"and said "lack of concern" I'd say is about as convincing as TK's "I don't feel fear" rhetoric. Wanting to not care is not the same as not caring."
Why bring me into this lame conversation.
You have no idea what I feel or don't feel, so don't fucking compare me to anything. Thinking you know what someone feels is not the same as actually knowing.
With that said, I rarely ever feel fear, but I would be lying (or joking) if I said I've never felt it at all.
My being alive is what's stressing and anchoring people, and this is when life is already so needlessly heavy perceptionally from my own assortment of flaws. My death would potentially mean freedom for those I'm dragging down, which includes myself. That's the "idea" anyway.
First off, when I said making another person live with your death on your hands, I meant the jumping into traffic thing. You're making a poor innocent person live with the memory of killing a guy, and you'd also be dragging them into courts and shit.
Secondly, your being alive is stressing people? The fuck. You have a tendency to get caught up in convoluted reasoning an your conclusions would seem silly even to you, if you just stepped back and faced them. Every person alive stresses other people, and those other people are free to choose their actions if they think the stress is worth it or not. That's their call, not yours.
so it's okay to say whether i think you should bother helping TC when his life is essentially at risk but it's not okay to state that i think what you did was fucked up? and obviously it would help if you stated how you feel because you are the one who made the thread, not TC. only you truly know what is in your own mind.
i think you're too far in your own head to even know what has gone on here. you made a callous post about your own boyfriend's state and expect me to know the 'other dimensions of the situation, that I hadn't made known'? i'm calling it like i see it, and if you publicly expose his suicidal ideation i would expect that if you do in fact love him you would publicly address what you did in an honest way, instead of going straight for the persecuted role, 'you guys don't understand everything that went on - aside from me essentially laughing and asking if his life is even worth me bothering to check on him - how can you even question if i care?' i have good reason to doubt you care, but i'm not going to presume i know what is best for TC, i'm even asking him if that's something he doesn't mind, rather than being completely unaware and filling in all your empathy gaps with his own intentions and character.