ThenFuckit stated: source post
Trying to figure out if you are normal or not is a pointless effort imo.
Just identify what you want and why you can't be what you want, then work on your problems one by one. Doesn't matter what the issue is. I guess you can still try to use some generic label to explain it faster for others thought. But that comes after you identify the problem and start working on it, because at that point you can be sure its a real problem.
Might not be easy to identify how to fix the problem, where to start. Trial and error or ask for help is only options i see.
I'm diagnosing ThenFuckIt as a lucid, rational person.