I didn’t take my meds two days ago at the proper time (again) because I fell asleep
so I took in the morning instead of night but I had anxiety the whole damn day
then I went to sleep and forgot to take it again
and now it’s the next day and I feel more depressed than usual (lack of interest innnormal things, and uh.... seeing things as pointless)
normally on meds they make this not happen so
I need to take them I guess but I feel like
not taking them at proper
fime is throwing shit off and making them not work quite right
but yeah I can tell I’m not medicated properly rn, my brain feels exposed and my vision as well. To things I’m normally protected from with anti-depressants
and I’m more like “fast” talking and typing and uh... yeah just seeing things in a much more cold light
it’s not happy-fying or a pleasant experience to have
so I’m just gonna take the meds now in the AM again even tho it’s supposed to be PM
Cuz I feel very depresso in the head-o (not in an emotional way as much as in a mental disorder way)