toxic traits, learned to enjoy the positive in life, and developed a drive to succeed 

^ The most curious part ^

Going back to places like this fills me with a nasty feeling, there is a lot of negative energy here and I can't be a part of things like that any longer. 

I mean if it's working for you to abstain from the place, that's great, but in most cases people from here who've claimed that it's SC's fault tend to continue their behaviors with or without it while looking for something to blame as to say it's not over their own issues.

It has me tend to question what it is about them that has this environment bring it out, and question where other areas of life may present these people the same triggers. 

It's like when someone with anger management problems blames the world around them. 

I feel that life is too short to focus on things that are not leading you towards positive things. 

I feel more like, if you can't look at negative things, then you won't build a tolerance against it. 

Once a bad thing inevitably happens, the mind will be unprepared for the pain and lash out over it, rather than tolerating it. 

I obviously don't relate to people here any longer. Perhaps I was never that crazy, just someone who lacked proper guidance and wanted to fit in with the wrong people. Regardless, these communities taught me a lot. 

Bruh you were on the news, and denial is a quick path to ignoring your own tells, tells that could very well signal when you're showing problematic traits. 

I still have to contain my craziness every day, so that hasn't changed. I still have desires to kill and hurt people sometimes.

Bingo, you're burying it through abstaining and avoidance. 

Again like if it works, that's great, but in most people's cases they're blaming the trigger more than the triggered. 

But I know that ending up in prison or dead would be a waste of my life, when I have so much to lose and yet so much potential. I want to be remembered by the people around me for impacting people's lives in a positive way. It is a lot easier to destroy than it is to build. My current goals is to develop a consistent mentality where I am a paragon of radiance to those around me. Being the bad guy or the outcast is played out. I want to be respected for the good that I do, and for how I treat other people. 

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I don't expect anyone here to relate or care, but I thought about this community today and I wanted a place to write out my thoughts. I don't hold any ill will towards anyone in here or over on discord. 

Nah like it's fun to hear from you again, but I tend to lean toward skepticism as a rule since most people's takes on things are mistaken. 

Spatial Mind said: 

Every single bloke I know who been to jail, every last one, all own property, raised families and work in some kind of male dominated field like construction, elevators or some kind of electrical field.

We, uh, must be meeting different sorts of ex-cons. 💀

Sounds nice Slay, you learned what you had to and there's nothing here for you at this point.

Yes, it sounds nice, but I also remember how things would sound before being contrasted by something present in his reality. 

He's already downplaying quite a bit in his post, and some part of him based on the tone seems to be noticing it. 

Turncoat has become more empathic over the years. He's somewhat more forgiving.

Buttered Toast is more forthcoming compared to a few years ago. But that could be because hes not the original.

Delora matured, Ive been impressed with her as of late. 

Chapo hasn't changed.

Inquirer is the same as always, still scamming people and plotting.

Xadem became cool and chill, and more mature. He's very insightful and he seems to be doing well in life. That's a big step up from before.

Fredrich escaped the forum, I imagine he's grown. Likely travels now.

Luna escaped her circle of normalcy. I think she will achieve great things now that she quit her job, if she plays her cards right.

Turncoat said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

Every single bloke I know who been to jail, every last one, all own property, raised families and work in some kind of male dominated field like construction, elevators or some kind of electrical field.

We, uh, must be meeting different sorts of ex-cons. 💀

Maybe it has to do with Canada having a better education system than the US. Or maybe Canada does things differently in terms of correction. Who knows.

Slay went to a boot camp and I remember they did something to him. He cut his hair and turned into a shirt and tie with a nice looking watch type of guy. 

Sounds nice Slay, you learned what you had to and there's nothing here for you at this point.

Yes, it sounds nice, but I also remember how things would sound before being contrasted by something present in his reality. 

He's already downplaying quite a bit in his post, and some part of him based on the tone seems to be noticing it. 

 People change. Didn't you know that ?

While Slay no longer frequents here, is it really hard to believe when he says this place is negative ?

While I can't confirm if Slay is doing well or not, what I can see is that what he says sounds nice, and there really isn't anything here for him at this point, both points being true. 

Jada said: 

Turncoat has become more empathic over the years. He's somewhat more forgiving.

Buttered Toast is more forthcoming compared to a few years ago. But that could be because hes not the original.

Delora matured, Ive been impressed with her as of late. 

Chapo hasn't changed.

Inquirer is the same as always, still scamming people and plotting.

Xadem became cool and chill, and more mature. He's very insightful and he seems to be doing well in life. That's a big step up from before.

Fredrich escaped the forum, I imagine he's grown. Likely travels now.

Luna escaped her circle of normalcy. I think she will achieve great things now that she quit her job, if she plays her cards right.

Inquirer hasn't been here in about 4 years. The accuser is currently trying to figure out if anyone here is even Inquirer by shooting shots at others. Hypocritically speaking the accusation in itself is a scam.

The rest of the statements about others is mostly asskissing.

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If you're reading this Slay. Run. The forum is worse than before. I'll be outta here soon myself. 

