As for much of your six year experience, I'd imagine that it'd be a hazy mess with you unsure of even your own behavior during it. If you were thrown onto different meds over and over, adjusting to them, adjusting off of others, that everything's probably a mess to try to look back on.
The fox story for example, I could very easily believe that a med could have you black out calling yourself one for example. The doctor could have been reporting something you'd said as opposed to trying to make shit up.
It's worth considering yourself an unreliable narrator if you want to try to see it from an outside perspective. Deciphering much of what you've said so far almost sounds "business as usual" for the extreme cases, except combined with mental ward practices.
my friends and i all have matching stories. my mom and dad confirm the fox thing, my friend martin had the same fox thing thrown at him, and i know that i know i was in solitary confinement most of the time, i know that, my parents saw films of it, they saw photos, they were there, my friends were there, there are reports i myself have seen on paper about it at my moms house that she keeps in a file, it is true. the thing about my brother is true, my mom heard the screaming to, and so on
stony brook is a really good school