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Turncoat is still annoying af tho

Turncoat said: 

Cavalier said:

Well yeah, fear is the other reason besides laziness. But you denied that as well.

I denied fear? Where? 

I personally find it far easier to talk with my friends in chat than to participate in forum drama. The kind environment is preferable to the hostile environment of this forum, so I need some of that time, rather than being hostile.

I meanwhile find that the permanence of the forum forces a sense of consistency, and that having an audience pushes people to have more scrutiny in their words if they aren't otherwise too pussy to speak their minds. 

From what information I got from crow, it seems like you never get any time to unwind with friends that are kind towards you

I don't have time? All I have now is time. 

Preferringn to challenge other people all the time in dms.

Wouldn't this mean I'm DMing people a lot? I'm really more active on the forum, and you aren't the only one not hearing from me in DM form right now. You aren't even the only one on here taking it personally. 

I'm getting the impression that you're reading into her words while only hearing your own preconceived conclusions. 

 All you have is time to fuck around on the forum. You choose not to have any time to be friendly and kind. Maybe you should try that, for once. It'll be a nice change of pace from how combatitive you usually are.

Cavalier said: 

Turncoat said: 

Cavalier said:

Well yeah, fear is the other reason besides laziness. But you denied that as well.

I denied fear? Where? 

I personally find it far easier to talk with my friends in chat than to participate in forum drama. The kind environment is preferable to the hostile environment of this forum, so I need some of that time, rather than being hostile.

I meanwhile find that the permanence of the forum forces a sense of consistency, and that having an audience pushes people to have more scrutiny in their words if they aren't otherwise too pussy to speak their minds. 

From what information I got from crow, it seems like you never get any time to unwind with friends that are kind towards you

I don't have time? All I have now is time. 

Preferringn to challenge other people all the time in dms.

Wouldn't this mean I'm DMing people a lot? I'm really more active on the forum, and you aren't the only one not hearing from me in DM form right now. You aren't even the only one on here taking it personally. 

I'm getting the impression that you're reading into her words while only hearing your own preconceived conclusions. 

All you have is time to fuck around on the forum. You choose not to have any time to be friendly and kind. Maybe you should try that, for once. It'll be a nice change of pace from how combatitive you usually are.

Isn't it doing more of a kindness to be honest with people, and if someone has a problem isn't it more friendly to try to help them through it? 

Turncoat said: 

Cavalier said: 

Turncoat said: 

Cavalier said:

Well yeah, fear is the other reason besides laziness. But you denied that as well.

I denied fear? Where? 

I personally find it far easier to talk with my friends in chat than to participate in forum drama. The kind environment is preferable to the hostile environment of this forum, so I need some of that time, rather than being hostile.

I meanwhile find that the permanence of the forum forces a sense of consistency, and that having an audience pushes people to have more scrutiny in their words if they aren't otherwise too pussy to speak their minds. 

From what information I got from crow, it seems like you never get any time to unwind with friends that are kind towards you

I don't have time? All I have now is time. 

Preferringn to challenge other people all the time in dms.

Wouldn't this mean I'm DMing people a lot? I'm really more active on the forum, and you aren't the only one not hearing from me in DM form right now. You aren't even the only one on here taking it personally. 

I'm getting the impression that you're reading into her words while only hearing your own preconceived conclusions. 

All you have is time to fuck around on the forum. You choose not to have any time to be friendly and kind. Maybe you should try that, for once. It'll be a nice change of pace from how combatitive you usually are.

Isn't it doing more of a kindness to be honest with people, and if someone has a problem isn't it more friendly to try to help them through it? 

 Through constructive criticism and reassurance, which gives a sense of stability. Not your panicked pessimistic ruminations.

Cavalier said: 

Turncoat said: 

Cavalier said: 

Turncoat said: 

Cavalier said:

Well yeah, fear is the other reason besides laziness. But you denied that as well.

I denied fear? Where? 

I personally find it far easier to talk with my friends in chat than to participate in forum drama. The kind environment is preferable to the hostile environment of this forum, so I need some of that time, rather than being hostile.

I meanwhile find that the permanence of the forum forces a sense of consistency, and that having an audience pushes people to have more scrutiny in their words if they aren't otherwise too pussy to speak their minds. 

From what information I got from crow, it seems like you never get any time to unwind with friends that are kind towards you

I don't have time? All I have now is time. 

Preferringn to challenge other people all the time in dms.

Wouldn't this mean I'm DMing people a lot? I'm really more active on the forum, and you aren't the only one not hearing from me in DM form right now. You aren't even the only one on here taking it personally. 

I'm getting the impression that you're reading into her words while only hearing your own preconceived conclusions. 