Ty jada

Wait inq is here?

Spatial Mind said: 

Sounds nice Slay, you learned what you had to and there's nothing here for you at this point.

Yes, it sounds nice, but I also remember how things would sound before being contrasted by something present in his reality. 

He's already downplaying quite a bit in his post, and some part of him based on the tone seems to be noticing it. 

People change. Didn't you know that ? While Slay no longer frequents here, is it really hard to believe when he says this place is negative ?

On a case by case basis, there's far more signs of people who blame this place as if personally responsible for their issues, rather than focusing on the issues themselves while asking what it is about the environment that exacerbates the issue. In one way or another, it has often been a scapegoat for people to avoid their own input into the issues they keep finding themselves in. 

SC doesn't make bad people, SC enables them, and in that enabling we see a truth that isn't otherwise censored, sterilized, or whitewashed. When people say this place is responsible for their problems that's them denying their own part in it, and when people with those freedoms continue to be good they've done so as a choice, not as a byproduct of following rules. 

While I can't confirm if Slay is doing well or not, what I can see is that what he says sounds nice, and there really isn't anything here for him at this point, both points being true. 

So you... blindly accept his version in spite of the apparent skew and underplays within it, when we've seen him do this before? 

This dude got triggered by Chapo. With Slay's history, it's good to question the narrator. 

When someone is ascending to a better place, you're that hand that grabs their foot trying to pull them back down. Some will go down with you, some will shake you off, and some, will stomp and shatter your face, and you'd still do it again. 

Turncoat said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

Yes, it sounds nice, but I also remember how things would sound before being contrasted by something present in his reality. 

He's already downplaying quite a bit in his post, and some part of him based on the tone seems to be noticing it. 

People change. Didn't you know that ? While Slay no longer frequents here, is it really hard to believe when he says this place is negative ?

On a case by case basis, there's far more signs of people who blame this place as if personally responsible for their issues, rather than focusing on the issues themselves while asking what it is about the environment that exacerbates the issue. In one way or another, it has often been a scapegoat for people to avoid their own input into the issues they keep finding themselves in. 

He never blamed SC for anything. At best he said this place fills him with a nasty feeling. I can believe that as it happens to me all the time. Most any returning member will look at this place and see nothing but trash, blasphemy, low blows, racism and not even a good kind where people here show disdain for who they call niggers, prideful false claims, dick measuring, we have a thread that is anti virtue ethics currently on the 2nd page. It's a complete cesspool in here and whatever is useful or informative is pretty difficult for a guest to find with all the noise. 

SC doesn't make bad people, SC enables them, and in that enabling we see a truth that isn't otherwise censored, sterilized, or whitewashed. When people say this place is responsible for their problems that's them denying their own part in it, and when people with those freedoms continue to be good they've done so as a choice, not as a byproduct of following rules. 

He simply said this place no longer aligns with him. He hasn't been here in years. I wasn't in his discord but he claims to have shut it down years ago too, maybe someone can confirm that. I wouldn't narrow that down to blame. Slay comes here and what's the appeal after so long ?

While I can't confirm if Slay is doing well or not, what I can see is that what he says sounds nice, and there really isn't anything here for him at this point, both points being true. 

So you... blindly accept his version in spite of the apparent skew and underplays within it, when we've seen him do this before? 

Despite your perverted outlook I stand firm in what's true.

- He said something that sounds nice.

- There really isn't anything here for him at this point. 

Both points being true, regardless if he's not really succeeding in life, and I don't think anyone here will improve his life if his claims to level up are really so. 

And yes, I can't confirm it, but given his absence and the fact handsome people score easy in life, and he's a young man, I'll work with it. If it doesn't really sync with the truth, that's his wasted potential.

Here's the kicker.....

If his claims are real or a fantasy, what I have to say WILL land correctly to who it matters, which is Slay himself.   

This dude got triggered by Chapo. With Slay's history, it's good to question the narrator. 

 I believe Chapo flew to Miami to hunt down Slay to challenge him to a street fight. Chapo slept in a park waiting for Slay to show up so he can break his ass. This is all 2nd hand information Alice told me. 

In Slay's last message he also claimed to still have desires to kill and hurt people. lol the man in the golf cart news report cried, and when asked why he did it, Slay has no real answer. Maybe he wanted to hurt the guy for not giving him a job, or maybe he was kicking off the golf course, who knows, and while Slay appears shameless he really never liked what came next, though what came next was probably one of the best things to happen to him.

For what he is, I do think it's better for him to get the hell out of here. It will do me good too in all honesty, as I'm forced to be an asshole in here.  

Golden_Eagle said: 

When someone is ascending to a better place, you're that hand that grabs their foot trying to pull them back down. Some will go down with you, some will shake you off, and some, will stomp and shatter your face, and you'd still do it again. 

When someone claims to be ascending to a better place, I'll ask them questions to figure if it's real or not. 

Nine times out of ten, it's delusion or coping, but that one out of ten say something that teaches me something about life. So far, I have not seen anything new from his post, even down to the female influences in his life that beckon him to try harder before he succumbs to proclaiming himself above them via egoist wounding compensation. 

