glad you're getting started, EMDR really does work wonders so don't write it off just yet :P can't wait till you get to try it
Today was pretty good.
We first talked about my abandonment issues and not feeling worthy of love. We uncovered a memory where mom told me that I'm a bad child and that she'll get a new one because I didn't eat my food. We had a 40 minute EMDR session on it.
Towards the end of it, I felt more worthy and valuable as a person. I'm going to keep this up.
Today we had talk therapy. Talked about my attraction to lolis and homosexuality.
We came to the conclusion that because of my mom's covert incest, I was attracted to women, but subconsciously scared of mom's wrath if I show interest in another girl, so I used feminine boys as a safe outlet for my desire.
We did an EMDR session for this particular fear.
Guys, I'm cured of the gay! I feel grossed out by twinks now. I've been hitting up girls and being more open with them on Tinder. I have a date this Saturday. Yay!
Thanks for all the encouragement guys, you're def better people than I thought xd
My affirmations right now:
I am worthy of love
I am intelligent
I am lovable
I am attractive
I am capable
Women want me
I am funny
I deserve to be happy
I am a good programmer
I am powerful
I am the best scammer (jk)
I am also doing self confidence and self love hypnosis rn
I am going to become an icon to greatness
Bossroach said:I am the best scammer (jk)
I personally don't care too much, as it's still a cross-trainable skill even for more above-board work, plus they basically have it coming. A lot of more "organized" work isn't too different from a more organized grift either. For your "clientele", you're teaching them a lesson for the low-low price of whatever they're willing to donate to your cause.
Your list reminds me of those self-affirmation exposure tapes/hypno vids.
Guys, I'm cured of the gay! I feel grossed out by twinks now.
Bossroach said:I am the best scammer (jk)It's not really a joke though, is it?
I personally don't care too much, as it's still a cross-trainable skill even for more above-board work, plus they basically have it coming. A lot of more "organized" work isn't too different from a more organized grift either. For your "clientele", you're teaching them a lesson for the low-low price of whatever they're willing to donate to your cause.
Your list reminds me of those self-affirmation exposure tapes/hypno vids.Guys, I'm cured of the gay! I feel grossed out by twinks now.💔
Yep, you understand it so well
And I'm also doing the hypnosis tapes too. I shall act like a big alpha male soon.
I think I am starting to crush on you and I don't like it, I'm scared the CS situation will repeat
And don't worry, I still like pretty princess ;)