All you have is time to fuck around on the forum. You choose not to have any time to be friendly and kind. Maybe you should try that, for once. It'll be a nice change of pace from how combatitive you usually are.

Isn't it doing more of a kindness to be honest with people, and if someone has a problem isn't it more friendly to try to help them through it? 

 Through constructive criticism and reassurance, which gives a sense of stability. Not your panicked pessimistic ruminations.

Eh, tomato tomato. 

Turncoat said: 

Cavalier said: 

Turncoat said: 

Cavalier said: 

Turncoat said: 

Cavalier said:

Well yeah, fear is the other reason besides laziness. But you denied that as well.

I denied fear? Where? 

I personally find it far easier to talk with my friends in chat than to participate in forum drama. The kind environment is preferable to the hostile environment of this forum, so I need some of that time, rather than being hostile.

I meanwhile find that the permanence of the forum forces a sense of consistency, and that having an audience pushes people to have more scrutiny in their words if they aren't otherwise too pussy to speak their minds. 

From what information I got from crow, it seems like you never get any time to unwind with friends that are kind towards you

I don't have time? All I have now is time. 

Preferringn to challenge other people all the time in dms.

Wouldn't this mean I'm DMing people a lot? I'm really more active on the forum, and you aren't the only one not hearing from me in DM form right now. You aren't even the only one on here taking it personally. 

I'm getting the impression that you're reading into her words while only hearing your own preconceived conclusions. 

All you have is time to fuck around on the forum. You choose not to have any time to be friendly and kind. Maybe you should try that, for once. It'll be a nice change of pace from how combatitive you usually are.

Isn't it doing more of a kindness to be honest with people, and if someone has a problem isn't it more friendly to try to help them through it? 

 Through constructive criticism and reassurance, which gives a sense of stability. Not your panicked pessimistic ruminations.

Eh, tomato tomato. 

 More like "eh, I know it's faulty, but I don't care."

delora... said:

More like "eh, I know it's faulty, but I don't care."

Care to elaborate with examples, or are you just gathering data to tell your hubby so that you can get what you want? 

Whorechata said: 

Cavalier said: 

Turncoat said: 

Whorechata said: 

Cav was this a cry for attention?

 What if TC were a pretty schizo?

 I met a pretty schizo once in a coffee shop, and 2 more in homeless shelters.

I always feel bad for the pretty ones, especially if they're homeless.

You just know somebody will eventually rape and abuse them   :(

They often seem drawn to me for some reason. I would guess it's my hair, which likely looks quite trippy to somebody who's hallucinating.

It probably looks even weirder to them when I have it dyed blonde.

I will usually do what I can for them, if they seem to need and want my help.

Coffee shop girl came right up to me and gave me an envelope stuffed with rlly bad poetry and asked me to call her and give her my opinion.

She was just out of an inpatient recovery program and seemed desperately in need of friends.

I meant to go for coffee with her, but never did.

I think her pile of poetry may still be in my storage locker somewhere.

She was with a guy who seemed to care for her (I mean she was young Winona Ryder beautiful, but with blue eyes.)

I think she did ok. I hope so, anyway. She seemed like a gentle soul.

The second was a petite young black girl, so tragic.

She was up at 4am, pissing everybody off, tearing her luggage apart looking for smthg, quoting some bible passage about Abraham at 40 decibels lol

I got up and tried to help her re-pack her suitcase after she dumped it, and noticed her skin bleaching creams.

Man, that was heartbreaking, the poor kid.

The worst part was I think she knew somewhere underneath it all that she needed her meds. I think that was what she was looking for, but she couldn't keep her mind together long enough to finish. Her meds were in the office, anyway. New Ontario homeless shelter rules. The staff had to administer the meds, and the resident had to request it personally. Kinda like SC doxxing rules.

So I told the staff to give her her meds, follow the directions on the bottle, and I would keep her amused until they kicked in.

They said no. The fucking assholes. They called the police on her instead. Idk where they took the poor girl. I hope she went to a hospital, not jail. I said that to the cop, too. Try to take her to a hospital. She's mentally ill. Idk if the cop bothered. The guy who took her away had a kind enough face, but who knows what his boss and coworkers thought of black ppl and the mentally ill and homeless?

She came up and started playing with my lapels, and the hair that hung around them. The shelter staff started barking about how 'inappropriate' that was. I told her it was ok. The girl was trying to bond with me or smthg, so I wasn't about to shut her out. The least I could do was send her off to her hellish jail or nuthouse or w/e with a little of her faith in humanity still intact.

She hugged me before she got in the police cruiser.

The third was a little Korean lady, who I would guess was in her mid 30s.

She was drop dead beautiful.

Unfortunately, she was so far gone she had forgotten how to speak English, so I couldn't get through to her.

She was able to speak English at 9am at the breakfast table, but by 9pm she was just a mess.