Put this next to his history on this forum, and again, it's worth questioning the narration. He had these patterns prior and I see no reason to assume their absence here; we've heard the 'I'm turning things around' story and it didn't pan out once his hyperactivity and ego shook hands. 

Mental illness doesn't disappear, it's compensated for. He's compensating, but I question if he's doing so in the right ways when compared to his history of omissions and downplays, when compared to his cope-based optimism that precedes the fall. 

I'd love to believe he's magically cured, but I tend to see patterns emerge instead. 

Turncoat said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

People change. Didn't you know that ? While Slay no longer frequents here, is it really hard to believe when he says this place is negative ?

On a case by case basis, there's far more signs of people who blame this place as if personally responsible for their issues, rather than focusing on the issues themselves while asking what it is about the environment that exacerbates the issue. In one way or another, it has often been a scapegoat for people to avoid their own input into the issues they keep finding themselves in. 

He never blamed SC for anything.

I interpreted it from the following, but it is admittedly conjecture: 

Slay said:

Since removing myself from discord and all other mental illness echo chambers a few years ago, I have since:

He then follows this with distancing language, appeasing his own narcissistic ego by proclaiming distance from the community that successfully shamed him: 

Slay said:

I obviously don't relate to people here any longer. Perhaps I was never that crazy, just someone who lacked proper guidance and wanted to fit in with the wrong people. Regardless, these communities taught me a lot.

When compared to how he spoke to people here before, the problem was that this environment knew how to feel on his Narc Triggers. By being with basic people they tend to be dumber, and therefor less capable of taking blatant advantage of him when compared to 'mental illness echo chambers', as he put it. 

Places that attract those of mental illness serve as a way to pick up patterns. When you can assign psychological labels to their behaviors, you begin to see echoes of it in other people with similar afflictions. 

At best he said this place fills him with a nastyi feeling.

It triggers a very real area within him that he has since said has occurred in other 'mental illness echo chambers'. If he were more stoic, he'd face those triggers so he may overcome them, but instead he flees... save for times like now where he feels strong enough within his wounded vulnerability to try to convince us all of his success in order to further convince himself through his peers and brave declarations. 

He's easily triggered and running from his problems, but at least in the running he desires success. The question is moreso if it will last, since he has already demonstrated avoidance and denial in the past over things an entire audience of people could easily contradict with low effort quoting. 

Most any returning member will look at this place and see nothing but [list of bad things]

It strongly depends from person to person. As I've said for years, you get out of this place what you put into it. 

This place has served as a mirror for most people, as those who are local here are quick to parrot back to them their own claims and behaviors with comparisons to elsewhere. It's similar to how Contrapoints used to log onto 4chan to 'see herself', except SC doesn't need an 'anonymous' tag to say their truths. 

I've had a lot of time to question what people have gotten out of the place, and the answer is always 9/10ths projection. 

He simply said this place no longer aligns with him. He hasn't been here in years. I wasn't in his discord but he claims to have shut it down years ago too, maybe someone can confirm that. I wouldn't narrow that down to blame. Slay comes here and what's the appeal after so long ?

Compare it to his older posts dude, instead of projecting all over him. 

If his older posts were the case, he'd not need to pick up the pieces so many times after numerous expressions of self sabotage. His next manic episode or ego wounding or whatever it is that drives him to these errors could step in here just as quickly as it has for his other attempts. 

That being said, the attempt is good, but outright denial and distancing from the places that bring out his truth is him running from his problems, and as long as he's running he'll never overcome it. He is giving blatant avoidance vibes when compared to his older posts. 

I believe Chapo flew to Miami to hunt down Slay to challenge him to a street fight. Chapo slept in a park waiting for Slay to show up so he can break his ass. This is all 2nd hand information Alice told me. 

Slay pussied out, and was fucked up over it for weeks over how it wounded his ego to do so. 

He shows classic narc tendencies, which with his posting style has me believe he hasn't 'ascended' as you put it so much as is trying to look at this situation with a gambler's optimism. 

In Slay's last message he also claimed to still have desires to kill and hurt people. lol the man in the golf cart news report cried, and when asked why he did it, Slay has no real answer. Maybe he wanted to hurt the guy for not giving him a job, or maybe he was kicking off the gold course, who knows, and while Slay appears shameless he really never liked what came next, though what came next was probably one of the best things to happen to him.

For what he is, I do think it's better for him to get the hell out of here. It will do me good too in all honesty, as I'm forced to be an asshole in here.  

I think his post reeks of avoidance and fear, and he is proclaiming these things to try to lie to himself. 

He is distancing from the things that triggered him as if they were to blame, when really, his weakness and vulnerability towards specific triggers is to blame. It takes mental illness based communities to notice these patterns the fastest, and that's what he's immediately and repeatedly demonized. 

I am convinced he is not any better than the last time(s) he claimed this, and even further, that his sudden resurfacing to tell us this shows us that he's not over those wounds that surfaced from the truths he didn't want to see being reflected back at him by those who know what to look for.