Missbehaved has a knack for the nuances and subtlety of emotions, which I lack...( not always..lol...requires focus..but not entirely beyond me either)
Feeling Free= Having Control
..question being...control of what/ whom? So...thoughts?
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Also..slightly unrelated...desperation for connection, can make strange bedfellows of the mind/ heart and in some cases...it is quite fascinating to trace the denial and coping mechanisms...