She was not there the next day. I guess they called the cops on her too?

So it's not much different for the pretty ones.

Ultimately, there's only so much anybody outside of a professional with years of training and a license to prescribe meds can do for a schizophrenic.

F20.0 Paranoid schizophrenia
F20.1 Hebephrenic schizophrenia
F20.2 Catatonic schizophrenia
F20.3 Undifferentiated schizophrenia
F20.4 Post-schizophrenic depression
F20.5 Residual schizophrenia
F20.6 Simple type of schizophrenia
F20.7 Other type of schizophrenia

there are several types of schizophrenia. I have experience of communicating with other paranoid schizophrenics in Russian social networks for psychos and I can say for sure that we are very different. each of us had different families. each of us has completely different life experiences and education. much depends on the treatment regimen for schizophrenia. not all of us have access to modern antipsychotics. antipsychotics affect our mental state and our perception of reality and people. some of us got positive symptoms of schizophrenia in childhood, but most of us got it in adulthood only. schizophrenia progresses over the years. a young schizophrenic is different from a mature schizophrenic. I was a sentimental empath when I was young and truly loved my mother, my grandfather and animals, but over the years I lost the ability to empathize and love. I lost my sense of guilt and shame, I no longer have a conscience, I no longer feel grief and mourning for dead people, but my moral compass was created in my childhood and youth and I still use it, but there are schizophrenics who are complete degenerates and refuse treatment with antipsychotics. they periodically commit horrible crimes. in a state of anger, they can kill their own parents, children or neighbors' children, simply because they made a lot of noise in the yard ... in addition, we can behave differently throughout the year. it all depends on the current balance of neurotransmitters in our heads. antipsychotics not only block the positive symptoms of schizophrenia, but also suppress the activity of dopamine and serotonin receptors. that's why, we often suffer from our own indifference to life and people, and we get anhedonia.

ordinary people often think of schizophrenics as lazy, but this is not entirely true. simply abulia is one of the negative symptoms of schizophrenia. In addition, a positive symptom of schizophrenia is a gradual loss of interest in social life and work. In addition, irritability and anger are positive symptoms of schizophrenia, and communication with strangers whom we do not trust and do not want to see or hear is a great stress for us. our social circle is very narrow. we don't need to have many friends. In addition, at work, there are often intrigues between colleagues and all sorts of stressful situations, but we need peace and quiet. there is not much quiet work in this world with a small, silent team. :)

Dima79 said: 

F20.0 Paranoid schizophrenia
F20.1 Hebephrenic schizophrenia
F20.2 Catatonic schizophrenia
F20.3 Undifferentiated schizophrenia
F20.4 Post-schizophrenic depression
F20.5 Residual schizophrenia
F20.6 Simple type of schizophrenia
F20.7 Other type of schizophrenia

there are several types of schizophrenia. I have experience of communicating with other paranoid schizophrenics in Russian social networks for psychos and I can say for sure that we are very different. each of us had different families. each of us has completely different life experiences and education. much depends on the treatment regimen for schizophrenia. not all of us have access to modern antipsychotics. antipsychotics affect our mental state and our perception of reality and people. some of us got positive symptoms of schizophrenia in childhood, but most of us got it in adulthood only. schizophrenia progresses over the years. a young schizophrenic is different from a mature schizophrenic. I was a sentimental empath when I was young and truly loved my mother, my grandfather and animals, but over the years I lost the ability to empathize and love. I lost my sense of guilt and shame, I no longer have a conscience, I no longer feel grief and mourning for dead people, but my moral compass was created in my childhood and youth and I still use it, but there are schizophrenics who are complete degenerates and refuse treatment with antipsychotics. they periodically commit horrible crimes. in a state of anger, they can kill their own parents, children or neighbors' children, simply because they made a lot of noise in the yard ... in addition, we can behave differently throughout the year. it all depends on the current balance of neurotransmitters in our heads. antipsychotics not only block the positive symptoms of schizophrenia, but also suppress the activity of dopamine and serotonin receptors. that's why, we often suffer from our own indifference to life and people, and we get anhedonia.

ordinary people often think of schizophrenics as lazy, but this is not entirely true. simply abulia is one of the negative symptoms of schizophrenia. In addition, a positive symptom of schizophrenia is a gradual loss of interest in social life and work. In addition, irritability and anger are positive symptoms of schizophrenia, and communication with strangers whom we do not trust and do not want to see or hear is a great stress for us. our social circle is very narrow. we don't need to have many friends. In addition, at work, there are often intrigues between colleagues and all sorts of stressful situations, but we need peace and quiet. there is not much quiet work in this world with a small, silent team. :)

 That's amazing! I didn't know there were so many kinds, I knew there were variations, but that's a LOT!