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Buttered Toast said: 

What I want most, and what those wants in the previous post amount to for me: some measure of peace and equanimity.  Some daylight to peek out from between the looming clouds of survivalism.

ugh.

It disgusts me how little youre content with. I want the world, and I want to experience everything there is to experience. I want to know everything there is to know. You want to, what, survive?

I mean good for you, Im happy that youre content, but is that really all you want? I dont believe you.

Turncoat said:

On topic, I want someone I deem an equal in my life, when it comes to the appraisal of human experience, so that I can unload on them as much as people unload on me.

luna said:

i want power and control so i can help humanity in as many ways as possible to become successful in space

Being the head of doj is not enough for you?

Jada said: 

Spatial said:

Don't care if I'm loved or not. I like respect.

If you were on your death bed, what would you look back on in your life?

Women

Damn, really? That's very sad, you would reminiscences about the things you dont have.

If this girl means so much to you, why dont you just do something about it?

Maybe if you didn't treat women like they owed you, you'd be happier on your death bed and shed be with you.

Jada said: 

Women

Damn, really? That's very sad, you would reminiscences about the things you dont have.

I have women.

If this girl means so much to you, why dont you just do something about it?

I did.

Maybe if you didn't treat women like they owed you, you'd be happier on your death bed and shed be with you.

 Give me your example of how I treat women. 

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The most impactful thing in life for a man, is the male counterpart. And yes, men and women are counterparts to one another.

When we're on our deathbed and we look back, it's not going to be about the cars or assets or material things. It's going to be about the people we love the most.

Another thing in life. Just because we love someone, doesn't mean we have their heart. You'll make like this surprises you Legga.

Spatial Mind said: 

When we're on our deathbed and we look back, it's not going to be about the cars or assets or material things. It's going to be about the people we love the most.

This is true, at least for those I've been close to and were conscious of their impending transition. No one gives a shit about their possessions, other than to make sure their will is in order. It's the people in their lives that are foremost in their minds. I find this a useful thing to remind myself of when something new and shiny beckons.

I have women.

Yeah you must be swimming in pussy.

I did.

Evidently not enough to have her with you on your deathbed.

When we're on our deathbed and we look back, it's not going to be about the cars or assets or material things. It's going to be about the people we love the most.

I thought it was about respect.

Another thing in life. Just because we love someone, doesn't mean we have their heart. You'll make like this surprises you Legga.

What surprises me? That you got dumped by this girl? That doesn't surprise me at all.

Give me your example of how I treat women.

You treat them like they're children unable to make their own decisions.

For example when the friend in your story reeled in girls in front of you, you felt irritated because hes such a slimy character and all these girls were magnetised by him, and not you. Then you secretly celebrate when they realise what a douchebag your friend is, and you can have your "I told you so" moment. That story you told in the other thread pretty much sums it up for me.

You dont trust the women you date, by your own admission, and you think they're going to cheat on you all the time. To cope with that, you promote men who get cucked as strong men.

You'd have a hard time thinking of a woman you respected beyond their ability to reproduce.

Jada said: 

I have women.

Yeah you must be swimming in pussy.

It's better than what Steve offered.

I did.

Evidently not enough to have her with you on your deathbed.

I'm pretty sure mentioning fulfilling one of my life's goals when it came to that, liberating my ancestors.

I'm at peace with my decision to cut her loose. Unfortunately she isn't. And I still love her, it's just she's pretty fucked up and quite dangerous. She learned a hard lesson from me aswell.

It'll sound arrogant, but she'll be stuck unable to find anyone who compares to me for the rest of her life, getting stretched wide open by guys who aren't me, unable to get off the carousel.

The one I love the most, is a destroyer. I never choose to love her, it's God's blessing in disguise. If I were weak, I'd be chasing her, which is actually bad for both of us. 

This is stuff of wisdom not everyone would understand. 

When we're on our deathbed and we look back, it's not going to be about the cars or assets or material things. It's going to be about the people we love the most.

I thought it was about respect.

You said something dumb again. And I know why you said it.

Another thing in life. Just because we love someone, doesn't mean we have their heart. You'll make like this surprises you Legga.

What surprises me? That you got dumped by this girl? That doesn't surprise me at all.

 Like I said, it was I....Who cut her loose. So surprise again.

