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The Case of the Doge

I am very amused by how people cling onto my dear doge, I must admit. Perhaps we share an adoration. The moment I saw the picture, I knew I'd use it as an avatar. I mean, firstly, it is made to look like a painting, which trumps various clearly computer made pictures in my opinion. Secondly, it features a very classy figure in a fancy outfit. However, if you look closely, the figure is a meme Doge, which softens the previously implied seriousness significantly. The way it stares and grins mysteriously seals the deal. "Such classy much mysterious so doge wow". All in all, the idea behind the preference aside of it being a very nice work of art, is to embrace the versatility of any persona in this utterly adorable way. Also, it is a legacy of me using a puppy avatar for a while in SW. I am very sentimental about stuff.

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Mee stated: source post

"Nevertheless, never have I ever typed anything thinking "oooh, this will make me look so eeeeveeeel" unless it was for fun purposes, nor have I considered going on a killing spree "

 

so what exactly would you class your plan to kill your mother, father and anyone else who might have witnessed (lol) these acts as? a killing what?

i mean the other option is that you never considered it, you were just trying to push this refined sociopath image lol.

so what exactly would you class your plan to kill your mother, father and anyone else who might have witnessed (lol) these acts as? a killing what?

I haven't made this association, thanks for pointing it out. I perceive(d) the act of killing as a solution and did not put much emphasis on how the way of reaching the desired quiet is defined. I mean, I generally dislike loud noises and people, let alone having to sit and forcefully listen to some scolding, given in not a very pleasant tone and fashion.

Moreover, I tend to be quite drained after the lectures courtesy of all the people doing various things at the same time and causing noises, so I truly did not like these arguments.

Having no known way of preventing the rant from carrying on (usually it carried until my mother tired herself out after having mentioned all the wrongs I did during my lifetime and whatnot, and then started to think about what has to be done in the future) I zoned out and started to ponder, searching for approaches that could do the trick. Slicing her throat with the biggest kitchen knife we had seemed to be a fool proof plan to shut her up and change my surroundings to my preferred alternative. However, I then realized that I would have no decent way of explaining it to my father and some punishment would definitely follow and the only rational way that occurred to me to solve the other inconvenience was to kill him too. Luckily, then I realized that they would be missed at work and people would likely come to look for them (for my mother mainly, I still have little to none ideas about what my father was doing, but money were made).

Still, this did not seem much of the problem at the time until I understood that without the working parents I would not last long on my own and the flat would also be taken away from me (also uncovering all the dead bodies which I doubt I'd find a solid way to get rid off). All this pondering made me realize that it is much more convenient to be scolded every now and then instead of losing the obvious comfort and likely ending up in jail.

I see now how I missed the alternative of bettering myself to prevent further conflicts from happening, but I always had this perception that if I did something, it was purely on me and anything else would go against my nature. I always took the blame after being convinced and agreed to have my rights restrained, but that's about it. Anyway, ignoring the motive, which wasn't killing people for the sake of killing, the act itself, had it been carried out, does have resemblances with a killing spree. While typing that "I have never considered going on a killing spree" I imagined something like James Holmes's movie time or other similar acts.

Oh my god! I can now state that I have had planned a killing spree! Now this would be a solid addition to some refined sociopath image :P

You never were too rough on me, but you seem to be getting even softer.

so i'm gonna assume our analysis has got to you

You'd like that to be true because otherwise all your effort was pointless. I'd like to remind you that I made the thread, thus the penetration was consensual and I could back out anytime I'd feel sore. Truth be told, I'm not even having a hard time. I hope you aren't too upset.

trying to trip people up on their words and project your own limitations onto them..calling alena awkward..you??

So you were lurking there in silence, watching me interact. Cute.

My personal qualities have no correlation whatsoever with her's. She was adorably awkward ever since I've seen her photos. It's interesting to see you white knight other women, though. Any straw, huh?

When I'm not busy chatting with people and am in a proper mood, I do engage in twisting other people's words for some poky poke. It's nothing new.

ive noticed you being more directly aggressive lately,

Nothing new either. Check the chat between Damien and WW3 in the "Poofs" thread for more input

and now you're trying to shed the refined image and go for a more confrontational one.

It's interesting that people here put so much emphasis on my image, my avatar preference, etc. Well, you and Ken mainly.

