She’s waiting for her Bar results. I have never heard anyone call Juris Doctorate being a “doctor” though.
Every other state allows ads to say they are a doctor and only CA forbids it when you get your bar results, but before then, you can say you’re a doctor. I just enjoy doing what is forbidden, while it’s still allowed.
I did become a doctor and it only took seven years, including college.I've questioned you on health practices more than once and you couldn't give real answers, in fact many answers you give I'd qualify as bad enough advice to constitute malpractice. You've otherwise gone at length about being too lazy to accomplish anything other than drinking and getting fucked, if not the things you see as leading towards it.
Unless you have a doctorate in something that isn't related to health..?
Edit: Ahh right you're claiming you have a law doctorate despite your complete ignorance of law, so you supposedly can defend pedophiles.I don’t look for validation from others.
You look for self-validation through others, you aren't strong enough to do it alone.
If I did, I’d be with Jim still.
Instead you're with Tryp.
I don’t know what happened to you, but you used to be more secure in who you are and didn’t need to hate on people because they might be different from you.
All that's changed is your perception of me, and even there you don't really hold onto much.
Bro, I only know CA law. It’s different in CA. Trypt was the first person I spoke with where identity wasn’t hidden. I never heard of Jim before Trypt and I have way more in common with Trypt than Jim. Trypt has always been my first choice, but before now, we planned to meet twice and we are both stubborn, so we had a falling out both times before this one, and had one this time too, but I was going to be here anyway and we started texting, so he felt like he could visit me.
Now that we are together, physically, I am not afraid to admit that I actually like him and want to make something of this because of our chemistry. I’m not going to because I suck at relationships, and I’m not sure I can handle another person, but I want to take care of him and be there for him. Jim wanted to cuddle like Trypt does, but I couldn’t do it with him.
When I got drunk with Jim, everything fell apart. With Trypt, all I want to do is cuddle with him and make him feel good. When I get drunk with Trypt, I just feel like it’s easier to touch him because I don’t think about what happens if he doesn’t want me to touch him. I love touching him and I decided to stay another week so we can hang out more. I’ve had a crush on him since I first saw him, years ago, so I’m not doing the same thing as when I was with Jim. Jim was a last resort for me for getting married and I liked the part of him I later found out was fake. I have seen who Trypt is and I love who he is.
I love hanging out with him and if he ever decides he hates me, I’ll know it’s my fault and not his. I am also confident I’ll never get bored of him and I’m not disgusted by his neediness. I actually love his affection. When I touch him, I feel like the luckiest person in the world. I never felt that way with Jim and he was more of a means to an end. Trypt is probably the only person I have liked from the first time I spoke with him. Jim and I had some terrible times, but Trypt would never hurt me physically. I’m not saying he couldn’t be playing a mental game, just saying I respect the mental game. I love him and I am not just saying that. That’s why I have always hated Blanc, even though I don’t value people enough to hate them or hurt them, as I said before.
I’ve always disliked Blanc because she got to be with Trypt and she treated him badly. That made me dislike her for a long time. Now that I know him more personally, I’m even more disappointed in her, but I’m happy they didn’t work out because I wouldn’t have a chance if they did. He has the perfect body and the perfect mind. Even his issues are things I’m willing to love with. He is great with my baby and he’s friends with Jim, so he doesn’t hate my baby or Jim.
He understands what happened and who Jim is. He’s just so perfect for me and if things don’t work out, I’ll be the first to admit that I’m depressed about it. I know he has an issue with being with one person at a time and I’m all about being with only one person, forever, and that’s why I just try to enjoy being in the moment.
There’s a possibility that he’ll be able to be committed, but I know that’s not as easy as it sounds and I have cash to make, so it’s possible that we won’t work logistically, but I’m willing to move to this state, if I have to. He’s so loving and caring that even though he doesn’t believe in God, I think God is telling me that it’s okay to be with him because he looks like Jesus and he’s selfless.
He takes care of his grandparents and I’m in love with his commitment to them, even when I offered an alternative. He is so great that I’m not even concerned with what people think about it or getting hurt by him. I’m going crazy thinking about how happy I am with him. I’ll risk looking like an idiot, but it’s funny that I don’t fear that it’s one sided or that he will hurt me.
