Turncoat said:Subspace~
It's up there with some of the greatest things ever, after enough times it can become easier to tap into the painslut mindset over less inputs. That state of mind is somewhere between pleasurably numb and confidence, it's a weird zone. That compliance though can make it easier to agree to things, not sure if that's a good or a bad thing sometimes but it definitely feels amazing at the time. 😅Okay so that's what you mean by subspace.
Entering that state and putting others in that state via any and all ways is basically my real kink.
I only really relate to it properly for pain and pleasure, I've seen people enter that space with things like binging food.
Pain while on different substances also elicited different responses, like on MDMA pain became the juiciest sensation ever.
We just got 2g of molly to do just that.
Unfortunately I just got out of the hospital for doing some the other weekend so we'll have to wait a few months after they tone down my blood work to dive in.
Did the fire leave anything permanent?
That's the only thing that keeps me away from it; My vanity. Somehow I worry about burn scars even though my skin's not exactly immaculate anymore (that being said it's amazing how much skin can heal).Minimal to no scaring is possible if you keep it light and quick. Its not something you want to push far because you can burn through the layers of the skin pretty fast those kinds of wounds get pretty nasty given they end up as blistery.
Having said that I do have some scars but nothing compared to all the cuts I have.
My mild burns have only been accidental, and they felt really weird compared to other kinds of injuries. It's kind of like... a puffy feeling rather than a radiating one. None scarred, they were never that deep.
Wax experience makes it tempting, as those could burn pretty damn hot but the melting point (on good wax) is so low that it could string a lot at first from the initial heat gathered and then go away quickly without any permanent damages, making it jarring over the sudden on-off rather than a consistent feeling. It made it more like being whipped by fire rather than immersed in it, like just getting a taste.
I would just work it into the wax play.
Use long kitchen style candles and briefly touch you with it here and there while dripping wax on you in between. Real flame hurts really fast if actually touches you but if you take it away in less than a second it should barely leave a mark. Nice innocent gate way.
It gets more intense when you use hot pieces of metal and press them hard onto the skin, that leaves a mark every time. The added benefit however is that you can control exactly where you want to burn.
It only takes half a minute to melt it?
That is definitely not how my imagination had that playing out, I'd think numbness would set in quickly and that the center of the ice would keep it intact longer. That actually sounds tolerable.She tortures me with the ice cubes first to meld them down and make them more cylindrical. You need to be somewhat careful with ice because in soft tissue areas like the genitals a cube with a sharp edge could cut something and you don't want that. So she teases me until they have melted down to the right size and shape and then they go in.
It is very tolerable if you're into that sort of thing, not to say its not intense. Tat kind of cold inside of you radiates through your lower body.
I figured you were shaping it, yeah, as if it were when even the outside of the ice is still dryer that'd be awful... but I'm still surprised the melting point would be that generous, that actually sounds pretty fun.
When the ice is slippery and you are lubed up sometimes it will just eject.
So you can slide it in, take off some pressure and it will slide out, etc. It effectively becomes an ice dildo.
All the times I ever got cut were jarring and sudden, the slow gradual aspect of it has to change that right? Probably makes it easier?Definitely.
Often when you cut yourself on accident the pain sets in quick but its kind of after the cut. When its slow the pain from the already sliced portion begins to set in while other portions are being sliced. While that's happening its like you now know whats happening to you in greater detail while its still happening.
This talking about it is definitely opening me up to the idea, it sounds fun, but I'd totally need help from pre-jitters. 😖
The idea that skin is both so tough and so delicate is hard to mentally tackle, but I know it would feel amazing.
Again you just start small.
Use a a pretty sharp blade but apply NO pressure to the skin as you drag it across. This creates cuts but they usually are not deep at all, almost paper cut like. They draw a bit of blood to the surface while at the same time not being that scary.
Once you are used to that you apply some pressure, but never a lot during just play. The cuts from the picture had way to much pressure applied to them, she nearly got through the skin completely.
Of course applying pressure is not an exact science and you will screw up here and there, that's why you always do it is safe places where bleeding to death is no a none issue. The only real risk in that case is an infection so its the kind of kink where after you have something you have to treat like tattoo care.
A big part of the acceptance is seeing Peach smile as its happening. Its pain with purpose.
How does purposeless pain play out, like if you accidently stub your toe really hard unexpectedly, or if you got hit in a fight?
I just do not draw pleasure from it. I have a really high pain tolerance it seems so not much phases me. Its been that way forever. In my neighborhood I was known as the person who never cries because I snapped my arm in half in 4th grade and didn't react, when it was pointed out I just walked back home because obviously it was an issue.
I've been in and out of the hospital since 9th grade because that's when liver issue began. The longest period was 6 months and they draw blood ever night. I have no real fear of sharp objects as a result.
I have taken liver shots that have folded me back when I used to box. Those are actually fun because you just fold and get dizzy for a second. That felt like it had purpose though given I am competitive.
