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ddddddd said: 

It is like ok he is a pedophile, most people would hate him just because of it. His ethnic background, looks etc are not the best. I don't mean it in a shaming way etc, just stating objective facts. Anyone would keep their shit low and try to make friends by posing as somesone else or showing only good sides of themselves etc. But Jim shows the very worst parts of his being and does it on purpose. He continuously gets shamed or bad feedback for it, for example pedophilia etc. In the past there have been attempts of banning him etc but all unsuccessful. He is more powerful. It is like everyone is forced to be with him and it kinda normalizes pedophilia and forces people to accept a pedophile/apparent horrible person amidst them. In the beginning maybe people were more outraged, now it is just 'it is Jim, what to do' etc. He is the ultimate alpha in that regard. I wonder what  this tells us about Jim himself. It is also clear that he is only able to do this within a small bubble and could never survive like this in real life. But it is special and interesting. 

 is that why he got bullied off discord twice and now he recovers in this e-safe space?? 🤣🤣🤣

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Based on the info Jim has provided, it seems like I’m the alpha because he gets his power from hurting people and making make him the center of attention by hating him and focusing on what he did or what he did to them. This means because I understand him and don’t hate him, even though he was mean to me, I won without even trying to. My ability to forgive people and not dwell on the bad things in life, makes me the one in control and thus, the true alpha. I’m truly THE winner. 

I’ll take my prize now :)

 

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Based on the info Jim has provided, it seems like I’m the alpha because he gets his power from hurting people and making make him the center of attention by hating him and focusing on what he did or what he did to them. This means because I understand him and don’t hate him, even though he was mean to me, I won without even trying to. My ability to forgive people and not dwell on the bad things in life, makes me the one in control and thus, the true alpha. I’m truly THE winner. 

I’ll take my prize now :)

You lost so hard that you renamed yourself Dr. Winner to cope. 

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Believe it or not I derive self-esteem and a sense of power from this. When I am being good and making people happy it is dissatisfactory because they are in control, not me. When I make people disgusted and angry is when I feel i am in total control.

 Have you tried working on your fear, or have you always just indulged it like this?

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ddddddd said: 

I have a few follow-ups:

1. Why do you want to be the center of (random) people's world?

It confirms that I am indeed the most important thing in the world and center of everything

Does being the focus make you important though? 

 yes

 How so?

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Based on the info Jim has provided, it seems like I’m the alpha because he gets his power from hurting people and making make him the center of attention by hating him and focusing on what he did or what he did to them. This means because I understand him and don’t hate him, even though he was mean to me, I won without even trying to. My ability to forgive people and not dwell on the bad things in life, makes me the one in control and thus, the true alpha. I’m truly THE winner. 

I’ll take my prize now :)

 Declaring yourself the winner by way of supposedly not feeling the need to be the winner....  Uh-huh.

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0 votes RE: Jim is the ultimate alp...

Based on the info Jim has provided, it seems like I’m the alpha because he gets his power from hurting people and making make him the center of attention by hating him and focusing on what he did or what he did to them. This means because I understand him and don’t hate him, even though he was mean to me, I won without even trying to. My ability to forgive people and not dwell on the bad things in life, makes me the one in control and thus, the true alpha. I’m truly THE winner. 

I’ll take my prize now :)

You lost so hard that you renamed yourself Dr. Winner to cope. 

I literally became a doctor. I’m not like you. I’m not afraid of being myself. I just keep improving, so I update my status. Some of us are capable of progress.

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0 votes RE: Jim is the ultimate alp...

Based on the info Jim has provided, it seems like I’m the alpha because he gets his power from hurting people and making make him the center of attention by hating him and focusing on what he did or what he did to them. This means because I understand him and don’t hate him, even though he was mean to me, I won without even trying to. My ability to forgive people and not dwell on the bad things in life, makes me the one in control and thus, the true alpha. I’m truly THE winner. 

I’ll take my prize now :)

You lost so hard that you renamed yourself Dr. Winner to cope. 

I literally became a doctor.

No you didn't, you just put that in your username. It takes eight years, minimum, not an afternoon. 

I’m not like you. I’m not afraid of being myself.

If this were true you would be like me, but instead what's true is that we're unalike. 

You are afraid of being "yourself" to the point of not even knowing what "yourself" is, instead chasing other people to validate that lacking for you. 

I just keep improving, so I update my status. Some of us are capable of progress.

I don't see this as an improvement. 

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0 votes RE: Jim is the ultimate alp...

Based on the info Jim has provided, it seems like I’m the alpha because he gets his power from hurting people and making make him the center of attention by hating him and focusing on what he did or what he did to them. This means because I understand him and don’t hate him, even though he was mean to me, I won without even trying to. My ability to forgive people and not dwell on the bad things in life, makes me the one in control and thus, the true alpha. I’m truly THE winner. 

I’ll take my prize now :)

 Declaring yourself the winner by way of supposedly not feeling the need to be the winner....  Uh-huh.

 

If he feels like a winner by being in control of people’s reactions to his actions, then he lost against me because I didn’t react the way he anticipated. This is about what he thinks is winning, not about what I think winning is. I’m just trying to say that based on that, I win because there’s a loser, so the other person is the winner. 

I win because I think winning means not letting fear control your life. I do what I want because I’m okay with the outcome, no matter what it is. The win comes from not being afraid to lose. Jim hurts people so he can feel in control of the situation because he can control their reactions and that gives him the power, so he wins.

That’s why I win against him. I can’t be controlled, so his fear of not being in control came to fruition because of how I live my life, which makes me the winner and, quite frankly, practically invincible.

I don’t do what people want unless it benefits me in some way, so no matter what happens, I win because I got to do what I wanted to do. That allows me to not be angry at people because my goals were reached, so nothing bad happened. If nothing bad happened, there’s no reason to attack someone or hate them. 

Or it’s because I already lost because my only goal in life was to be a virgin when I got married and that option was taken from me, so I have nothing to lose. I’m open to either interpretation. Perpetual loser who literally can’t lose anymore, which makes me a winner, or I’m a winner because I win by being free to lose, without the consequences or feelings that go with losing. Something of the sort.

Posts: 139
0 votes RE: Jim is the ultimate alp...

Based on the info Jim has provided, it seems like I’m the alpha because he gets his power from hurting people and making make him the center of attention by hating him and focusing on what he did or what he did to them. This means because I understand him and don’t hate him, even though he was mean to me, I won without even trying to. My ability to forgive people and not dwell on the bad things in life, makes me the one in control and thus, the true alpha. I’m truly THE winner. 

I’ll take my prize now :)

You lost so hard that you renamed yourself Dr. Winner to cope. 

I literally became a doctor.

No you didn't, you just put that in your username. It takes eight years, minimum, not an afternoon. 

I’m not like you. I’m not afraid of being myself.

If this were true you would be like me, but instead what's true is that we're unalike. 

You are afraid of being "yourself" to the point of not even knowing what "yourself" is, instead chasing other people to validate that lacking for you. 

I just keep improving, so I update my status. Some of us are capable of progress.

I don't see this as an improvement. 

 Becoming a doctor isn’t improving? I guess that’s your opinion, and I respect that, but being a doctor means more money and an early retirement, so I get to do whatever I want, sooner. 

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