I know what I’m doing and I Know that the past had to happen to have this happen, so it was all worth it. Even my baby likes him. I know what I’m doing, man. It’s not random and it’s not about needing people’s affection. It’s about finding someone who understands me and Trypt gets me. My heart was never in anything until being with Trypt.
I’m passionate about being with him in the moment and what could happen next. With Jim, I just wanted to die. I literally went to England first, just in case Jim was going to kill me. I also wanted C4 more than Jim, so... The entire time, I wanted Trypt, but he was unavailable, so it’s not the same. It’s actually heavenly.
If he ever decides he hates me, I’ll know it’s my fault and not his.
Don't mind me. Just immortalizing this here, for when it becomes incredibly funny.
That’s why I have always hated Blanc, even though I don’t value people enough to hate them or hurt them, as I said before. I’ve always disliked Blanc because she got to be with Trypt.
I'll keep this in mind for next time you claim it's about her character.
He has the perfect body.
He understands what happened and who Jim is.
Does he now?~
He’s so loving and caring that even though he doesn’t believe in God, I think God is telling me that it’s okay to be with him because he looks like Jesus.
This just gets better and better.
I’ve tried to follow the Bible my entire life and God had other plans, so maybe what he wanted from the Bible isn’t what he wants for me. When stuff happens out of your control, when you’re trying to do right, over and over again, you have to start thinking differently, otherwise, it’s insanity. Doing the same thing and expecting a different result.
I was jealous of Blanc because I liked Trypt. That’s just a fact. I will not deny that ever. Blanc and I actually have some of the same issues, but her selfishness makes her bad for Trypt and that makes me not like her because I like him. I’m not going to lie about any of this in the future, or when I get sober. I think he’s worth you people calling me stupid and making fun of me when it fails, I mean if...
I’ve tried to follow the Bible my entire life and God had other plans, so maybe what he wanted from the Bible isn’t what he wants for me. When stuff happens out of your control, when you’re trying to do right, over and over again, you have to start thinking differently, otherwise, it’s insanity. Doing the same thing and expecting a different result.
The bible says if a woman is raped, she must marry her rapist. It was God's plan for you to be raped by that man, that wasn'tyour fault. You disobeyed the bible by not marrying him, and that was your fault. Now you are damned for disobedience.
I’ve tried to follow the Bible my entire life and God had other plans, so maybe what he wanted from the Bible isn’t what he wants for me. When stuff happens out of your control, when you’re trying to do right, over and over again, you have to start thinking differently, otherwise, it’s insanity. Doing the same thing and expecting a different result.
The bible says if a woman is raped, she must marry her rapist. It was God's plan for you to be raped by that man, that wasn'tyour fault. You disobeyed the bible by not marrying him, and that was your fault. Now you are damned for disobedience.
The homeless guy that raped me when I was 16 never mentioned that and I do understand that I could have suggested it, but it’s not legal to do that in CA, so he would be in jail unless I was pregnant, which I wasn’t. I didn’t marry Jim either, but that was because I was pregnant and I couldn’t allow my baby to be raped by him. I think God wants me to protect her more than marry people who might hurt my baby’s, so I think you’re wrong. You have to consider the fact that God doesn’t like rape and it was literally impossible without a baby in CA, so if the first time didn’t require that, then neither should the Jim experience. Plus, God only gives us what we can handle and I could never handle being married to Jim, especially if we also had a kid. It’s not all about the blatant rules because everyone’s relationship with God is different. I think God is trying to make me a nun, but I’m actually more interested in being a missionary. I haven’t gotten an answer for what he wants me to do, but when I was with Jim and he had a knife to my neck, I prayed and was able to get away by lying to Jim about where my money was, which allowed for the baby to be safe, so I think he cares for my baby more than he cares for his rules.
I thought she meant she got a phd/doctorate, sorta like Jill Bidens "Dr." Title. Unnecessary but to a narc it's a *title*
Bro, you’re smart. I’m not a narc though, just proud of myself.
You're like the textbook entry on submissive narcissism.