Would a person, focused on his image, especially one of a villainous character, use words like "poof" or "Negroe". The latter is debatable, but it's hard to imagine a villain turn around in his chair and go all "I've been expecting you, you bloody poof." Would the same person engage in RP'ing with Jim? (Edvard had expressed his disapproval quite a few times to ensure people know he's not supporting the act). I think not. Would he engage into such penetration? I think that it would be more likely for such person to come up with an excuse and bail (e.g. "You can reveal yourself, who you are, without revealing facts about yourself. I'd rather keep quiet than lie though, and that should be a clue that the little I say is not made up shit"). So, there are contradictions for your hypothesis about me intentionally acting in a way, fitting some stereotype.

do you consider yourself a nerd mee?

I think I could end up in the lower end of the nerd spectrum if I stretched some of my features and it would definitely be a better fit than the stereotype of a jock. Nevertheless, I have never been particularly nerdy. In fact, I doubt I belong in any characteristic. I'm just... Mee. Why do you ask?

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so i'm gonna assume our analysis has got to you and now you're trying to shed the refined image and go for a more confrontational one.

Mee stated: source post

You'd like that to be true because otherwise all your effort was pointless. I'd like to remind you that I made the thread, thus the penetration was consensual and I could back out anytime I'd feel sore. Truth be told, I'm not even having a hard time. I hope you aren't too upset.

This is great. You blatantly denying our inquiries didnt have any effect on you. The sheer amount of cop-out and cringe-worthy excuses as well as these unnecessarily long/embarrassing explanations to simple questions that at most times didnt span longer than a sentence. The ego-saving denial is in rare form here, you've been found to keep a notebook of what other people on this forum say about you, you responded to a simple question about you being insecure by elaborating how each factor of your life is great, I've pointed out multiple factors, examples and past posts that indicate a pursuit of an image. This all being presented and the explanations you've provided(if any) were faulty and weightless. Half of the time your explanations lead to supporting my reasoning. The whole plotting to cut your mothers neck with a knife because you were sensitive to scolds(I must be on a hit list by now if thats all it took) is a prime example of that.

I'm not even enjoying this anymore, it's fucking sad. Stop before you shoot up a school or something

Mee stated: source post

So you actually keep a fucking notebook full of comments and compliments you receive from people over the internet?

I keep many different notebooks, this happens to be one of them.

Interesting. What else do you keep notes on? 
 

Mee stated: source post

As for the matter of me repressing my emotions, feel free to try to penetrate me. Either you will see that it is not the case or break some sort of an emotional barrier in me, thus helping me recover gradually. Both options suit me despite I am leaning towards the former.

Sugar stated: source post

italicized text demonstrates OP's hesitation of being penetrated. penetration begins at text highlighted in bold. OP's speedy exit implies unwillingness to be penetrated.

VonChirp stated: source post

I did almost break out in laughter at "feel free to try to penetrate me."

Mee stated: source post

I opened up to the penetration to find some issues (it begun with repressed emotions and SPD), it lead me to the idea of improving the social interacting for others.

Mee stated: source post

WW3 told me to watch out and don't let her penetrate me :v

Mee stated: source post

Sure. Does not stop me from interacting with who I was interacting prior bringing up this idea and the whole penetration.

Mee stated: source post

I would suggest you look up the very first post of this thread in which I clearly implied that I am going to be open for penetration.

VonChirp stated: source post

So. Much. Penetration.

Mee stated: source post

I'd like to remind you that I made the thread, thus the penetration was consensual and I could back out anytime I'd feel sore. Truth be told, I'm not even having a hard time. I hope you aren't too upset.

Would he engage into such penetration?  

Dear god.

it would a solid adition to you trying to push that image yes. i've noticed you being more directly aggressive lately, trying to trip people up on their words and project your own limitations onto them..calling alena awkward..you?? so i'm gonna assume our analysis has got to you and now you're trying to shed the refined image and go for a more confrontational one.

do you consider yourself a nerd mee?

He's been corrupted by Jim.

I can certainly see why Jim would aim to defend someone who is so clearly sexually starved.

From Mee's portions alone, it tells quite a story: He's very open to being penetrated, it's something that uncovers his repressed emotions and SPD, his desire for it has lead to him trying to become more social, he doesn't feel that sex will change his interactions with those who partake, he assures us that the penetration is consensual, so it's in no way rape unless they keep going once he's become sore (likely meaning he wants to receive instead of give), he's having issues with getting hard, and he feels the need to remind us how open he is to it by referencing the first time that he brought up his thirst.

Also Sugar doesn't appear to be his type despite his fairly desperate penetration fixation. My guess is that it's from her lack of a penis (strap-ons must not be his cup of tea).