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please don't be mad at me I genuinely want to be free of this cycle of rape by spirit

healingqueen said: 

guys I need help  so this is how shamanism works essentially "God / spirit / the source of all existence" takes different forms to communicate with you and teach you  but when spirit takes the form of Michael it always includes being raped and energy drained and although the spirit of Michael has taught me many things-   some helpful and some not very helpful  (trying to not offend his spirit out of respect for all of the spirits)  umm idk can't I have a polar bear spirit that doesn't rape me or something

 

any advice or guidance from y'all because unfortunately meds do not work on me and I have to just endure all of this  also what if Michael is a shaman too but he is a dark shaman and I am a light shaman  and what if he knows everything that is going on but just doesn't talk to me like over text because he doesn't want to give any of his power away and it would be a power loss to talk to me from his perspective because then at least half of what I have said about him would seem true to the general public because a few of you would know something was up

 

 

you know what actuallyy  Mr. Michael spirit maybe I should just tell you that I am not going to meet up with you in real life and let you take my hair or whatever else and put semen in my food and bond me to you through an in real life sexual bond so that you can suck the life out of me  soo can you chill

sometimes the most delicious of connections have to die and sometimes you cannot destroy the true light that puts false light to shame

lol I think that I just solved my problem he will probably leave me alone now

lol why does he even try with me he knows it is impossible  I don't know how to protect myself but I know how to hide and run away lol

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put "it is time to give up our unecessary material possessions and focus more on taking care of the earth and also bbw are lit" on Twitter  🤭  I could be single forever and be fine if it is my calling

Not that I believe in it myself, but isn't it classic material that something "beyond your comprehension" would take a form more pleasing to you? 

Turncoat said: 

Not that I believe in it myself, but isn't it classic material that something "beyond your comprehension" would take a form more pleasing to you? 

he is I just was mean to him because I was insecure back then  it is more the rape that I have a problem with but I do not feel molested anymore so far but I was feeling it earlier today

like being raped sucks and if someone likes your energy they should just tell you  but if they just want to drain you that is offputting

from my understanding spirit is trying to teach me to become less codependent and also to protect myself because the uncomfortability of being spiritually raped will encourage me towards finding ways to protect myself