I'm just winging it.
My father, well, for the most part we dont see eye to eye.
The other day I ran into a man whom knew my dad as a kid growing up. I asked him what he was like as a child. He responded "well, he had it really rough growing up" That pissed me off because, firstly, he didint give me the answer I wanted to hear and second off, he made it sound like he was defending my father.
My dad has always been cold. I see him as a asshole. He never hugged me or payed much attention to me. Instead of verbal or physical affection gives me money or buys me what I want. He was often out doing shady business (still to this day)
as a child he'd tell me things like "it's only illegal if you get caugh" and "mine shafts are deep, lots of room for dead body's" and my personal favourite "drive it like you stole it"
I have few to none fond memories of me and my father. To be honest, I've thought of killing him many times. The risk is to high, plus. He's worth more alive than he is dead.