This thread will be used to figure out what led Jim to eventually make that video
If we do find out whether he an hero'd, or whether we got rused
He was addicted to here, he'll be back if he's alive.
Xadem said:This thread will be used to figure out what led Jim to eventually make that video
People are likely going to focus on this one:
Today the therapist asked me about my dreams and wanted to EMDR. I told her about a dream where CS opened a door, smiled to me, closed it and disappeared forever. I was feeling surprisingly happy in the dream, happy that she's going towards a more fulfilled happy life instead of being unhappy here.
She noted it down and then we started doing the EMDR.
She made me recall a sad memory from childhood of my mom beating me and locking me in my room. As soon as I closed my eyes and recalled I woke up on the floor with her and her assistant giving me water and asking me if I'm okay.
She decided to put off EMDR trauma treatment and continue with talk therapy instead because the memories and pain from the childhood abuse is too intense to deal with right now.
I am doing some inner child healing, self affirmation and positive self talk exercises now. God please help me cope because I feel I'm at my limit with everything. I am in constant mental pain and it's unbearable.
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