long story short I want to heal Michael too not just myself but idk if he will let me and also I need to figure out how to heal myself first but I already have energetically connected with everything that he struggles with so I would take on fighting his demons with him too if he would let me after I finish my own obviously
long story short I want to heal Michael too not just myself
Focus on yourself first, a healer needs to also serve as an example of the craft before they can begin to spread it to others successfully.
Have you ever heard of an Herb called St John's Wart? 
I don't like using it that often over how it reduces my focus, but it does have a means of circumventing some problem symptoms if reserved for "bad times".
Despite being an Herb, it can respond oddly to some medications for things like HIV and Aids. If you're on anything you may want to look up how they interact, but if you aren't on any medications then it's a non-issue from what I've seen from others and a few trials with myself.
long story short I want to heal Michael too not just myself
Focus on yourself first, a healer needs to also serve as an example of the craft before they can begin to spread it to others successfully.
yeah ik and his demons are mean af they made me so suicidal that I actually thought that I might do it for a couple weeks and yet I am still alive and not suicidal anymore lol so ik that I will eventually be able to help other people too
Have you ever heard of an Herb called St John's Wart?
I don't like using it that often over how it reduces my focus, but it does have a means of circumventing some problem symptoms if reserved for "bad times".
Despite being an Herb, it can respond oddly to some medications for things like HIV and Aids. If you're on anything you may want to look up how they interact, but if you aren't on any medications then it's a non-issue from what I've seen from others and a few trials with myself.
as much as I resent pharmaceutical medications I am on a few that have helped me but see the "mood stabilizers" and "anti-depressants" those never did and I needed them to work I needed that soo badly from them but they didn't work and that is why I feel resentful towards pharmaceutical drugs and I plan to come off of these few that I am on asap
I might have tried St John's wart I did go through a phase of trying out different herbs and supplements it might be worth trying just to make sure but since I struggle with adhd symptoms yeah that might cause problems but maybe it could be used at nighttime gabapentin has been a go to for relaxing and feeling less depressed so that is one pharmaceutical that I will say is not horrible or disappointing at least for me but I take 600mg usually twice a day that is a somewhat high dose
Make sure to check with if it has any odd reactions with anything you're taking first.
I found the dosage in the st. john supplement capsules to be too much, and opted for around half of it with food.
and I would also like to change my seduction song from led zeppelin's stairway to heaven to this one :p
Greatest Thanks To Her Majesty
The Queen Of Hawaii
Stands At The Crown Of The Islands
The Tallest Of Rainbows
The Work Of Passing Love
Beams Of Colours Unrivalled
Along With The Gently Flowing Rains
Look At The Breaking Dawn
In The Heavenly Skies
From The Vastness Of Hawaii To Kauai
The Beauty Is Revealed
Kalakaua Is His Name
The Flower That Never Fades In The Sun
The Flower Blooms On The Mountain
The High Hill Of Mauna Kea
Glowing White Is Kilauea
Illuminating The Sacred Woman
Atop Uwekahuna
Is The Sacred Cliff Of Ka’auea
Raise Up The King Of Birdcatchers
To Adorn Him In The Feathers Of The Mamo
The Beautiful Flower Of Hawaii
O Kalakaua Is His Name
Raise Up The King Of Birdcatchers
To Adorn Him In The Feathers Of The Mamo
The Beautiful Flower Of Hawaii
O Kalakaua Is His Name
Greatest Thanks To Her Majesty
The Queen Of Hawaii
Stands At The Crown Of The Islands
Raise Up The King Of Birdcatchers
To Adorn Him In The Feathers Of The Mamo
The Beautiful Flower Of Hawaii
O Kalakaua Is His Name
A Namesong For Our Chief Kalakaua
oh another healing technique that I am going to be trying somewhat soon is TMS https://www.mayoclinic.org/tests-procedures/transcranial-magnetic-stimulation/about/pac-20384625 it is a process getting signed up for the first session though
yeah I really need to heal myself first though then I can do yours have to block your energy right now I apologize give me a few months you'll survive it is not permanent but your energies confuse me off of my path have to keep focused
