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healingqueen said: 

I'll come back I promise don't worry

Whatever you need, you know where to find me. 😏

healingqueen said: 

guys I need help  so this is how shamanism works essentially "God / spirit / the source of all existence" takes different forms to communicate with you and teach you  but when spirit takes the form of Michael it always includes being raped and energy drained and although the spirit of Michael has taught me many things-   some helpful and some not very helpful  (trying to not offend his spirit out of respect for all of the spirits)  umm idk can't I have a polar bear spirit that doesn't rape me or something

 

any advice or guidance from y'all because unfortunately meds do not work on me and I have to just endure all of this  also what if Michael is a shaman too but he is a dark shaman and I am a light shaman  and what if he knows everything that is going on but just doesn't talk to me like over text because he doesn't want to give any of his power away and it would be a power loss to talk to me from his perspective because then at least half of what I have said about him would seem true to the general public because a few of you would know something was up

 when was the last time you tried meds? How long did you take them?

I was able to just now go into trance for the first time even while having dexedrine in my system just from listening to shamanic drum beats on youtube and I confronted all of my worst fears which are my demons essentially and I was taught to respect them and that respect can overcome my fear of them and I asked them respectfully to find another source of energy that is not our collective human life force

this is very, very good news lol  at least I am finally doing something right after years of doing almost everything incorrectly

Idk how their energies are going to respond to me asking that but I was guided to ask that of them

I am not going to try anymore medications I am going to self heal through spiritual energy healing techniques

essentially this but more respectfully  :p

healingqueen said: 

I was able to just now go into trance for the first time even while having dexedrine in my system just from listening to shamanic drum beats on youtube and I confronted all of my worst fears which are my demons essentially and I was taught to respect them and that respect can overcome my fear of them and I asked them respectfully to find another source of energy that is not our collective human life force

 

this is very, very good news lol  at least I am finally doing something right after years of doing almost everything incorrectly

 

Idk how their energies are going to respond to me asking that but I was guided to ask that of them

 

 

they can go into the source energy light to be transformed  I'll give them a portal next time and send them there and see if that is effective  I realized that maybe they do not have anywhere else to go and maybe they are miserable the way that they are

hmm I will ask them to please go and if that does not work I might try commanding

lol I can sense that they do not want to be commanded but I am just trying to do what is best for everyone  if I am going to be labeled crazy I might as well be crazy enough to try to energy heal like I might as well take it all the way and hope for the best  I would rather be woowoo than depressed  🤷‍♀️

no one is coming for me I am safe no one is persecuting me  I am not doing anything Illegal

I am telling them stories about how the light is good and trying to let them feel it for themselves  they are scared of being annihilated but energy cannot be created or destroyed and all is one oh dear god my heart is pounding I can feel their adrenaline

Idk what there is to lose for them I think that they must be unhappy  maybe I should ask them  I think that some of them have been cut off from the light for a long time especially the more ancient demons  umm I connected with the reptilian energy as well as other energies in that trance and I used to be extremely terrified of reptilians and thought that they had more power than I did but they do not  I want the reptilians to go into the light too with the rest of the energies  if human beings have God within them then we can control all of the other energies  is it throwing anything off balance to send the reptilians and other demons into the light or are we just evolving ?  lol if I can I will send all of the reptilians  (the specific reptilian energy that I am focused on not all reptiles in existence)  into the light but idk if I can do it all on my own  I am purposefully not accidentally underestimating what I am capable of so that I can get a sense of what I am actually capable of  not having delusions of grandeur

this is how you know you are going to be a good shaman when you believe in your own power and are willing to risk being wrong and being possessed or killed off  shamanism takes 100% bravery and faith

also my power animal is a tiger and I connected with it first thing when I went into that trance it actually attacked me lol  (I read that power animals do this sometimes)  and it gave me the message that I have to be strong and courageous like it is  I have always loved housecats so it makes sense that my spirit animal is a tiger but I used to judge big cats as being "too violent and mean" lol  "they are contributing to the violence in the world" but so are housecats  I have to accept that there is violence in the world even though I try to be a pacifist like I still eat meat too so why am I judging the tiger just because I do not personally kill the meat that I consume  but what if both animals and humans are influenced to be carnivorous by spiritual forces that could be transformed and then humans and animals could be collectively more peaceful lol

"they do not know any other way of being they are just trying to survive the best way that they know how"

even if I was force medicated I could probably purge that from my system energetically and if I was imprisoned I could still energy heal in there soo someone would have to kill me to make me not practice shamanism anymore  🤷‍♀️  I am free now all of the guidance that I need could come from meditating myself into a trance and I probably do not need the drum beats from youtube to do that lol otherwise then yeah there would be a problem  I probably would only find out if I was forced to be without my phone but if there is a will there is a way

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