I was seven when those thoughts occurred and when you’re that young, you can’t just do whatever you want because you have a schedule and no free time. I had to wait to do my research. 

At what age did you have an internet connection? I had one at around seven, so in your shoes I'd argue I could have just looked that stuff up. 

All I do is tell the truth and you misunderstand it almost all of the time. 

I understand what you're trying to say, but I don't agree with much of your self-appraisal. 

 I did stuff like gymnastics and chess club and cooking classes after school, so I was busy and but around computers and only home on the weekends and to sleep at like 9pm.