we could be a deadly duo, you and I. Then maybe we could have our own threads :D
Lush stated: source post
so everyone is attacking you and pointing out your flaws and inconsistencies so what..you just decide to dig up years old shit about tony to make yourself feel better? this is sad.
^This.
Seriously, your timing couldn't be more obvious Ed. Mocking someone like this right now is poor planning that turns the spotlight further onto you when you're blatantly worse off and doing it to compensate. It's fun to rail on Spatial, but you've had all the time in the world to make a topic like this, making it extremely obvious why you're doing it now of all times.
You're also giving him room to not emotionally react right now, a move that will make him look better than you by recent and direct comparison.
Lush stated: source post
so everyone is attacking you and pointing out your flaws and inconsistencies so what..you just decide to dig up years old shit about tony to make yourself feel better? this is sad.
Virus stated: source post
Ed... this is embarrassing...
QFT
Spatial Mind stated: source post
But Ed. I'm a Kiwi too, and it's against their rules to defame their own. They'll turn on you based on your reasoning.
Although I choose not to participate in this particular dox, it is not due to your claimed Kiwi affiliation. You have not been active on the Farms since sign up.
Neurosis stated: source post
You see an opportunity and pounce on it like a fucking starving animal.
Yeah I do. It's why you're scared to post under your own account to tell me this :D
Stop being such a weak bitch and grow a pair
Haha ok random scared cat. (Boo!)
the_devil stated: source post
Man Edvard I really broke you. You are coming apart by the seems. I had hoped you would provide a little more challenge but look at you now. Even your allies are put off by you almost hysterical attacks. I have really got in your head huh? You are falling apart. Pull your self together and maybe Ill give you round two. cutie ;).
Who are you again?
Turncoat stated: source post
Lush stated: source post
so everyone is attacking you and pointing out your flaws and inconsistencies so what..you just decide to dig up years old shit about tony to make yourself feel better? this is sad.
^This.
Seriously, your timing couldn't be more obvious Ed. Mocking someone like this right now is poor planning that turns the spotlight further onto you when you're blatantly worse off and doing it to compensate. It's fun to rail on Spatial, but you've had all the time in the world to make a topic like this, making it extremely obvious why you're doing it now of all times.
You're also giving him room to not emotionally react right now, a move that will make him look better than you by recent and direct comparison.
Afraid you're wrong about this. As you were about your assumptions that I knew blanc was trolling, which she wasn't. There was some KiwiFarm discussion going earlier today and clues that KF members were watching our site. Waltz was talking about being on KF recently and gathering attention. Tony was also around in chat being Tony so suddenly I thought, why not try to make Tony into a LolCow? Read the thread title, you mental mess. It's not for the people here. I know very well almost none of you will be in the mood for thrashing Tony from the last Tony centered thread in which he got plenty of positive pity reactions. The posts from Tony that I quoted aren't new to any of you, why would the fuck I expect you to attack him if you hadn't already? Or even read those long ass pieces of crap?
Use your brain some more Turn, you used to be smarter than this when you weren't a raging bull against me. Sugar made a mistake in her assumption, and the rest of the "anti-ed coalition" going with it is proof that your intention isn't any constructive criticism, but just to have a go at me no matter if you're right or wrong.
If you still feel our past fight isn't over and was cut short by this thread, here you go: I made this thread for you to keep your bitchiness focused on me. I honestly thought you guys were done though.
Seriously, how are we not supposed to make the connection here:
A) Ed has a meltdown plain enough for all to see.
B) The following day, this place becomes Geek.com relevant and the Kiwifarms topic about this place is bumped.
C) You make a topic about Tony's dox to try to get them to look that direction instead, and to vent at what you view as an easy target.
So transparent.
Spatial Mind's heartbreak
Spatial Mind stated: source post
I'll try to make this brief.
I'm positive she is a sociopath. It was a friend zone relationship for me that I would avoid, due to her "you are like a brother to me" messages, but I would spend time with her whenever she called or came over, we went out to do stuff etc.
Regardless of my aloofness I did have a rather large place for her in my heart. I've always taken her for one who would send out a lot of mixed signals, so on the most part I would never know what to do with her. Only toward the end of our (i guess) friendship did we hug. Post date, I never initiated I hug with her because of the mixed signals, so eventually one day she just hugged me. That first hug was a very quick arm grab and she called it a hug. I believe she was shy, she's not pleased with her body cause she lacks curves. Me thinking she probably dislikes being touched I never hugged her, but late in our associations she asked for one, and followed with a quick surprise hug another day. I know it sounds lame, but I was still confused as to what she wanted. Maybe I still am but I somehow feel like a failed to make a move when I should have.
She called me to meet her downtown for her birthday. Just her and I. We went to an expensive restaurant ( Guess who covered the bill ) But that day she was looking depressed, she was going on about how she hates her Mother and such. I think i heard her tell me something like "Man up" but how can I when she is in this rarely seen by me, pissy mood.
When we left, she wanted to change out of her tight skirt ( we had bicycles locked up waiting for us ) so she went to change inside a hotel next to us. I ran across the road to avoid the red light, looking back where she stayed she pointed at a hotel on her side where she wanted to borrow a room to change. So I went in after her and waited in the lobby.
After awhile had passed I went outside and her bike was gone. So I sent her an angry text saying how she ditched me. She sent me a text saying "I thought you ditched me, I was so pissed, I'm at ( the so and so shop) I don't want to go home yet." I said to her, "You never saw my bike was still there ? Where's your brain I'm at home and I'm done for the day goodbye"
Now she ignores me. When I saw her the next day ( Cause she literally lives next door ) I said Hi, she kinda said hi then her voice choked up as her head turned toward me, then her face went blank, then she proceeded to go inside. I wrote to her how we should patch things up, forget what happened and I invited her over for a drink. She wrote me an e-mail saying how she doesn't like me, never liked me, and never will, then told me to cease the harassment or else further action.
