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In less than 3 months my new baby niece is going to be here and I'm very excited to be her auntie. 

The baby room is all cleared out now, all we have to do now is just hung up the little baby clothes and put in the crib. 

I finished my room too it looks so fucking good. 

And I got new bath matts for the bathroom from west elm. 

I'll probably film adding the finishing touches and maybe one more round of decluttering / organizing just to get things to the level I like it at- and then i'll post the final that with the finished tour at the end- and show the before and after pans. 

I love it so much though already. 

There's not much else to really update. I mean, regarding the allergic reaction- I am most definitely allergic to Tide. lol. I figured that out. 

And, um, I went to the DMV the other day to update some things. And, I got a new mask which is really cute. I have an N95 as well but, I just got a washable reusable one. 

You can sterilize the non-washable masks including N95s with a medical grade UV light but only up to 12 times. And that's if each time you wear it 12 hours. 

So basically, 144 hours of use is all you can get out of your non-washable N95 with UV light sterilization. 

the washables you should be changing daily, just like underwear. Wear it for one day, throw it in the wash. And once again, by one day I mean, 12 hours. So at the 12 hour mark, change the mask. 

Anyways hope everyone has a good end of august and, i'll be back in with updates as they come. stay safe. peace. 

Blanc said: 

In less than 3 months my new baby niece is going to be here and I'm very excited to be her auntie. 

Just try not to screw her up. 

Eliminating Toxicity 

Oh I forgot to mention my dad was mean to me a lot this week but what’s new. I was going to write something about it when it happened but I was too pissed off to. 

that happens a lot when something is actually too bothersome to journal about I’m just like why talk about it? 

but yeah just let the record show. 

I can’t even describe it other then maybe it comes from my dad being extremely spoiled and narcissistic his entire life and entitled ass hole and then never being corrected for any of it? 

I honestly don’t KNOW what the fuck his problem is but he’s just flat out mean as shit to me.  

And it all makes sense whenever he starts doing it again, why like- why I grew up thinking so low of myself and being so small like making myself small ya know in the metaphorical sense.

but now like I don’t apologize for that behavior or guilt trip myself about it. The boundary has become clear what is okay and what is not tolerable etc. 

both of my parents heads are so far up their own asses, so so far, that they don’t even notice that they hurt me, or that, that matters. Like, my feelings matter. 

And that’s not something I grew up understanding. And they shouldn’t treat me that way, and that’s not something I knew either but. 

it was always strange to me how sensitive and like, non-mean and empathetic other people’s parents were to me. Compared to my up bringing which is extremely course and rough. 

It’s really nice to be around someone who sees what you feel and like considers it and cares about it- and who has a standard of behavior and values for themselves where they don’t treat other people poorly? 

it’s really refreshing so. 

I think that’s what’s bothered me with a lot of people is their sheer lack of conscientiousness and like being impolite? 

That’s a big thing for me. 

I met my brother in laws parents, and his dad is actually british and I got along with him so well. I also tend to get along with people in the science field- especially health care. 

we seem to think a similar sort of way and behave ourselves, and value the same sort of things. 

I’ve just gotten to the point where I actually don’t want to waste another second of my time with someone I don’t want to be around. Like I honestly can’t be bothered to put up with “all of that” I don’t know how to put it. 

But yeah, I think it comes from years of being mistreated that the second I see someone even hinting at that they are this way or lack some of these conscientious qualities, I leave them. 

Anyone who’s rude to me I just simply, don’t put myself around them anymore and if I’m in a situation where they’re like in my house I just leave. If people hand me a phone to talk to them I say no. If people message me or whatever, I just delete and block. 

Because I just, have had enough with being bothered by other people who don’t know how to act. 

I'm eating sushi

 I made my own version of a healthier Thai tea type of thing and it turned out really good I’ve been on a tea kick 

Oh and I did the chloe ting exercise challenge today. I don’t know what to say about it but I did it. 

I put 900 pillows on my bed and I am living 

Peak comfort 

10/10 recommend 

Why and how do you guys feed into this thing's delusions for so long? Not very sociopathic of you. Are you sure you guys aren't just autistically awkward?

The name of the site is meant to be a joke

the less seriously you take everything here the better 

TheJubilantJester said: 

Why and how do you guys feed into this thing's delusions for so long? Not very sociopathic of you.

Feeding delusions isn't sociopathic?