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People actually get rich if the idea posted is crazy enough to grab attention. Here's some examples

• Grilled Cheezus is an electric sandwich or panini press that toasts the face of Jesus onto your bread. The project exceeded its $25,000 goal by a modest $604, which wasn't enough to reach any stretch goals (stretch goals are additional features project creators will often add to encourage more funding), but if backers who forked over $35 and up for the toaster choose the right cheese, their sandwiches will be plenty stretchy already.

• Potato Salad: Zack Danger Brown asked Kickstarter for $10 so he could make potato salad. He hadn't even decided on what kind yet. Before the campaign was over, Brown had raised $55,000. 

Just little things like meat soap are found humorous enough that someone funds it to be made. There's also gofundme, this one's tailored more towards your interest i'd imagine as it's just about giving someone money.

Recently this black guy put up one for racists to send him back to africa and it's actually produced him 1.8k 

https://www.gofundme.com/2ddma8z8

so what if they went sour. you're jacked ex marine you can make more relationships easily

"so what if they went sour. you're jacked ex marine you can make more relationships easily"

I'm a 160 lb introvert that spends most of his day on a pc. I'm also an ex-stalker that's been traumatized in retrospect and naturally afraid of repeating that habit. I have a good reason to be, even on this site I've demonstrated quite clearly I have poor control over my attachment issues. 

I've never recovered easily from any form of attachment and I can't afford the burden of another recovery period during this already turbulent time in my life. 

i dont want to sound ignorant or forceful but i dont think you have anything to lose. if your relationship doesnt go well you'll be back to where you are right now. it wont be worse than if you didnt try. youre still more attractive than a lot of if not most people. 

edit: you can ask the person out instead of stalking her its easier and probably better

I do get lonely commonly but that's far easier to cope with than loss or even maintaining a relationship. It's something I don't like putting off, but I need to until I'm in a more stable environment.

It just sounds like you have good self awareness, to be honest. And, you are making wise decisions based on accepting who you are. The "attachment issues" just mean you feel deeply.  When you find the right person this could be more of a strength than a weakness.

"It just sounds like you have good self awareness, to be honest. "

maybe on this aspect

"And, you are making wise decisions based on accepting who you are. The "attachment issues" just mean you feel deeply."

I do, but it's important for me to know that feeling deeply is what made me stalk in the first place. 

"When you find the right person this could be more of a strength than a weakness."

I'm certain too, it will be

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Doing that'd risk facing rejection. He has a rich inner world of his own making that he lives within, and adding said rejection to it, while life itself wouldn't add any encumbrance, would still serve to have him add weight onto his own shoulders. His life is his own, his life is whatever he can tell himself that it is, and letting someone into that world from outside of that, one who'd risk tarnishing his mind's palace, could also potentially risk destroying it entirely, leaving only the man who once lived there and relished it's peace mentally homeless.  

It gets easier with repetition to face rejection, but there's still that initial learning curve that some people just don't feel ready for. We all have things that we're sensitive to that we don't want to throw into our mind's petri dish, as once it's in there we might not be able to fish it out, filter it out, becoming stuck with the mixture that came of it as a newly formed identity we may not like or be ready to live with. 

Finding the right person makes the risks worth it, but the path towards said right person tends to have wrong people along the way. He doesn't sound ready to explore that right now, and would prefer the peace that comes from his own isolated corner of existence. 

that sounds dramatic..i agree with you missc that its good to be cautious or laid back sometimes. there are times when a person is better off not trying to handle everything.

edit: that being said you seem to attack everything head on bearing the brunt of the pain like rocky balboa