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So I caught her in a lie, and she can't debate with me about it cause if she did insist she never saw my bike, then she would have to admit she never cared to look for it which was 7 feet away from her.
She lied to me many times and I just brush it off or played dumb. I did research on silent treatment, and my intrigue got me into reading about all this psychology stuff. At first my amateur Googleing diagnoses of her was that she was a narcissist. But a friend told me to look up sociopath. Perfect.
This sociopath stuff is interesting. I am annoyed by this, but none the less interesting. I believe you ( the sociopath ) are at times honest, and I do not assume you are at fault for being that way, as much as I am not at fault for being as I am. Right now if you please, I'd like your opinion or suggestion as to what the hell might she be up to. Normally I'd just suck it up and move on, but I have to live here, and seeing her is almost like a bad dream I cannot wake from. You'd never understand to this degree, but for those of us that are not sociopath, this is like watching someone you care for die and be reborn before your very eyes, and now it seems they are your mortal enemy.
Immature yes. It has been said that sociopath can be so as well. In her 30's, she looks young, sometimes she can pass for 19-23. I tried to keep it brief but if you insist on more information, I'll try to make it brief again.
She is extremely secretive. She lies like crazy. The one time she added me to her facebook. I examined her page and everything was censored. No images except some cartoon penguins holding hands, can't remember what was written on it. She doesn't put her image online either, which is fine, but her list and conversations on her wall were censored. I can see her responses but not her friends. Nothing. Then that day she asked me if she can borrow my a calculator for her exam. By the end of the day she deleted me from her list. She called me to tell me I can have my calculator back, I told her to leave it on the front porch as I was kinda upset about the facebook thing. I barged outside and she took off like a fly and ran back into her house.
She called me the next day as though it were nothing. I asked her about it and she blew off the question. The 2nd time I asked her about it she said "You don't need to know my business"
When we talk on the phone, or in general she would cut off what I am saying so long as it's something I'm bringing up, for something she wants to discuss. She did value my opinion on things, and the questions she asked me were a piece of cake to answer. When I think about it probably cause I'd feed her moral answers that would probably be useful for what might have been a promiscuous lifestyle she was planning. It was always about guys or dating.
In the 11 months were were associates, here is what I can conjure up from what I recall
- She is divorced. Her husband is said to have beat her up in this abusive relationship.
- She demonizes her family. ( After talking with her youngest brother, she said no one really likes her. He said it's possible she might be a narcissist after I inquired about it.
- She complains about her workmates all the time. They are all bad.
- She had this flip phone, so texting for her was a pain. I gave her an HTC Dream Smartphone.
- I gave her a pricy Nike hooded sweater
- I gave her a desk.
- Let her use my Wifi when her internet was out of commission or if her brothers kicked her off of theirs. ( It's a big deal cause my roommate watches Netflix so much we had to upgrade our package )
- Took her to restaurants
- On her request I allowed her to come to meet my friends and go party on new years.
- On her request I allowed her to meet my Mother.
- On her request I fulfilled her printing needs. ( At my own expense )
- On her request I went out on walks with her. ( And treated her to food )
- On her request I went on bike rides with her. ( Food again )
- On her request I helped her make decisions the best I can.
- On her request I gave her advice on guys.
- On her request I participated in her hugs. And we both know I never initiated one ever, thank God. ( The first and last hug she gave me were surprise hugs without my consent. I love surprise hugs but in this case I have to point out it was not in my consent due to her threatening me )
- On her request I lent her my USB stick so she can do her thing.
- On her request I lent her my calculator for her exam ( The day she added then deleted me from Facebook with no explanation to date. )
- On her request we baked cookies
- On her request I let her come here when she were moody with her family.
- On her request I welcomed her into my home, sometimes directly from where she was coming from. ( Her dysfunctional family is that bad. )
- On her request I came out to celebrate her Birthday one on one. She afterward ditched me after I spent a whack of money trying to please someone who I thought was my friend.
- On her suggestion I was fixing to take her to Niagara Falls, until now
- I saw her spend $600 on clothing, usually she brings most or all of it back.
- She does a lot of volunteer work cause she believes it looks good on her resume.
- The volunteer work she does is with lawyers. So she can mingle with people in a field she is interested in. She has no remorse for the homeless and hungry.
- She is obsessed with Sick Kids Hospital. Her reasoning for this I think is so she might find a doctor husband. That is my guess
- On Christmas she came over crying in tears cause her family ditched her. Me, I don't do Christmas I hate it, and she knew. My failure to amuse her had her texting some dude she said was fun. On a side note her brother told me they don't do Christmas either, it was her Father's Birthday that day and she got into a fight with him.
- I have her home and Cell number. I am not to call the cell, only text it. Sure. She spends 100 a year on her cell phone, very practical, but she is that obsessed with saving money.
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The list goes on, and lets see what she ever did for me...
- She bought me a cupcake and delivered it to me.
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Surely me catching her in a game/lie does not warrant writing me off like this.
You're cringey as fuck. You save pictures people send you and save quotes and conversations to use at later times. You are obsessed to the point of delusion and it's very sad. If you could drop the notion and your ego and stop being "Ed" for just a few minutes and step back to look at yourself I'm pretty positive you wouldn't like what you see.
Thankfully for everybody here though that your ego is so frail that you can easily and routinely be baited into making these kinds of posts. If you didn't care you wouldn't spend so much time trying to paint over the ugly image you hide away.