Sc is pretty boring.
Bootcamp seems to actually be effective, Slay has improved.
I called it. He's still unpredictable though.
Why do you want people to be different so bad? I'd bet on average those "simpletons" are happier than you or Tryp. And one of those reasons being they don't question life the way you do.
Why would you want people to run on autopilot? Sure it can be convenient for you, but it's also a loss.
What's the loss? Do you think you know what's best for people who are different than you? What makes you think they don't know exactly what they're doing, and they know exactly what they want out of life?
The loss is the loss of originality and novelty. When people go through the motions, you're not getting anything new. Of course they know what they're doing; they're operating within their comfort zones.
Can't relate, caring about what other people from highschool are doing and judging them sounds boring
Weren't you homeschooled?
Can't relate, caring about what other people from highschool are doing and judging them sounds boring
Weren't you homeschooled?
Yes, that's why I can't relate. But also caring about what other people from highschool are doing and judging them sounds boring. It also sounds like a way to look down upon others from your soap box.
Can't relate, caring about what other people from highschool are doing and judging them sounds boring
Weren't you homeschooled?
Everything makes much more sense now
2:48Spatial Mind The guy was sticking his dick in an infants mouth, it was so fucking disturbing
I've imagined similar scenarios to this, as I am only 19. Though, I have gone back and looked at changes over the years. A lot of people I know went into the army, one of the guys I went to High School with, went Marines, he's the one I spoke to about it. Others have been just been at college, I see their facebook posts, instagram pics, or snapchat stories depicting how their lives are. Though, it's not anything that intriguing.
The only thing memorable in recent time, is I have found myself going to check on the profile page of the girl I once loved who committed suicide back in late August. I still see others mourning her death, and posting how much they miss her. She was a good person, and sweet. The last time I got to see her alive, was the September of 2018 at a fair that comes every year. She had her baby with her and her best friend. I went up to talk but she seemed like she was busy, and her friend did something to try and embarrass me, I don't remember what it was, but I think she was just being playful, since I've always been on good terms with that friend.
Idk I just found myself rambling. I guess I could deep down be mourning her death in some way, I just don't feel it, and she's not on my mind a lot, I just go check her fb page every few weeks to a month. If I hadn't become the way I am now, I would've probably been checking on her more, if that'd even help at all.
She was a girl of faith, and so were all her friends, and they wish to believe that she's in heaven with her mother.
I wish I could've got to know her more. I recall when we were young in 4th grade. I was at the fair, on a ride, and she was down below, yelling for me wanting to tell me something, I don't know what it was, I couldn't get off, and I tried to get her to wait, but she couldn't. Around this time her mom died, and so she left to go to Chicago for a few years, it was only my junior year that she came back. I don't know what she would've told me. Delusional side would've wanted it to be a confession of love, but I highly doubt it. I did mention it to her one time, but she said she didn't remember but vaguely recalled it.
I apologize for the ramble if I'm bringing it off topic. I still remember some of the things in my experience on facebook, like making a group, and adding all my classmates to it where I'd post weird stuff. One time, a parent called the cops because I made a post along the lines of "Eating pie with Slenderman XD" I was like 11 or 12 at the time. Coincidentally, that was right before all the sacrifice for slenderman bullshit was happening.
I was still a relatively quiet one at school, but I could still at times be the class clown and make people laugh. Even if a kid was crying, I'd start punching myself or acting silly to try to cheer them up.
Yea, sorry for this if it's derailing, it just made me think of my past experience on Facebook.
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Can't relate, caring about what other people from highschool are doing and judging them sounds boring
Weren't you homeschooled?
Yes, that's why I can't relate. But also caring about what other people from highschool are doing and judging them sounds boring. It also sounds like a way to look down upon others from your soap box.
Isn't it normal for people to try to draw comparisons between themselves and those they know?
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Can't relate, caring about what other people from highschool are doing and judging them sounds boring
Weren't you homeschooled?
Everything makes much more sense now
Wow.
Rood.
Also specifically what? Because the autism is all me regardless of homeschooling