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Whorechata said: 

Blanc said: 

Is it because daddy lost his job and is refusing to pay your apartment?

No I made the decision to move home whilst between moves a long time ago. I've been talking about this for months before that happened. 

Then why the "my roommate od'd and now I'm moving in with my ex oh but that fell through😭😭😭😭😭 I have to move back in with my parents" if it's something you already planned? Why are you surprised?

I'm allowed to pursue the idea of options, multiple at once, or a few over a span of time. This is a normal thing people do, when making decisions. I bounce around, mull things over in my mind. 

I really like the idea of being in the middle of fucking no where. It's going to be so peaceful. Bless. 

(I've stayed in locations before that are like the location I want to live in permanently, so I already know how I like it and like, know that I like the "rural" life style very much.) 

I was so happy and at peace. 

You would panic very quickly.

Nah, I really enjoyed this type of environment, which I've been to on numerous occasions and stayed there for a length of time. Consecutive weeks in a row. So yes, I know for a fact I don't, panic in this scenario. I fucking, loved it.

There's no luxury comforts out in the middle of nowhere and you're too accustomed to your Starbucks life and complaining to actually thrive in such an environment.

There are things I value in these environments more than Starbucks lol 

I won't be totally alone though,  I'll be moving in with my gf. To be a big gay happy family with dogs and her cat, and lots of gayness. (Not the ex gf who did coke who I talked about moving in with before... that is cancelled af. broke up with her. dating someone else far better now, who is sober.) 

Why were you going to be moving in with an ex gf when you're already dating someone else??

No you're misunderstanding the writing. 

I had a girlfriend named "N"... we were talking about moving in together, along with a friend of ours, "J".... then me and "N" broke up. 

Then I met a girl named "A"... and we got together. Now plans have shifted to move in with "A" lol 

I didn't date "N" and "A" simultaneously 

 No I'm not, you said: 

I was going to move in with my ex girlfriend and my friend J, but, that plan fell through when I realized, I didn't really, enjoy J's company that much and didn't want to live around her. And, my ex decided to go full tilt into cocaine and drinking, it was out of control. So I broke up with her. I just don't find that very attractive, at all. 

I never said you dated them simultaneously. I said why were you going to move in with your ex N, if you're dating A now. 

You're still misunderstanding. Read it again lol idk what to tell you. 

That relationship with N ended. Thus the idea of moving in with her also ended. 

Then, AFTER THAT. I dated A. Then the idea of moving with her started

You guys really have to calm down lol 

Blanc said: 

Turncoat said: 

Blanc said:

It's not what I do, I am so quiet that they don't know where I am or forget that I'm there.

Until after they try to get your attention away from your phone anyway. 

 My phone has been dead for maybe over a week now. 

Your device that you use to 'internet'. 

I get the feeling that you don't get where other people's "misunderstandings" are coming from, and figure that you can just keep re-explaining it the same way as if that'd change things. 

You should try to bridge the gap with us, explain it in a way that isn't just you repeating yourself, but rather trying to see where the other views are coming from in the first place. 

17:53:14Blanc said: 

Whorechata said: 

Blanc said: 

Whorechata said: 

I mean if you were living in your apartment and no longer using the room in your parents house, ofc they're going to use it as basically a storage room.  If the one person that's constantly throwing a tantrum for no reason came back and started demanding things- would that not upset you too? 

What happened with the apartment? 

 Haven't thrown any tantrums, and haven't demanded anything. 

I remember tryp sayin you would yell a lot,

False, never once yelled at him. 

if you do that with guests I can imagine what you do at home.

It's not what I do, I am so quiet that they don't know where I am or forget that I'm there.

I also remember that vc where your mom started talking and you were behaving like a jackass.

That's because she was invading my privacy and I was mad about it. But that was three years ago, and a lots changed since then. Tensions in the air were different, where we were at was different relationship wise (we had just come back from a dinner where she was being a dick to me the entire time so I was a little ticked and made some sarcastic *joking* commentary as a way to sort of passive aggressively tell her to leave me alone.) basically, we were in the middle of fighting at this time, and things were different than they are now. I've made a lot of efforts to improve our relationship, thanks for judging it though, and me I guess. I uh... I can't prove to you I'm a "good person" or that I "care" but, um... you know, it's not really my prerogative here so. 

If I can't ever been "good enough" for you, why waste the time criticizing me, what is your prerogative? Because I'm just doing me, everything is chill over here. But you're like, judging and criticizing me and my life like, as if you know everything (which you don't lol) you have an outside perspective that is very obscured by the walls of distance. All you know of me isn't, a lot so. 

And tryp, likes to tell lies about me. He went through a phase where he was really mad and bitter about us breaking up and trash talked me for a while, spreading rumors that weren't true, etc.

What'd you see in her back when you were more into her Tryp? 

potential sugar mama lol. When that turned out to not continue to be happening he lost interest

Turncoat said: 

What'd you see in her back when you were more into her Tryp? 

We had good conversational chemistry and could find humor in similar things.

Tryptamine said: 

17:53:14Blanc said: 

Whorechata said: 

Blanc said: 

Whorechata said: 

I mean if you were living in your apartment and no longer using the room in your parents house, ofc they're going to use it as basically a storage room.  If the one person that's constantly throwing a tantrum for no reason came back and started demanding things- would that not upset you too? 

What happened with the apartment? 

 Haven't thrown any tantrums, and haven't demanded anything. 

I remember tryp sayin you would yell a lot,

False, never once yelled at him. 

if you do that with guests I can imagine what you do at home.

It's not what I do, I am so quiet that they don't know where I am or forget that I'm there.

I also remember that vc where your mom started talking and you were behaving like a jackass.

That's because she was invading my privacy and I was mad about it. But that was three years ago, and a lots changed since then. Tensions in the air were different, where we were at was different relationship wise (we had just come back from a dinner where she was being a dick to me the entire time so I was a little ticked and made some sarcastic *joking* commentary as a way to sort of passive aggressively tell her to leave me alone.) basically, we were in the middle of fighting at this time, and things were different than they are now. I've made a lot of efforts to improve our relationship, thanks for judging it though, and me I guess. I uh... I can't prove to you I'm a "good person" or that I "care" but, um... you know, it's not really my prerogative here so. 

If I can't ever been "good enough" for you, why waste the time criticizing me, what is your prerogative? Because I'm just doing me, everything is chill over here. But you're like, judging and criticizing me and my life like, as if you know everything (which you don't lol) you have an outside perspective that is very obscured by the walls of distance. All you know of me isn't, a lot so. 

And tryp, likes to tell lies about me. He went through a phase where he was really mad and bitter about us breaking up and trash talked me for a while, spreading rumors that weren't true, etc.

What rumors? And yes, you certainly did yell at me, multiple times. When I was getting notifications on my phone and you thought I was cheating...another time where I was looking at my phone instead of making eye contact during a conversation (I was still listening)...I don't remember what led up to you pushing my head, but there was definitely yelling before that, too. There was also the time I didn't white knight you in chat on here when people were trolling you.

 she is very abusive, treats everyone around her like trash and bullies them with her non stop whining and complaining and then plays the victim if they even dare to react negatively to what an awful person she is. she's even doing it in this thread 'LAK WAH R U JUS JUDGIN ME BREH WAH I DO NAHT DESERVE'