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I mean yeah, programs meant to house special needs children can have facilities set up like that. 

It sounds similar to a mental ward, but one that aimed to utilize unconventional teaching practices to try to get them to catch up to others that are otherwise learning more conventionally. 

The third party company factor makes a lot of sense actually, they are likely utilizing these tests for the future of developing programs to help combat the struggles of those at the deep ends of mental abnormality. 

my brother went to the same place, and he started beating himself up and having seizure like episodes.

Are you sure this wouldn't have happened without their intervention? 

If it's not from the meds anyway, seizures tend to have a genetic component to it, and beating himself up (no offense) fits some elements of your M.O. too. This could be more of a family matter, as a facility like this shouldn't necessarily know how to cure any of their patients if they're all experimental deep end cases. For all you know the seizure could have even been an allergic reaction or dietary issue. 

They were likely trying everything they could to try to find answers for you guys, and you'd all have to experience the side effects of these tests as they tried in earnest to help. 


my mom said they were experimenting on us. i know this is true, my friend elijah cotton at that time was given a medication that made him always sad, and he was a different person, and after he changed they mad him go to a different group. sometimes some kids in our group would all show the same change, and they would be separated, but we rarely ever had new people introduced to our group

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I mean yeah, programs meant to house special needs children can have facilities set up like that. 

It sounds similar to a mental ward, but one that aimed to utilize unconventional teaching practices to try to get them to catch up to others that are otherwise learning more conventionally. 

The third party company factor makes a lot of sense actually, they are likely utilizing these tests for the future of developing programs to help combat the struggles of extreme disorderly displays. 

 we were also given different medicines that did different things, and the medication i was given was seemingly random

They were likely trying to find a dose that would actually help you, but had no idea where to start from the odd mental cocktail that is otherwise your brain. 

I've seen tons of people guinea pig'd through the Pharmaceutical Industry. While there is a history of former successes, much of trying to find the right drugs for a child is a matter of guesswork in more complicated subjects. 

 every student, had frequent med changes. we all had the strange noises, and the puzzles. johns hopkins did things to, outside of the institution, and we would be put in solitary in there as well sometimes. i had music stuff in that building, i would get to play with the piano, and they would record it, and they would ask me questions all the time, and i had a brain scan and my blood would be checked and so on, and they would have me look at the computer and do things on it like tests on it, and i would have to earn extra candy by waiting and they would give me another, and i had shots and my blood would be checked ect, and i had attempted to run away, the waiting room had a fishtank, i could hear my brother screaming in the room next to me, and it was like a scream i would not hear from him otherwise at the time. 

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every student, and all the parents of my friends i got to speak to and my parents got to speak to, said that kki was experimenting on us

They were, but it's not as dramatic as it sounds. 

It's more unfortunate, tragic, not some mad science mystery with corporation conspiracies. This is an industry challenging themselves to find cures for the impossible, and you were one of those impossibles. 

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last edit on 6/25/2020 9:33:41 AM
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I mean yeah, programs meant to house special needs children can have facilities set up like that. 

It sounds similar to a mental ward, but one that aimed to utilize unconventional teaching practices to try to get them to catch up to others that are otherwise learning more conventionally. 

The third party company factor makes a lot of sense actually, they are likely utilizing these tests for the future of developing programs to help combat the struggles of those at the deep ends of mental abnormality. 

my brother went to the same place, and he started beating himself up and having seizure like episodes.

Are you sure this wouldn't have happened without their intervention? 

If it's not from the meds anyway, seizures tend to have a genetic component to it, and beating himself up (no offense) fits some elements of your M.O. too. This could be more of a family matter, as a facility like this shouldn't necessarily know how to cure any of their patients if they're all experimental deep end cases. 

They were likely trying everything they could to try to find answers for you guys, and you'd all have to experience the side effects of these tests as they tried in earnest to help. 


my mom said they were experimenting on us. i know this is true, my friend elijah cotton at that time was given a medication that made him always sad, and he was a different person, and after he changed they mad him go to a different group. sometimes some kids in our group would all show the same change, and they would be separated, but we rarely ever had new people introduced to our group

 yes they said they wanted to teach him to hit himself to unteach him, my dad said this to my dad does not lie. they were not helping. they would hurt me as well, drag me down the hallway, the doctors did nothing for my scoliosis or my hip problems or my shorter leg or mega colon, despite x rays all over my body and frequent doctor visits, and i was called by a number not a name. johns hopkins has a proven history of hurting people they experiment on. i would be thrown, hit, called a retard, i also had a therapist try and convince me i was a fox, and even though it did not work she tried telling my parents i thought i was a fox, so she could medicate me, i kid you not, my medicine made me see shit, jose put hers up her ass to get rid of hers, and it made her fucking insane

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Tropical Delora said:
johns hopkins has a proven history of hurting people they experiment on.

I mean I'd figure that'd be the case if they're trying experimental treatments on some of the hardest cases that they've seen to date. 

Do you have any public sources of this proven history that I could look into? 

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every student, and all the parents of my friends i got to speak to and my parents got to speak to, said that kki was experimenting on us

They were, but it's not as dramatic as it sounds. 

It's more unfortunate, tragic, not some mad science mystery with corporation conspiracies. This is an industry challenging themselves to find cures for the impossible, and you were one of those impossibles. 

 you dont know shit, you were not there. you dont know about david reihmer case? the lead poison case? and so on? my friends jen and jose were molested. my medication made me have visual AND auditory hallucinations, and also delusions,  they experimented on my mom to, they wanted money. they did worse than that, i wont say everything, but yeah i had to spend a majority of my life in a white room alone most of the time. the walls and floors changed color and moved and time would slow down

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Tropical Delora said:
johns hopkins has a proven history of hurting people they experiment on.

I mean I'd figure that'd be the case if they're trying experimental treatments on some of the hardest cases that they've seen to date. 

Do you have any public sources of this proven history that I could look into? 

 yeah ill show you. 

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 this experiment was done by johns hopkins here is part one, click it you get a whole lost of shit. here, im about to get you the other thing to

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As for much of your six year experience, I'd imagine that it'd be a hazy mess with you unsure of even your own behavior during it. If you were thrown onto different meds over and over, adjusting to them, adjusting off of others, that everything's probably a mess to try to look back on. 

The fox story for example, I could very easily believe that a med could have you black out calling yourself one. The doctor could have been reporting something you'd said as opposed to trying to make shit up. 

It's worth considering yourself an unreliable narrator if you want to try to see it from an outside perspective. Deciphering much of what you've said so far almost sounds "business as usual" for the extreme cases, except combined with mental ward practices. 

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last edit on 6/25/2020 9:43:36 AM
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https://ahrp.org/johns-hopkins-lead-paint-experiment-endangers-children/  sorry all the videos about this have been removed by youtube

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