You get tired from making an online purchase? Obesitymaxx
Was in person, and I was tired from the over all day I had, going to the store was just 1 thing I did that day. There were other things. Most people get tired at night though, because of melatonin. It was like 10/11pm when I made the OP.
Also you've seen my video, I'm not obese.
How much do you make a month from the job?
that's personal
Why is that personal? I didn't even ask what the job was. If you're making minimum wage then you likely won't be able to afford where you're staying nor all the food and junk you'd like to have without working mad overtime, especially if you're buying TV's and shit, while if you're making a sizable wage that's more of a boast isn't it?
How about how much per hour?
but the main reason I am doing this job, is so that I can pursue my goals of building a hospital for places in need outside the US. that is why I do the work that I do.
What.
yeah, welcome to getting to know the real person behind the blanc account.
regardless, I appreciate everyones concern for others and that material wealth is being put to good use. I agree with you 100% and, I'm glad that I'm not the only one interested in making a difference. Am I saint? No. But I have goals, and my motives behind things, I thought you should know.What I'm trying to say is yes, I have white privelage. I was born with it. But, behind this account, the real person, is doing things with their life that you don't see, so don't be so quick to judge every single white person, I guess.A lot of people do try to give back.
I don't see this as very realistic unless you funnel your folks' money into it.
The reason I go to the ER is because I have panic attacks about becoming ill and dying because when I was a small child I almost did die from botulism and it was so traumatic I developed OCD surrounding food and a serious eating disorder (doing better now but as a child it was bad). But yeah, basically I'm afraid that I'm dying again and I just want to make it stop so I can go to sleep and stop freaking out.
So in other words you throw tons of money away at the ER, and even offer that insanity as advice, over a little hypochondriasis when you ate some bad food?
Most people have to just sit there and deal with their problems.
And you don't look at my finances though, I'm saying, this is how I live like, a percentage of it is for you, but a huge percentage is for a purpose that is larger than yourself or material things. You just don't see that other percentage, because I don't talk about it.
You don't talk about it because it's fabricated.
The reason I go to the ER is because I have panic attacks about becoming ill and dying because when I was a small child I almost did die from botulism and it was so traumatic I developed OCD surrounding food and a serious eating disorder (doing better now but as a child it was bad). But yeah, basically I'm afraid that I'm dying again and I just want to make it stop so I can go to sleep and stop freaking out.
So in other words you throw tons of money away at the ER, and even offer that insanity as advice, over a little hypochondriasis when you ate some bad food?
Most people have to just sit there and deal with their problems.
It's difficult when you're having a PTSD reaction not to just do the thing that will put your mind at ease. I can't really explain what it's like, the experience, but it's far more difficult to sit at home losing my mind panicking, than it is just to absolve and treat the food poisoning with medical care. If you want to judge me for wanting my food poisoning to stop then hey, that's, whatever you wanna do I guess. lol
And you don't look at my finances though, I'm saying, this is how I live like, a percentage of it is for you, but a huge percentage is for a purpose that is larger than yourself or material things. You just don't see that other percentage, because I don't talk about it.
You don't talk about it because it's fabricated.
That's fine if you want to believe that!! I don't have a problem but I just thought you should know where my intentions are.
The reason I go to the ER is because I have panic attacks about becoming ill and dying because when I was a small child I almost did die from botulism and it was so traumatic I developed OCD surrounding food and a serious eating disorder (doing better now but as a child it was bad). But yeah, basically I'm afraid that I'm dying again and I just want to make it stop so I can go to sleep and stop freaking out.
So in other words you throw tons of money away at the ER, and even offer that insanity as advice, over a little hypochondriasis when you ate some bad food?
Most people have to just sit there and deal with their problems.It's difficult when you're having a PTSD reaction not to just do the thing that will put your mind at ease.
You still offered this as advice to someone who doesn't have as much money as you to throw money away.
