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Legga is white.

Spatial Mind said: 

Legga is white.

 I just hear circus music when you bigots don't realize how stupid you all are.

Turncoat said: 

Spatial is motivated by success but not fame, even though fame is often demonstrated as a byproduct of success in his rambles, and rather than seeking validation he is avoiding mockery after enough history of it. 

There's no fame in what I've done. My brands are linked to some anonymous type avatar.

If my faceless output were a viral sensation, then I'd be more inclined to expose my branding here, where some ass can spam negative reviews and sway search algorithms against me.

Dragoonback said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

Legga is white.

 I just hear circus music when you bigots don't realize how stupid you all are.

 Hypocrisy, since you claim to hate your own race.

Saying someone is white isn't bigotry, especially when it's True. Legga simply likes Black people avatars.

Turncoat nailed it as always.

Mindset is a very apt choice of word. I accept Turncoat's description, with the asterisk being the clarification that it's only true insofar as it serves a purpose greater than myself.

I think of people around me a lot. Spatial thought I was having this discussion because I am envious of Luna. However, it is the opposite. I am having this discussion with Spatial to help Luna -- and to lesser degree Spatial himself. Much of what I do here is for other people's good. Spatial is very much like me, and I believe him when he says he is good at psychotherapy and that he will sacrifice for the sake of love. I don't sacrifice myself, but I do help where it does not derail me. Much of what I do is motivated by goodwill.

At any rate, I see now that by being imprecise in my language I had frustrated Spatial, hence the constant back and forth between fame, validation, and success.

It's unfortunate how text limits our ability to convey thoughts. In person, we can guess how the other person wants to take what we say by seeing how they behave, whether they smile, and how serious they look. I think many of you would be surprised if you heard me talk, I think you would be much more disarmed. People say my voice puts people at ease. I don't sound judgemental, but here, people think I feel pride.

Saying someone is white isn't bigotry, especially when it's True. Legga simply likes Black people avatars.

This is true but people dont believe me. I have blue eyes, blonde hair, my skin color is glowing orangeish hue, and I look very healthy, mostly because of how I've lived and how much I do sports after deciding to adopt my current lifestyle. When I was in Singapore, a modelling agency wanted to recruit me because they thought I looked like a sports model. Strangely enough, people tell me I don't look Nordic, when they complement how I look.

The Lord's work is good deeds for others.

If one thinks they can stop a war, but doesn't try, that would be a major idle handed offence spirituality.

I could end the war, if I wanted it enough. So could you.

Do you think there's something special about Trump? What do you think he has, that you don't have to the point that you find stopping a war so extraordinary?

When I was diagnosed with diabetes, I wanted to be healthy. I remember running on a treadmill at full blast, I kept going until my heart started ripping itself out of my chest, with pain like I never felt before, like, I could feel I was having a heart attack, and then I decided that I'd continue and if I'd die then that would be it. I most likely was having a heart attack. So when you say, why don't you try, I don't know if you know the type of torture I'm willing to undergo to get what I want. Stopping a war is not a Sunday picnic, you have no idea to the extent that I'm willing to go for to get something I want, and what you're asking me to do. I have never, ever, once in my life not gotten what I wanted. So when I say I can manifest what I want, I don't mean it comes to me on a silver platter.

If I was a candle, I'd be burning brighter than a lighthouse. Most people are afraid that their candle will burn out. My experience is that it will keep burning brighter and brighter, if you don't worry about the fuel ever running out. And then people look at you, and say, how extraordinary, to which I reply, there was never a candle in the first place. What you thought was extraordinary was a limitation placed on your mind. You created the candle, and you thought it would burn out.

I have another purpose, and I value this over stopping the war. I could stop it, if I wanted to.

guys this thread is to discuss my great success as a junior software engineer

so anyway, i got paid today for 89 hours of work for the last 2 weeks.... ITS SO MUCH MONEY

i literally have no idea what to do with this money.......... like there isnt actually anything i want....... i thought about maybe going to a water park, or buying a better camper, but actually i dont really want to

so instead i am just going to focus on paying a local mechanic to fix my truck so that when the fall season comes i can return to my camper in the desert and resume trying to figure out how to exist without civlization while still keeping my computer going and not dieing of heat stroke or thrist 

and then i think with all this money..... like idk what ill do with it... but thats probably a good thing becsaue it means i can try to save it.... my goal was to save up 5k for winter so i can return to arizona, so that will be pretty easy to do, so ill save up 5k by next month, and then ill make sure my truck wont break down on me, and then i will return to arizona and go back to living in my own world where family is not in my ear 24-7 with their pointless drama 

i think all my focus can be on becoming a better software engineer so that some day instead of earning 40 an hour, i can earn double or even tripple that... now that i know how to get jobs as a SWE i shouldnt stop growing now.... and if i really wanted i could get 2 jobs as a SWE and earn double the money....

so i think i should just focus on my spirtual life of focusing on myself and avoiding everyone else besides my work colleagues who i only have to talk to through the computer, and then maybe focus on just like idk buying some land in the middle of nowhere 100 miles from everywhere else, and using my money to turn it into a like defensive compound that can fend off the zombie hoards when our economy collapposes or something idk

puppygirl said: 

guys this thread is to discuss my great success as a junior software engineer

And yet... they'd prefer to talk about this. 😏

She must be aware of how often this place derails threads and the futility in trying to control that by now, right?

well blanc had her own journal threads and they did pretty well staying on topic

puppygirl said: 

well blanc had her own journal threads and they did pretty well staying on topic

Luna's jealous of Blanc? 

Interesting.