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Med said: 

WASNT THE GIRL WHO MURDERED ANDY WARHOL HIS “LESBIAN” LOVER.

 Is this your submission to apply?

Turncoat said: 

What if they applied restraints before cutting you? 

 There’s really no way around it after I get out. So either I’m starving to death and they end up with some pretty serious charges or they will be dead. Can’t really think up any other situation.

Chapo said: 

Turncoat said: 

What if they applied restraints before cutting you? 

 There’s really no way around it after I get out.

So it's more of a grudge rather than a moment of passion? 

I was meaning in the restraints willingly, being ridden while a knife slowly grazed your flesh. 

i love restrains and leashes, ive done some self bondage as well

Good said: 

i love restrains and leashes, ive done some self bondage as well

 I want to get more into this. The forced orgasm/milking aesthetic is pleasing.  

Turncoat said:

Subspace~

It's up there with some of the greatest things ever, after enough times it can become easier to tap into the painslut mindset over less inputs. That state of mind is somewhere between pleasurably numb and confidence, it's a weird zone. That compliance though can make it easier to agree to things, not sure if that's a good or a bad thing sometimes but it definitely feels amazing at the time. 😅

 Okay so that's what you mean by subspace. 

 Entering that state and putting others in that state via any and all ways is basically my real kink. 

Did the fire leave anything permanent?

That's the only thing that keeps me away from it; My vanity. Somehow I worry about burn scars even though my skin's not exactly immaculate anymore (that being said it's amazing how much skin can heal).

Minimal to no scaring is possible if you keep it light and quick. Its not something you want to push far because you can burn through the layers of the skin pretty fast those kinds of wounds get pretty nasty given they end up as blistery. 

Having said that I do have some scars but nothing compared to all the cuts I have. 

It only takes half a minute to melt it?

That is definitely not how my imagination had that playing out, I'd think numbness would set in quickly and that the center of the ice would keep it intact longer. That actually sounds tolerable.

She tortures me with the ice cubes first to meld them down and make them more cylindrical. You need to be somewhat careful with ice because in soft tissue areas like the genitals a cube with a sharp edge could cut something and you don't want that. So she teases me until they have melted down to the right size and shape and then they go in. 

It is very tolerable if you're into that sort of thing, not to say its not intense. Tat kind of cold inside of you radiates through your lower body. 

Crunch tho. 😨

lol it feels really disturbing.  

All the times I ever got cut were jarring and sudden, the slow gradual aspect of it has to change that right? Probably makes it easier?

Definitely. 

Often when you cut yourself on accident the pain sets in quick but its kind of after the cut. When its slow the pain from the already sliced portion begins to set in while other portions are being sliced. While that's happening its like you now know whats happening to you in greater detail while its still happening. 

...yeah once it's begun it's a different person at the wheel sometimes, plus the sensations would be beyond distracting if your immediate reaction isn't reeling back in pain defensively.

Accepting pain is a very different place to go.

 A big part of the acceptance is seeing Peach smile as its happening. Its pain with purpose. 

A lot of what gets in the way for me imagining that is over how it got fingers. I became more preoccupied with how important those things are, trying to fight through the ngh rather than accepting it. Having to fight against or focus through pleasure feels disturbing.

I could imagine a cut into a safe part of the arm maybe, but that would take some convincing. The idea is still all kinds of flesh fruit vibes in a way that I can't relate to fully.

 This is the key to that kind of play. 

 We did a lot of research to make sure we didn't play around anywhere that could cause great issue. Chest, arms, and parts of the legs are safe bets. Joints, groin, and neck are no go zones for sure. Hitting one of those places wrong oculd make you bleed out prety quick. 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Turncoat said:

Subspace~

It's up there with some of the greatest things ever, after enough times it can become easier to tap into the painslut mindset over less inputs. That state of mind is somewhere between pleasurably numb and confidence, it's a weird zone. That compliance though can make it easier to agree to things, not sure if that's a good or a bad thing sometimes but it definitely feels amazing at the time. 😅

 Okay so that's what you mean by subspace. 

 Entering that state and putting others in that state via any and all ways is basically my real kink. 

I only really relate to it properly for pain and pleasure, I've seen people enter that space with things like binging food. 

Pain while on different substances also elicited different responses, like on MDMA pain became the juiciest sensation ever. 

Did the fire leave anything permanent?

That's the only thing that keeps me away from it; My vanity. Somehow I worry about burn scars even though my skin's not exactly immaculate anymore (that being said it's amazing how much skin can heal).

Minimal to no scaring is possible if you keep it light and quick. Its not something you want to push far because you can burn through the layers of the skin pretty fast those kinds of wounds get pretty nasty given they end up as blistery. 

Having said that I do have some scars but nothing compared to all the cuts I have. 

My mild burns have only been accidental, and they felt really weird compared to other kinds of injuries. It's kind of like... a puffy feeling rather than a radiating one. None scarred, they were never that deep. 

Wax experience makes it tempting, as those could burn pretty damn hot but the melting point (on good wax) is so low that it could string a lot at first from the initial heat gathered and then go away quickly without any permanent damages, making it jarring over the sudden on-off rather than a consistent feeling. It made it more like being whipped by fire rather than immersed in it, like just getting a taste. 

It only takes half a minute to melt it?

That is definitely not how my imagination had that playing out, I'd think numbness would set in quickly and that the center of the ice would keep it intact longer. That actually sounds tolerable.

She tortures me with the ice cubes first to meld them down and make them more cylindrical. You need to be somewhat careful with ice because in soft tissue areas like the genitals a cube with a sharp edge could cut something and you don't want that. So she teases me until they have melted down to the right size and shape and then they go in. 

It is very tolerable if you're into that sort of thing, not to say its not intense. Tat kind of cold inside of you radiates through your lower body. 

I figured you were shaping it, yeah, as if it were when even the outside of the ice is still dryer that'd be awful... but I'm still surprised the melting point would be that generous, that actually sounds pretty fun. 

All the times I ever got cut were jarring and sudden, the slow gradual aspect of it has to change that right? Probably makes it easier?

Definitely. 

Often when you cut yourself on accident the pain sets in quick but its kind of after the cut. When its slow the pain from the already sliced portion begins to set in while other portions are being sliced. While that's happening its like you now know whats happening to you in greater detail while its still happening. 

This talking about it is definitely opening me up to the idea, it sounds fun, but I'd totally need help from pre-jitters. 😖

The idea that skin is both so tough and so delicate is hard to mentally tackle, but I know it would feel amazing. 

 A big part of the acceptance is seeing Peach smile as its happening. Its pain with purpose. 

How does purposeless pain play out, like if you accidently stub your toe really hard unexpectedly, or if you got hit in a fight? 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Good said: 

i love restrains and leashes, ive done some self bondage as well

 I want to get more into this. The forced orgasm/milking aesthetic is pleasing.  

 

Those are good, but my favorite part about this is the helplessness while restrained and being tortured, esp with a blindfold

I especially like hogtie

Chapo said: 

Turncoat said: 

What if they applied restraints before cutting you? 

 There’s really no way around it after I get out. So either I’m starving to death and they end up with some pretty serious charges or they will be dead. Can’t really think up any other situation.

You're afraid of having a little scar? What a pussy. 

Good said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Good said: 

i love restrains and leashes, ive done some self bondage as well

 I want to get more into this. The forced orgasm/milking aesthetic is pleasing.  

Those are good, but my favorite part about this is the helplessness while restrained and being tortured, esp with a blindfold

I especially like hogtie

 

 I've always wanted to get welted via whip or do it to someone else. The marks it leaves are so narly.