I told you to your face, but that knee jerk tic of yours has you looking silly again.

To be accurate. I did have her heart but she never wanted to give it. This type of person is called an avoidant personality with a fearful attachment style. It's a type of mental illness that makes the subject terrified of people they love, and it's always me. She'll come around or call but it can't get too close or else she'll have some freaky episode. When I say freaky, the first time I saw it happen it scated the fuck outta me, and it's why I'm even here.

Ironically its easier for that type of person to fuck other people, except the one they fear getting hurt by the most. It inspires her to pull endless shit tests to see if she's able to hurt me. I mixed her with friends once, and never again.

After 14-15 years ( of her always calling, cause God knows it's VERY unwise for me to call her) I let her go. She asked if I was in a relationship, and I said yes. That same week came the disrespect and other uncalled for banter, so I let her know what time it is. She came at me the next day with a text asking a question, and now we haven't spoken for over a year.

She's this thing that's perfect for what I needed to acquire. This ability to detach from who and what I love. This is without a doubt God's counsel. A high level clearance. 

Jada said: 

Give me your example of how I treat women.

You treat them like they're children unable to make their own decisions.

For example when the friend in your story reeled in girls in front of you, you felt irritated because hes such a slimy character and all these girls were magnetised by him, and not you. Then you secretly celebrate when they realise what a douchebag your friend is, and you can have your "I told you so" moment. That story you told in the other thread pretty much sums it up for me.

That is so stupid.

I brought up how he was able to get girls. This means he can put on a mask and behave. He simply knows better.

I'm indifferent to the women my friends pick up and date. It's not my job to cockblock my friends, nor do I celebrate my friends downfall, or their breakups Legga you dumbass.

It is no laughing matter how cut off this guy is.

You dont trust the women you date, by your own admission, and you think they're going to cheat on you all the time. To cope with that, you promote men who get cucked as strong men.

You'd have a hard time thinking of a woman you respected beyond their ability to reproduce.

 I know the women I date better than you do Legga. I've also been cheated on, like how you ditched your wife and daughter for Steve. Are you trustworthy Legga ? Seems like you're ready to jump at the first hunk with a pink ribbon tied to his penis.

In my opinion the cuckold man is like iron. Like he can walk in on his woman cheating, then decide what he'll do about it.

When people are hurt in relationships, the idea is to achieve cuckold levels of mind, lest the affair is quite devastating mentally. 

I'm pretty sure mentioning fulfilling one of my life's goals when it came to that, liberating my ancestors.

I'm at peace with my decision to cut her loose. Unfortunately she isn't. And I still love her, it's just she's pretty fucked up and quite dangerous. She learned a hard lesson from me aswell.

It'll sound arrogant, but she'll be stuck unable to find anyone who compares to me for the rest of her life, getting stretched wide open by guys who aren't me, unable to get off the carousel.

The one I love the most, is a destroyer. I never choose to love her, it's God's blessing in disguise. If I were weak, I'd be chasing her, which is actually bad for both of us.

This is stuff of wisdom not everyone would understand.

So basically shes a bitch who is fucked in the head but your primal instinct is to still breed with her. And this is the love of your life that you'll remember on your death bed.

You said something dumb again. And I know why you said it.

Why is it dumb though? You said what you wanted most in life is respect, so I'm clarifying. Im not a mind reader buddy.

Like I said, it was I....Who cut her loose. So surprise again.

I told you to your face, but that knee jerk tic of yours has you looking silly again.

Ok well I didn't know that, so now you clarified it. Like I said, Im not a mind reader. The world revolves without you too.

Ironically its easier for that type of person to fuck other people, except the one they fear getting hurt by the most. It inspires her to pull endless shit tests to see if she's able to hurt me. I mixed her with friends once, and never again.

You will probably have no idea what I mean when I say this, but this explains so much of your behavior.

I'm indifferent to the women my friends pick up and date.

Im sorry, but youre not. It oozes off of you. Your story was like 50% about how your friend picks up girls, how they're foolish to go with him, and how he steals girls from you. That whole sidetrack could've been  completely omitted from the story and it would've made no difference. You chose to emphasize it because it felt important to you.

What you emphasize in your stories tells a lot about you because I can contrast it with stories that others tell. Other people dont place such a huge emphasis on their friends' girlfriends. You do, and I notice it.