How do you manage to value love above your own ego? It seems incomprehensible to me
With no sense of self, I think it makes more sense that I might find more meaning outside of myself.
How does one 'sense' the self?
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I'm just guessing. But when you're younger it's all about other people until one day it's about you. It's not always perfect, some will say it usually isn't, but it seems like most people find a solid self eventually. So only using others for that might be really flawed. You do that I think. I do it a lot too. Maybe there is a point where you rely on other people to figure yourself too much. Maybe it's like a kiss and it just happens. I always thought "rotating personalities" was a small stroke of genius.. I miss her so much
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Loves nice makes you feel all warm and not self loathing for like a bit and then self sabotage happens but the emotions from it are fantastic gosh if you could just bottle that up and sell it
stfu indian looking whore i never asked about vulnerable narcs opinions i am drunk and i got to see your crappy pfp and your stupid text on my screeN KILL YOUR SELF
Loves nice makes you feel all warm and not self loathing for like a bit and then self sabotage happens but the emotions from it are fantastic gosh if you could just bottle that up and sell it
stfu indian looking whore i never asked about vulnerable narcs opinions i am drunk and i got to see your crappy pfp and your stupid text on my screeN KILL YOUR SELF
Am I a Narc now?
Also my pfp is 🐨🍵