Again, most people do not have that kind of convenience unless they're letting themselves accrue debt, like through reckless Credit Card use or something. You clearly don't have to worry about the value of money to the point of not even understanding it, and like the video states you're heavily adapted to an environment of wealth to the point of highly reduced empathy, to the point of social insulation where the only peers you see as something to keep up with are those within the same wealth bracket (or the appearance of it, like Makeup Youtubers or Unboxers).
I can't really explain what it's like, the experience, but it's far more difficult to sit at home losing my mind panicking, than it is just to absolve and treat the food poisoning with medical care.
The reason why this is enough to lose your mind is over bigger problems not being present in your life. People typically end up a little hardier and stoic over having to face things the hard way enough times, while you're this pampered little flower from always picking the easier way.
I know what it's like to lose your mind over fear, trust me on that one, but I didn't just suddenly call the ER like I was dying or a victim of Hypochondriasis or Munchhausen's.
This is also a big part of why people don't take your drama seriously; The perception of drama is relative to the struggles you've lived through, and you haven't lived through real drama save for the death of a family member. When it comes to adaptive issues rather than genetic ones it usually takes repeated exposure to recover from your issues, but instead your wealth has become a golden cage that makes you no better than Bubble Boy.
I just see you trying to make a collage of other people's mental issues to try to tell the world who you are, but from your not understanding what real struggle is you take smaller struggles to be equal to bigger ones from real victims. Your sense of emotional modeling is disproportionate towards reality from not really understanding the feelings' depths in the first place, thanks to privilege.
You are really feeling strife, but you aren't feeling it over real things. I can't imagine how you'd even be able to drop this level of entitlement without losing your cash money lifeline. It's not too dissimilar to how the current business leaders talk about how hard they work and how few opportunities they had as a cope for their 'first million' that they were charitably granted, and over how most of the work was done by other people (Trump, Bezos, etc).
And you don't look at my finances though, I'm saying, this is how I live like, a percentage of it is for you, but a huge percentage is for a purpose that is larger than yourself or material things. You just don't see that other percentage, because I don't talk about it.
You don't talk about it because it's fabricated.
That's fine if you want to believe that!! I don't have a problem but I just thought you should know where my intentions are.
I understand that you likely believe yourself, I don't think you're lying to me so much as you're clearly confused.
After this long watching you have lofty aspirations that don't go anywhere in spite of your wealth it doesn't give me much hope, especially when it sounds like your charitable interest in this specific area isn't going to last long enough to come into fruition. You'll tell yourself you're a good person who plans to donate to hospitals and shit but you still won't really be grasping the reality of it as you buy TVs and makeup and shit you otherwise don't really need.
You want to be a good person, but your position of wealth has you confused as to how to do it from how you don't even understand what good and bad people really are, save for vibing that'd stand to throw you even further off when you peer model off of those more similar to yourself.
You likely can't even relate to those suffering, and your charity ideas are likely just to make yourself feel better. Your 'long term plans' are just an ego cope for the here and now.
A wall of text after claiming to demonstrate the futility of picking on Blanc. Is actually reasoning with her going to be to prove it’s equal futility? The effort you are putting forth for everyone’s benefit is admirable.
If you want to build a hospital in a 3rd world country, you'll be better off starting a charity. A very rich person can give away all their fortune to such a cause and it won't even be enough to sustain for a significant period of time.
You'll have to invest some of the donations back into advertising.
You'll have to be doxed, which means you cannot present yourself with those Louis Vuitton accessories you drool over.
You'll most likely have to move there. Liberia or worse places.
If you can find a single doctor that's willing to work for less, that's a bonus. Not happening in those places, unless you find a Saint.
( Data here suggests Liberia has 14 Physicians per Million People with a population of 4.937 million )
The odds of your program being hijacked or robbed is very high. 1 component to a bad economy is high crime rates, everyone is in survival mode.
If you offer charitable or cheap medical care in those places, the masses will clean you out in a day while not being able to handle the the amount of visitors showing up. Many of them will fake illness just to obtain drugs with the intent to flip it.
In my opinion it would be more practical to create jobs in places that lack medical care.
